Tabbs Spain, crossed over, 8th April
I am heart broken, but after Tabbs Long and brave fight, I had my Lady vet come out to the House to put My brave boy to sleep, He had so many trips to the vets in the last month that I did not have the heart for that last one, when I knew that he would know where he was going. I have known we were losing the fight for the last 3 weeks, He had lost interest in his food and also had lost a lot of weight, but was still enjoying life up until the last 2 days. he did not wish too be with me any longer sleeping or for sitting on my lap. and on the Friday I had called the vet out, I picked him up for his last cuddle, but he wanted to be put down, and when I put him on the floor,for him to go back to his hiding spot in the video unit, he rush out side into the garden, and did a wee, but then instead of going to one of his old sleeping spot, he disappeared down the into the Spanish under growth where I could not follow him, due to us living on a mountain type range. All day I called him and all night, up to 2.30 in the morning, I was still expecting him to turn up on the end of my bed, but I was scared that he was not coming back, and had gone off to die. Back up again 4 , and 6, still no Tabbs, by 8 o clock I knew he was not going to turn up, So on with my walking shoes and a lot of protection clothing, plus my walking stick, and some rope, and down the mountain I went calling and praying, but knowing unless I could see him, I would not be able to recover him, due to not responding to me on other occasions, when he wanted to be alone. one hour later and a little bit worst for wear due to the heavy under growth, I hear 3 meow's from him, but for the next 20 mins nothing, but at least I knew he was down there some where, and a lot further down than I would have though he would have gone. I shouted to my husband to get the car and drive down to the bottom of the valley to see if could hear him or see him , but no luck there. But my young cat Tiger who follows me every where, had followed me down through the thick under growth and was further down, than me, but he had found Tabbs, who was behind a big stone rock, it took me about 10 mins to get to him, But he would not come to me, I now had the problem of climbing back up with him in my arms, which to begin with was OK, as he was happy to have a cuddle, after 10 mins with one arm round him and the other trying to grab plant life to pull myself back up the hill, I was having trouble hanging onto him, But 20 mins later, and nearly having a heart attack we got to the top. Oh I was so happy, to have found him, I had thoughts that I would have always have been looking down that valley and wondering where he was, and never knowing how long he was there before he past on. My FELV boy Chang who pass on last summer, did this to us, and also My FELV Boy Rocky , he went missing for 3 days, but came back to die, they where both, too wild too do any treatment with. But Tabbs who was also a stray was someone's pet at some time, Sadly Tabbs did not wish me to hold him or give him cuddles, and went back into his hiding place of the Video, so the phone call I had made the day before had to be repeated, No interest in food or water, and he looked really fed up. I spent a couple of hours sitting next to him and giving him my contact and talking to him, while we waited for the vet to come. Even then he tried to do a little roll for me to tickle his tummy. My best Boy. The end was easy and very peace full for him, thanks to my vet. If we could have got the epogen, then may be he would have had a better chance, for any one interested in the care Tabbs had or the history on feline interferon and interferon A which he was treated with, then when I am feeling better, I will give any information that may or may not be of interest. Also if we had started the Interferon early may be things would have had a better ending. I do believe that the Interferon did give Tabbs a couple of extra months. he was ill at Xmas time, so who knows. but Thanks to you all and this web site I do feel that I was able to do more for Tabbs, than I would have with out it. Thank you. please Belinda would you add Tabbs to CLS list, do I need to send you a photo of Tabbs. I would like too. no rush, good luck with your operation, praying all goes well and a speedily recovery Dare I ask how is Bailey doing, I have been too upset to view the e mails over the last week so forgive me on not being up to date.
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- Please add Tabbs to CLS list Thank you Belinda Sandra