Hey Jen, Man, I know that awful feeling of going to a job(s) that you hate!!! It is a horrible feeling. I'm right there with you at this point in my life. And then getting into trouble on top of that... I read a book last month called "Who Moved My Cheese" and it helped me, because my attitude really stunk. I'm not saying yours does. But when I'm not happy with my life, my attitude is not as positive, and this book helped me with that. Also, there's another book called "48 days to the Work You Love" which you might look into. It doesn't sound like you have much time to read, but maybe you could read to Zack. He might like to hear about mice. lol. I don't know how shelter employees/volunteers do what they do either. It IS heartbreaking, and I can't understand how people surrender their pets either. But I know this. In time, all will work itself out. Just be patient and gentle with yourself, and don't lose hope. If you need to vent, I'm always here.
:) Wendy __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com