I have been there so many times, over 20 now. You ask yourself "what more could I have done?", You did all you could, loved him, gave him food and shelter and loved him some more. I think I know how you feel, but not really, because each one is different. It will hurt for a long time and every time you think about him, you will cry, but it does get a little better as time goes by and if you are lucky, another one will come to yo in need of help and love and it starts all over again. I think that is why we are here, to provide the love and care needed by some whose needs are great. We are God's ambassadors to the animals around us. ---- Rachel Dagner <rdag...@novahrc.com> wrote: > I lost him yesterday morning. He was having a really hard time breathing > due to the tumor in his chest. It was time, they got me in right away. It > was so very hard to say goodbye. I haven't been able to quit crying since. > It's so unbelievably hard, even knowing that it would happen soon. I miss > him so much. Everything reminds me of him. I am at work luckily alone > today, and can't quit crying. I had him with me at work last week and he > was laying on my desk and purring and sleeping. It's just so hard to > believe he is gone. I sat in the parking lot at my vets for at least an > hour with my car door open, just in case he spirit needed to get inside > and come home with me. I know it will get better, but right now the pain > is just unbearable. I know that those here who have gone through this > understand where I am right now. > > _______________________________________________ > Felvtalk mailing list > Felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > http://felineleukemia.org/mailman/listinfo/felvtalk_felineleukemia.org
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