Hi Darren,
Oh, how I wish it was that simple. I still feel I owe everyone who paid 
for the game something, but I am at a cross roads between doing what I 
want and what others want. Frankly, the old side-scroller was 
suffocating my intellectual and creative desires that are so important 
to game writing. If you smother the authors creativity and desire to 
write the game the game will show its authors lack of desire to create 
it. I love programming for the  very fact I can be creative, but a game 
like Montezuma's Return made me feel like a kid forced to copy his 
spelling words 500 times during recess. Boring, uninteresting, work for 
the purpose of punishment. That is really how I was starting to feel 
towards the end.
Nobody on this list knows how many times I failed to watch a movie with 
my family because I was working on the game. Nobody knows I haven't 
played my guitar in six months because most free time has been spent on 
that darn game. Most people don't know I gave up reading time to work on 
that game. Frankly, I pored my heart and soul into getting it done, and 
then I was forced to take it down by the copyright holders of the 
Montezuma's Revenge and Montezuma's Return copyright holders. How in the 
heck would you feel? Frankly I am down right depressed and upset about it.
If it were my choice to do all over again I would tell James North to 
keep his games, they are his problem, and let him deal with it. I would 
now be working on my own games, in my own free time, when I felt like it 
and not trying to meet some schedule or do date.





Darren H wrote:
> Or perhaps Tom should just forget it all together and spend 
> his time doing something he wants to do.
>
> Sorry guys and gals, there's more important things to worry 
> about in life.
>
> Darren
>   


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