Hi Guys, I am in doubt, so I am writing here.
For sometime, I feel I am overdoing it. I look at every male face, I look (duration little less than stare) at almost every male crotch and every male bum. In my office, on the road, in the mall, at tourist places... Old men to teens (I dont know their age)... I 'rape' every male by my eyes... I used the word 'Rape' as I am not sure if they would like me enjoying them sexually, even just in mind, in my thoughts. I dont follow them, I dont try to touch them... But yes, I undress them in my mind. My eyes 'see-through' their shirts, kurtas, t-shirts, pants, jeans, dhotis and lungies. Now a days, it seems, my eyes have their own mind and they know what to do. And that is my biggest problem. Sometimes, I feel people follow, where my eyes are going... To be honest, I myself think, I am not doing right. But may be it is common problem? Am I Okey? or am I stepping towards being called 'pervert'? Abhay --- Reuse Paper by Both Sided Printing ----
