Hello All- The only words I can conjure at this time (being so braindead) is thank you so much to all for everything. I have been driven to tears several times tonight with some of the posts on the little list and i havent even dared attack the big list, cause i was hanging with the kids who are in the process of getting in bed right now, but my heart is filled with joy and sadness right now and o9nce again I am left a feeling of fullfillment and loniliness all at the same time. I will try to catch up and post tomorrow. Love to all. Paz (zzzzzz, hopefully) {had a hard time sleeping again last night}