Dear beloved in Jesus I was having a weary time and the main reason that I would attribute is that I stopped sharing.This mail is a bit long but please bear with me.
My experiences dates back to 11 th of May when I experienced the powerful infilling of the Holy Spirit.We were having a night vigil and I was showing them all an action song.I did overaction and a friend of mine just said something so painful to show that I was wrong. As I prayed and forgive him I asked the Holy spirit my comforter to come and fill me.I was engrossed by a divine heavenly presence of the Holy Spirit which consoled me lot for I have no words to describe it. The second one was my trip to Bangalore for the Jesus Youth National Meet and still I am not free from the homesickness.Annie Chechi had shared about her experiences there. She was so sweet Jesus Youth and she had one of the greatest of all smiles. I was a family member there and I was counted. I really really miss it. The third one was last week when I went home for the marriage of my cousin sister.I was facing troubles right after the moment I landed in Kochi. After reaching my aunt's house I broke the knife which she had given me for cutting the Halwa.Next day she brought the neighbour's Iron Box for me and the wire got shorted. I had taken my Uncle's vehicle to go to town and had a small accident in which I was safe but some parts of the Kinetic broke off.I also made a small patch work on my uncle's car as I took the Kinetic Honda past my his new TATA Indica Car. He was upset. The next day I was supposed to book ticket for my aunt and I ran out of petrol on the way. Later I was caught by the police for not obeying the traffic rules. I was having these problems created by myself but still was asking God that he could have made me careful. The tempter then came to me with fithy ideas and dear all I realised the power of praise and the power of the protection by the holy blood of Jesus Christ.I started praising God for all the happenings. I went to the Ark and Emmaus and met Annie chechi and Preetha at Ark and Alicekutty chechi at Emmaus .I had some cake and Annie chechi told me that she too was feeling homesick after Bglore trip. It was for the first time I met Alicekutty chechi and she was like my lifelong friend.My cousin Georgekutty had come with me and she asked him to come for the Meet Jesus Camp at Muringoor.Praise the lord that a friend of him is also going along.Please pray that they will be the future Jesus Youth's in their campuses as they are just out of plus two. When I made my confession I found out that the real problem was with me. 1.Lack of personal prayers. 2.My Pride that I am great. My confessor told me one of the beautiful lessons I have ever learned. When we are in the fellowship are safe and secure and when we do not get the fellowship what really matters is our personal relation with God and humility before God.That does not mean that when we are in fellowship we do not need personal prayer and humbleness.We need them.When we are not we need them in greater amounts. So all as Josun states "Your magnificent obsession is waiting for you,somewhere." My magnificent obsession was the realisation that I lack two important essential things that a JESUS YOUTH MUST HAVE 1.Personal Relation with God by prayer and meditating on his word 2.Humility we have to speak out the mercies of our God. God cannot work if we dont share as I was experiencing that my spirit was dying without sharing.so all come out and share. with lots of love and prayers in Jesus Mary and Joseph shobith coimbatore. _____________________________________________________________ Join SQAtester.com Community ---> http://www.sqatester.com/testersarea/joinus.htm _____________________________________________________________ Promote your group and strengthen ties to your members with [EMAIL PROTECTED] by Everyone.net http://www.everyone.net/?btn=tag **************************************************************** This mail is generated from JOYnet, a Jesus Youth mailing list. To unsubscribe, send a mail to [EMAIL PROTECTED] To subscribe to this mailing list, visit http://www.jesusyouth.org/joynet For automatic help, send a mail to [EMAIL PROTECTED] In case of any issue related to the mailing list contact [EMAIL PROTECTED] ****************************************************************
