Hi, Ok, I think that "Think (let tomorrow bee)" on Sebadoh's Bubble and Scrape is one of the saddest, more lovesick atuned songs. So... does this hold water? And a belated survey (and it's a long one, so... sorry): NAME: jacob SEX: male AGE: 19 PLACE: oklahoma... don't ask me why...landlocked, christian suburbia... and a state school that has a lovely library lawn with no volunteers to sit on it, and picnic.. read, or otherwise EYE COLOR: blue/green... with sunflowers HAIR COLOR: brown YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOWS? conan obrien,the simpsons (except i tend to step in lately about 7 minutes before it ends)... what's on, really (it allows me not to hear myself think so much... and i do) FAVORITE MAGAZINE? the onion, rolling stone to see/laboriously find their occassional homage to sonic youth and other good shit FAVORITE SMELL: like a favorite color, it depends on my mood... but incense is always nice (indecisive, am i)... pillsbury cinnamon rools in the morn, and the brief whiff of gasoline and the rainbow at my footsteps away to pay WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: having no one to confide in/even talk to/bullshit with, that special friend/someone to drink with... 'feeling yourself disintegrate' because nothing you want to do seems possible BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: sound and vision... almost knowing a show is going to be good, merely by them tuning up... (i can stand and say 'love' is/was always perplexing and difficult) FAVORITE THINGS TO DO ON THE WEEKENDS: acting upon what the weekend has in store for me... if nothing, then it's not my favorite. (not being at work or worrying about some form of work, unless it's otherwise enjoyable) FAVORITE SOUNDTRACK: the one's i make... but the 'trainspotting' one is good (brian eno, lou reed, new order)... KIDS was the best Folk Implosion venture (but they have a new one coming out... anyone heard it) WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? oh, great, another damn day, want to go back to sleep... (what's the director have in store for me now?) DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS? only when i read in the car. ROLLER COASTERS-DEADLY OR EXCITING? who wrote this question? they're on occassion, somewhat exciting, like an airplane ride... will it 'derail'? PEN OR PENCIL? only in moderation of the other... separate but equal HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? when at home, we have this caller ID... so it's when my parents tell me to (telemarketing bitches [,fuck off!])... otherwise, it's rarely for me, so when i get there FUTURE SON'S NAME: ... it's been awhile since I considered 'the boy''s name. /DAUGHTERS NAME: Susch, Abby FAVORITE FOOD: what's cookin'? (mood, i mention again) DO YOU GET ALONG WELL WITH YOUR PARENT(S): it depends... I don't often connect. but my biological father is an insensitive ass (girl's track coach). CROUTONS OR BACON BITS: croutons... scared by the whole 'cooked worm' conspiracy behind bacon bits DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE? yes, ... only if it/I was able to get me where i want to go. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? not for sometime... i was very keen about my snoopy stuffed animal... it was like a Barbie for awhile (they had a line of clothes for it) WHAT TYPE OF CAR WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? my stepdad's-brother's hand-me-down '87, i think, Mitsubishi montero. stick. the type your brother fucks up... esp the tape player fast-forward/rewind over and over blairing, and killing, the speakers with pantera, metallica, sepultura, slayer... the poop of modern day heavy metal. THUNDERSTORMS COOL OR SCARY? both, depending on their nature and their implied, or not so implied, personification. nature's bowel movements are beautiful IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON, DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? I think I'd look at everyone else's answer before I decided. I'd rather go back into their time and meet them... maybe even myself then c. 5 years ago, and straighten myself out. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC: "I never met a[n alcoholic] I didn't like"--- Abraham Lincoln WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Aries WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE POET? My mind is poetry, so I'd rather stray from that and turn on the boob tube. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? yes IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE? I'd like to figure that one out on my own... I want the responsibility of being a father, but like anything I'd want as a job, I wouldn't want to consider it a 'job'. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? well, when my parents deeply discourage it, I'd rather now fanatsize it... next IF YOU COULD HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT AND WHERE WOULD IT BE? I want a gray circle on the back of my neck... just plug me in. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes... this doesn't necessarily mean it's been mutual and then i wouldn't fail to consider being in love with my friends, since they all make pieces of the puzzle (me). but infatuation, so dubbed then 'love', has always led astray... who wants to commit themselves anymore except me, it seems. WHAT IS ON YOUR WALLS IN YOUR ROOM: my room now makes me seasick. blue-green curtain on the wall (just switched with my sister)... blue walls... i don't think i'll have 'my' room for at least a year from now. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? the glass is made of sand. optimistic pessimist... i won't explain that. AND the Legos are not all uniform. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SNAPPLE? N/A... though, i have tried the new SUN, RAIN, etc. line. I like the concept of putting in herbal drugs in the drink. FAVORITE MOVIE(S)? KIDS (god, they victimized that girl... ficticiously), After Hours, Good Will Hunting... LEFTY OR RIGHTY? righty WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? Bjork poster, some chalk paintings from high school, my watch for overnight safe keeping WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? (see "Favorite color") WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR? those new Volvos sound great... all wheel drive, 4-door, nice sound system, comfortable (after having driven my parent's volvo for almost 2 years prior to the jeep), a light car, plenty of room, AC... and I'd be supporting the swedish economy! FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH: not one... tennis was always addicitve to watch when you got sucked in. kinda like Fritos. but i'm not very competitive and carry few prides. WHAT'S IN YOUR CD/TAPE PLAYER RIGHT NOW: tape player doesn't work in the jeep (see "brother"), but an Oldies station is always an okay compensation. otherwise, I'm now cataloging the flaming lips... first, Zaireeka, then the new one... and I'm now listening to "Transmissions..." a lot WOULD YOU JUMP ON A BOMB FOR A FRIEND? a good friend... but why the fuck they'd be near a bomb, and me in the coincedence along with them??? ARE YOU FRIENDS WITH ANY OF YOUR EX'S? (no mutual relationship [with my sexual preference]...) WHAT ADVICE WOULD YOU GIVE TO A TEENAGER RIGHT NOW? You've got legs... look at them. Move 'em around. You trust them don't ya? You take 'em for granted, right? Well, don't get stuck online... trust those physically there, but learn to concern their minds more than their bodies. This online shit is impossible to consider... it's good for a drink, though... but I've been an alcoholic (Osporilla on AIM if anyone wants to think with me) Thanks for your time. _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com
