hey victoria
thanx for your mail
I mean yeah I feel so bad his reason was so tearing to my heart.. he though
we are so different from eacother..I though that was a slightly good
thing..I mean who would want to be exactly as the other person..
another reason I was so open as a person and he was not..I cannot understand
that to be a bad thing..
I feel so fooled..couldn't he have thought of it earlier..earlier that 6
months of my bliss??
tiem to move on I guess..perhaps u too will find what people call true
love..it felt as if I had this time..I feel so jaded..old in a way..but I'm
still young..mommy says I have my whole life ahead..I guess...
hugs becky
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Tell you what... the first person who flames this girl has me to contend
with...Im serious. Luv, I know exactly what you are going through and I know
that there are a lot of people who feel the same way. I agree with the last
person who posted that it takes bravery to post something so personal in an
environment such as this. Just stay strong and realize that you obviously
deserved better than someone who at the first sign of a commitment ran the
other way.
A friend of mine suggested a song to me once when I was in the depths of
despair....TOO MANY FISH IN THE SEA.
It sucks for now but believe it or not it does get better
Victoria
San Francisco
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http://www.angelfire.com/me/Mizzy #
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