Hey Danny,
I was waiting for part 2. My first experience with the
Morman church was also one of my first experiences in the television business. I
worked on the "Donnie and Marie" show. I can't even begin to go into the stories
there, but suffice to say, it was an interesting gig! Your story about
your friend is devastating but not that uncommon with this subject matter. I
have had several friends that have experienced the same or worse. I have two
daughters of my own and I often wonder how as a parent you could ever disown
your child, no matter what. Let alone send them off into the world at 17 with
nothing and nowhere to go. It's mind blowing to me.
When I was a small child, about 4-5 years old, in the late
1950's, I lived with a family who had an older daughter of their own who was 12
years older than me, so about 17 at the time. The parents found out that she had
been dating a black boy behind their back. This was Columbus, Ohio in 1958-59. I
was small, but I got the gist of it. They were screaming at her, smacking her
around, she was crying hysterically and I was hiding at the end of the hall. You
can only imagine the dialogue they were using. I can still hear her saying to
them that she loved the person they were all fighting about. Now, up to this
point, these two people were two of the most loving and generous people I
had ever known. Heck, I wasn't even their child and they took care of me as I
was their own. I had never seen that side of them and it scared me to pieces. In
addition, I loved my older sister and was scared to see her being beaten and
screamed at. Think about the message they were sending to me. I realize now, as
an adult, they were taught to hate like that, just as they were inadvertently
teaching their children to hate. I only lived with them until I was 7. They
shipped her off to the military, where she met a guy, got married, started
having babies, and so on and so on.
Many years later when I was in college, she knew the city I was in and
called me as she and her husband had been restationed (he still in the military)
to the same city. I went to see her and it was awful. She was in an abusive
marriage, had 4 children and was only in her early to mid 30's. She looked
awful, she had begun drinking, her children were dirty and unkempt and they
all lived in some run down apartment. It saddened me to no end to see her that
way. I had so looked up to her when I was a child. I couldn't help but think
about that day, so long ago, when she took a beating for loving someone her
family found unacceptable.
I'm not trying to make excuses for bad behavior. No matter
what adversities come our way in our lives, we are still responsible for our
behavior, but nonetheless, it is a sad affair when those you love and trust walk
away from you for something that is not really in your control. How do you
control who you love?
Sue Heim
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