Bad Wandering, The Tree, Fear, A Fence https://youtu.be/jYr5Udxmqkc VIDEO "their equivalent; I've seen far too much bad video, video that could have on this grey Nebraska day, but that's no excuse for bad video, _gone,_ and this bad video is poor testimony to them." not even waiting for me - not even waiting for anything - but sentient - cognizent - my presence for example - if I could only erase it! turn I into i into nothing! without substance, nothing to grant that, substance itself less than a fiction - that mirage without basis, without the layers of heat over the asphalt road descending for miles into and across the basin of the desert gone now, after "taking, a false" start, false ending, oh how i wish - so fearful, that tree i can't read a word you're saying, i can't hear a word you're singing, i'm so scared i'm going to fly off the world and that will be the end of everything in the world, that tree there is ferocious, i can see it glaring next to the highway near the fence, what do you want, Tree? I want to go over the fence, I want to go to the other side of the fence, I will be safe there, THIS HILL HAS SHARP CORNERS, i can't believe i ever agreed to this, not since that day in the Alps when I RAN DOWN the hill leading up and up and up and didn't fall a bit, a section, an enormous NOTHINGi always thought i could see forever, and see beyond forever, we are so utterly insignificant in this universe where one galaxy has a TRILLION stars, this is unimaginable, and then how many planets, how much life - these things - life - grow everywhere - kills themselves off - we're about to do that do - not even a gravitational wave to announce it elsewhere - just a return to nothing a return to annihilation - what i call "annihilation: to the Limit!" - it matters NOTHING - it's inconsequential - this all is - this furious SCREEN for example this is a language only that tree understands - that one up on the side of the hill - that one by the highway - as if there's another tree against it - next to it - somehow touching - too frightened to go looking something deeply uncomfortable - almost something in the air, neither rising nor descending - just THERE - but then, as if we lived in immediacy - nothing could be farther from the false.. "thus, coming into being" - already forgotten - that phrase - that empty phrase ___ _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] Bad Wandering, The Tree, Fear, A Fence
Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour Wed, 05 Apr 2023 16:16:50 -0700