It's an old phrase but still so true. Trust the process. Even when you think you've screwed it up a bit, just be present, hold that space. Self-organization takes over. It works. Enjoy! We've all been there. Maria Ort ----- Original Message ----- From: Ted Ernst To: osl...@listserv.boisestate.edu Sent: Thursday, July 13, 2006 12:55 PM Subject: inner turmoil prior to opening space
Tomorrow is my first "big circle" walk. I've been waiting for this moment for a long time and am really looking forward to it. And... today I've been on a roller coaster of emotions, coming close to tears several times. It's a jumble in my stomach/chest area. Not quite anxiety, nervousness or fear. Not quite excitement. I'm not sure what it is. It doesn't feel scary or out of control, nor like something I have to do anything about, other than notice it and continue to breathe. Just wanted to share where I am today. Thanks for reading! :-) peace, ted -- Chicago event July 14-16: http://moreandmore.us/ Humanize the Earth! http://tedernst.com Open more space! http://www.openspaceworld.org Housing Co-ops in Chicago: http://www.chicagocoop.net skype: TedErnst google talk/jabber: teder...@gmail.com * * ========================================================== osl...@listserv.boisestate.edu ------------------------------ To subscribe, unsubscribe, change your options, view the archives of osl...@listserv.boisestate.edu: http://listserv.boisestate.edu/archives/oslist.html To learn about OpenSpaceEmailLists and OSLIST FAQs: http://www.openspaceworld.org/oslist * * ========================================================== osl...@listserv.boisestate.edu ------------------------------ To subscribe, unsubscribe, change your options, view the archives of osl...@listserv.boisestate.edu: http://listserv.boisestate.edu/archives/oslist.html To learn about OpenSpaceEmailLists and OSLIST FAQs: http://www.openspaceworld.org/oslist
