Phelim- MY TAKE ON IT: "You tell them you dont feel its right for us to do this gig and they probably want something other than open space" AS YOU KNOW OST IS VERY MUCH A "PERFORMANCE ART" AND WON'T WORK IF YOU DON'T FEEL RIGHT! You feel a bit crap.. and dont quite know what happened.. WEHAT HAPPENED WAS THE ONLY.... You feel like you've failed because you didn't manage to communicate well about why you were being so adamant about certain things.. NOR DID THEY COMUNICATE WELL ENOUGH TO ALLOW YOURSELF TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT SAYING "NO" you feel a bit isolated.. HONEY YOU AIN'T ISOLATED. NOT ONE BIT!!! you know its good long term but momentarily you feel sad.. THAT'S A MEASURE OF YOUR PASSION FOR OST You hope someone else understands how you're feeling.." ARE YOU KIDDING?? WE ALL DO!!
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