Re: Tikonblue, you have it backwards
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Figment via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Tikonblue, you have it backwards After my experience with The Inquisitor, the only way I'd ever consider another TIconBlu game is if it was free. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246363#p246363 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
mixx dj.
mixx dj. Hi everyone, i am a member from Suriname. My english is not so wel, but i am trying to be the first blind dj. in my country. I use mixxx dj. with nvda. Can someone give me a short explenation how to set up mixxx with nvda. to read de screen? it seens to be posible, but i can't get my hands on it. Kind reguards. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246361#p246361 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: I'm gonna try to bring us Undertale
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : daigonite via Audiogames-reflector
Re: I'm gonna try to bring us Undertale GM has changed tremendously since then, I don't know if that option is still there. I'm not updating the demo since it's just a proof of concept and I wanted to just see how long it would be to set up a basic particle audio detection system. Since the game closing doesn't really have much to do with that... yeah.At this point I'm just waiting for Toby's response. I kind of figured he wouldn't reply on a weekend but it's still pretty tense. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246360#p246360 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Muhammad Hajjar via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC Hi,I've perchased the game, it's pretty awesome. But it'll be good if the game's sounds were pretected, encrypted or by any certain way. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246359#p246359 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Space Encounter is available for iOS!
Re: Space Encounter is available for iOS! Hi,I'm Simone Dosi the developer of Space Encouter!The gamecenter integration is a good idea maybe for the next update!Now i have to study for 2 University exams but after i will work on a new Update on Space Encounter!Thanks for your support!ps: follow me on twitter for more news about Space Encounter: @SimoneDosi URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246358#p246358 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: I'm gonna try to bring us Undertale
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : ironcross32 via Audiogames-reflector
Re: I'm gonna try to bring us Undertale I was trying to remember back to when I used GM, it was version 6.X something. So unless they changed it, you can go in to options and under there somewhere is some checkboxes, one is exit on press of escape, and the other is exit on press of ALT+F4. Either or both would do the job. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246357#p246357 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC Hi, i'm having trouble using the wings to jump over the first long chasm in Athena. I jump, then as I land, I hit the spacebar, and I hear a flap noise, but it just sounds like i'm walking, and onthing I do can make me fly, and I hit space to jump again, but jumping alone isn't enough to get over the pit URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246356#p246356 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC Hellosorry, i did not see the file.greetings and thanks. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246355#p246355 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Castaways
Re: Castaways As Moderation! Mojsior is correct, new releases is just for announcing newly released games so this topic will be moved to general game discussion. As to Castaways, a step by step guide could be difficult sinse each map layout is a little different and generally the art to being a good castaways player is adapting rather than following a set plan. it's been a while sinse I played but as I recall, mission 2 you need to defeat the yetti. You can do this best by starting a mine early so you can build swords and create knights, then basically going on raids. Every raid you go on you damage the yetti more and harm their ability to retalliate, actually I always found myself that the yetti caved in rather before I'd built all the buildings so long as I went on several early raids, the power of premptive strikes . Is mission 3 the one whre you need to bu ild catapults? I can't exactly recall, though again start building up early, and also don't be afraid to flip your people's jobs around to get things done faster, eg, I only tend to assign a doctor when I have people with injuries to heal, sinse as the doctor's secondary job is as a tayler they're not much use even when you have a textile mill. Actually I ought to play castaways again, it's awesome, though I still haven't fully investigated pawprints either. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246354#p246354 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Castaways
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : jaco26 via Audiogames-reflector
Castaways Can someone please explain step by step how to complete missions 2 and 3 of Castaways. Thanks. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246347#p246347 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Castaways
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : mojsior via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Castaways this topic is in wrong place, it should be in general game discission URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246349#p246349 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought @Lord Lundin, combined with the description you have of thoughts spinning around in your mind and being unable to settle, I wonder if this is a simptom of something else wrong. Perhaps it'd be worth talking to a psychiatrist, just to get some sort of perspective on the situation and on the things your thinking. You clearly know something is not right, which is credit to you and your self knolidge, now is the time to do something about it, both for your own sake and peace of mind, and that of those you care about sinse it does sound like something in you caused this good relationship to go wrong. I'll also add that in my limited experience, this sounds like it could be something that might be eased with medication. I know "medication" in films sounds really scary, but as I believe I said in another topic, it really isn't, it just makes things a little calmer and easier to deal with to give you time and space to look at things coherently w ithout going quite as far up the twister (as Steven King once put it, he was talking about alcohol but the same applies to any destructive thought pattern). URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246353#p246353 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Using Braillenote Apex with NVDA
Re: Using Braillenote Apex with NVDA Hi Jack,I'm not seeing "Humanware Braillenote." I'm seeing "Braillenote Classic."Best Regards,Luke URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246352#p246352 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Player
Player Hi,So I'm posting this here in case any of you are interested.Player is a standalone stream/online file streamer. It can play icecast and shoutcast streams, as well as links from sndup, twup, and other related services.The reason this exists is there to my knowledge was no easy way to do this on Mac.Links:github: www.github.com/masonasons/playerWindows binaryhttps://www.dropbox.com/s/nszliwrcp5ik2 … r.zip?dl=1You can run this on mac. Just go clone the repo and install future with pippip install futureThen runpython player.pyEnjoy! URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246351#p246351 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought HI,Life will be going on, day after day, hour after hour, and minute after minute. That all time is wholly filled with experiences that you may or may not enjoy. Experiences, which, sometimes get you higher and higher, to the point where you think you could change a whole world. Other times you feel, so, so down where you come to think that you are the least useful person in the world. Everything you do should be governed by decisiveness, determination and assurance. We have an _expression_ here, and I think it should exist in all cultures of the world, which states, “Be on your feet”. I mean, be sure of what you think to do and take up. If you want to live with your favorite girl, help yourself and take on consequences that will come before the decision is made. If you want to attend a dam difficult university, go and do it without getting perplexed. I have my closest friend whom I really admire for his talent on music, but he is so undetermined of what he says and does that he will say to you yes by 8:00 in the morning, maybe at 12, and no in the afternoon. By the end of the day, if you talk to him, he will tell you that he’s the most stupid person in the world and he’ll start looking upon you.It’s very sad that many people, cannot take the time to take a step back, reflect, think and decide. My bro, life is very simple and definitely enjoyable in the early 20s but I tell you that it is absolutely different when you set up your own family. Many young teachers here told me, enjoy your life as much as you can because it is the most beautiful time of your life. When you get married, you have to care and be responsible for your family, maybe for your children.So, do not put yourself so badly under destructive levels of stress because it will have a considerable negative impact in your life. Do whatever your heart wants, talk to your nearest and dearest, come together with your friends and enjoy the time being with them.On another note, I’d not recommend you create some troll to get one girl on your arms. It is absolutely the worst method of owning someone, surely, if the girl is not stupid.Cheers and good luck! URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246350#p246350 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Castaways
Re: Castaways this topic is in wrong place, it should be in general game discission URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246349#p246349 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : smoothgunner via Audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones no this is not spam. this is a real website that I have used over 50times. I never trade in my video games to gamestop to receive little to nothing for them. I only use this site URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246348#p246348 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Castaways
Castaways Can someone please explain step by step how to complete missions 2 and 3 of Castaways. Thanks. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246347#p246347 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
wow, I'm more fucked than I thought
wow, I'm more fucked than I thought Hm I'm not sure really what to write, nor why I'm writing this.My mind has gone into sleep, I can talk to people, I can have logical vocal arguments, but I can't really write anymore.I've got lots, and lots of ideas but they never seem to fit on a paper. It's like I have a piece of text in my head, a lyrics or a nice way to describe a scene in another piece of text I might be wanting to write, but before I put it to paper I riddicule myself and say this is stupid and lacks a depth.Ok so brain's gone to sleep in that way, but in the last 6 months or so I discovered a few rather unpleasant things about myself.* I can't keep a normal friendly relationship with women.* I don't really trust anyone fully. I could write a whole book about what happened this summer, and that spilled over to autumn and winter and poisoned me, but I won't atm. I've done it too many times already.* I am constant ly looking for admiration, approval, and someone to love me. I am afraid that I'll be that kinda person that keeps someone tide up in a basement and demands total obedience.* when I don't trust someone or feel neglected (it was a girl this summer), I rage on her, I troll others to get attention, and what do I do. During this summer it was a constant cycle of auww I trust you, you're probably the first person I trust. Oh shiiit I feel like sht and you're not talking to me, what's wrong with me? Do you hate me? Hello? Oh for fucks sake I've been trying to contact you for the whole day, I even declined the offer to go on a boat trip to a remote island to eat lunch there, I stayed here just to talk to you and ... ugg I don't know what to do. And then it's back to, hey I'm sorry, you know I've got trust issues and I ... don't know, I guess you're the first that I ever really felt was my friend.Eventually, altho ugh she constantly forgave me and just put it behind, it got into the relation. She didn't feel safe around me (well, it was through skype and so), and I felt like shit cause I couldn't understand why. I mean the logic of it was obvious but it still hurt because it was my opinion that since she knew the reasons why I acted the way I did, it shouldn't bother her. Eventually it was too much, she blocked me and ignored me and that's when I discovered the sweet, lovely Andreas ...There wasn't a day when I didn't dream about killing her, I had one very specific daydream about having her kidnapped and dragged out to a little hut in the forest where I'd torture her. All of this I did, I turned all the feelings for her around in myself and just despised her and the rest of the world.That month was a very strange one for me, I felt a lot like my old self, back in those "old swamp days", just so much more extreme. My anger was under th e skin all the time, it was a constant feever and you didn't want to approach me for the fear that I might take out some of it. To me, the world would one day be my toybox where I could terrorize as I wanted to.So anyway that month passed, we talked again but all was changed. I quickly fell back to my old habbits of liking and loving her, but with a twist. I'd gone too far. I had lost all respect for myself, so I didn't really care anymore. Now I was just a creepy stalker I guess.I suppose there's no need to describe christmas and what happened with this person then and, well a lot of bullshit happened. It's erelevant and don't think it changed a lot actually.Now she's pissed at me, doesn't want to talk to me because I freaked out again, and this time I said to myself, fuck it I'm taking distance. I do it now because well, she now is occupied with a friend of mine.It's a strange feeling to thin k that if I hadn't been that fucked, a victim of my own sociallization, we'd be reevaluating each other's interests in the other one by now.Ok that was an unnecessary long backstory but like I said, trying to distance myself now and not talk to her. When I start talking about her I won't stop, think that's the only thing I'm good at now. That, and singing, so gonna do that now, gonna try to learn blood fire death by bathory.Edit: the lyrics is hard to remember because he compromises it a lot in the song and his English accent is horrible. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246335#p246335 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought @brad, sadly I Think that's only cause we have the World between us.Btw, this is thetruegamer who got a name change (fucking finally got rid of that stupid shit), I've Went to psychologists and ... I might see a psychiatrist or something.Don't know where to turn but shrugs. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246346#p246346 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Usable surround receivers
Re: Usable surround receivers soon as I get home I will let you know. I can say off the top of my head though, there is much more to the 1060's settings pages. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246345#p246345 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones Hello,@oriol: this isn't spam. There are also similar websites like gamefly although with them you rent it out and send it back, so this is a similar idea but it works on game trades. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246344#p246344 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought
Re: wow, I'm more fucked than I thought Hello lord London;Have you thought about going to a therapist or councilor? I know people don't like to hear that kind of stuff but from what I'm reading it might be a good step for you.I don't think you thinking of killing her and so on is good, but at least you're not doing it and just thinking it. I don't know how to help apart from to say that you might want to talk to a professional who might be able to help with these kind of things. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246343#p246343 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Bokurano Daibouken 3 : secondary topic
Re: Bokurano Daibouken 3 : secondary topic Hello,I'm stuck on 6-2. Even though I have the english pack, it reports way too much information about barriers. I can't get the correct information in time and crash. It doesn't help if I turn around or slow down, because it starts reading a bunch of information again. How do I get more control over this? I can't even stop the announcements and it apppears that there are a lot of barriers very close to each other. Any help on this? I've also noticed that these levels don't play well in a virtual machine, as my keystrokes appear to lag slightly.editI managed to get past that stage. I still think you get way too much information. What do I do for 6-3? I get a bunch of Japanese mumbojumbo and the racer turns around automatically after a certain point. I don't get it. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246341#p246341 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Bokurano Daibouken 3 : secondary topic
Re: Bokurano Daibouken 3 : secondary topic Hello,I'm stuck on 6-2. Even though I have the english pack, it reports way too much information about barriers. I can't get the correct information in time and crash. It doesn't help if I turn around or slow down, because it starts reading a bunch of information again. How do I get more control over this? I can't even stop the announcements and it apppears that there are a lot of barriers very close to each other. Any help on this? I've also noticed that these levels don't play well in a virtual machine, as my keystrokes appear to lag slightly.editI managed to get past that stage. I still think you get way too much information. What do I do for 6;3? I get a bunch of Japanese mumbojumbo and the racer turns around automatically after a certain point. I don't get it. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246341#p246341 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Youtube questions
Re: Youtube questions It's possible to upload audio files by converting the audio file to a video format. I use a program on the Mac called Adapter. I don't think the resulting video file contains any video, but Youtube will upload it. The nice thing is that these generated video files are only slightly larger than the audio file. This means I can upload stuff that's only megs instead of the huge videos I used to create with Quicktime Player. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246342#p246342 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Bokurano Daibouken 3 : secondary topic
Re: Bokurano Daibouken 3 : secondary topic Hello,I'm stuck on 6-2. Even though I have the english pack, it reports way too much information about barriers. I can't get the correct information in time and crash. It doesn't help if I turn around or slow down, because it starts reading a bunch of information again. How do I get more control over this? I can't even stop the announcements and it apppears that there are a lot of barriers very close to each other. Any help on this? I've also noticed that these levels don't play well in a virtual machine, as my keystrokes appear to lag slightly. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246341#p246341 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : brian . kurosawa via Audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones I liked it. But how it works, for example, we could trade from distant countries? URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246340#p246340 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones
2016-01-11
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AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : ogomez92 via Audiogames-reflector
Re: tired of your same old games, swap them out for new ones spam URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246339#p246339 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Swamp, zombie FPS by Aprone
Re: Swamp, zombie FPS by Aprone Did anyone else see that message that said your conscience has arrived. As for the bug in missions, I've only ever done missions with two or more of us in them, and the zombies always respawn. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246338#p246338 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC Hello Gyro;I sent you an email, please can you reply to it? Thanks URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246337#p246337 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: dead space one, dead space two and dead space three, is it playable?
Re: dead space one, dead space two and dead space three, is it playable? I've avoided the controls specificly because the only console version i've had access too of all 3 games, pluss the extraction spinoff are the ps 3 ones. Parents don't want an xbox in the house after the hole thing involving the red ring of death on the 360's. I've played ds 3 on the xbox before, but not only do I barely remember half the button names and what each of them did I barely remember the hole experience. The only controls i'd really be able to note down fully are though's on the pc as that's the version I have the most access too. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246336#p246336 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
wow, I'm more fucked than I thought
wow, I'm more fucked than I thought Hm I'm not sure really what to write, nor why I'm writing this.My mind has gone into sleep, I can talk to people, I can have logical vocal arguments, but I can't really write anymore.I've got lots, and lots of ideas but they never seem to fit on a paper. It's like I have a piece of text in my head, a lyrics or a nice way to describe a scene in another piece of text I might be wanting to write, but before I put it to paper I riddicule myself and say this is stupid and lacks a depth.Ok so brain's gone to sleep in that way, but in the last 6 months or so I discovered a few rather unpleasant things about myself.* I can't keep a normal friendly relationship with women.* I don't really trust anyone fully. I could write a whole book about what happened this summer, and that spilled over to autumn and winter and poisoned me, but I won't atm. I've done it too many times already.* I am constant ly looking for admiration, approval, and someone to love me. I am afraid that I'll be that kinda person that keeps someone tide up in a basement and demands total obedience.* when I don't trust someone or feel neglected (it was a girl this summer), I rage on her, I troll others to get attention, and what do I do. During this summer it was a constant cycle of auww I trust you, you're probably the first person I trust. Oh shiiit I feel like sht and you're not talking to me, what's wrong with me? Do you hate me? Hello? Oh for fucks sake I've been trying to contact you for the whole day, I even declined the offer to go on a boat trip to a remote island to eat lunch there, I stayed here just to talk to you and ... ugg I don't know what to do. And then it's back to, hey I'm sorry, you know I've got trust issues and I ... don't know, I guess you're the first that I ever really felt was my friend.Eventually, altho ugh she constantly forgave me and just put it behind, it got into the relation. She didn't feel safe around me (well, it was through skype and so), and I felt like shit cause I couldn't understand why. I mean the logic of it was obvious but it still hurt because it was my opinion that since she knew the reasons why I acted the way I did, it shouldn't bother her. Eventually it was too much, she blocked me and ignored me and that's when I discovered the sweet, lovely Andreas ...There wasn't a day when I didn't dream about killing her, I had one very specific daydream about having her kidnapped and dragged out to a little hut in the forest where I'd torture her. All of this I did, I turned all the feelings for her around in myself and just despised her and the rest of the world.That month was a very strange one for me, I felt a lot like my old self, back in those "old swamp days", just so much more extreme. My anger was under th e skin all the time, it was a constant feever and you didn't want to approach me for the fear that I might take out some of it. To me, the world would one day be my toybox where I could terrorize as I wanted to.So anyway that month passed, we talked again but all was changed. I quickly fell back to my old habbits of liking and loving her, but with a twist. I'd gone too far. I had lost all respect for myself, so I didn't really care anymore. Now I was just a creepy stalker I guess.I suppose there's no need to describe christmas and what happened with this person then and, well a lot of bullshit happened. It's erelevant and don't think it changed a lot actually.Now she's pissed at me, doesn't want to talk to me because I freaked out again, and this time I said to myself, fuck it I'm taking distance. I do it now because well, she now is occupied with a friend of mine.It's a strange feeling to thin k that if you hadn't been that fucked, a victim of your own sociallization, we'd be reevaluating each other's interests in the other again.Ok that was an unnecessary long backstory but like I said, trying to distance myself now and not talk to her. When I start talking about her I won't stop, think that's the only thing I'm good at now. That, and singing, so gonna do that now, gonna try to learn blood fire death by bathory. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246335#p246335 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC
Re: Griff! Fantasy Sidescroller for PC In the email you received with the game there is a manual attached that has everything you need to know including keyboard and game pad controls. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=246334#p246334 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames-reflector
