[FairfieldLife] The discipline of letting go (of TM)

2007-05-27 Thread Stu
Every so often this daily meditation practice feels like an addiction. 
I find myself structuring the events of my day so that I can get my
afternoon session in, or changing plans to I will have time in the
morning.  If I miss a sitting, I feel  lethargic and dull.  Sometimes I
have to sneek off to a staircase or a closet for my TM.  I wonder if a
habit so ingrained is healthy.

So about three weeks ago I decided to stop for a while to see what would
happen.  The first week was very difficult.  I have had headaches and
had to battle the desire to sit.  At one point I had a job interview and
realized I needed to do my TM before the interview to keep my calm.

At this point I still feel I am missing the practice.  My consciousness
is in a semi-fog.  Is this the way the rest of the world feels?

s.


Re: [FairfieldLife] The discipline of letting go (of TM)

2007-05-27 Thread Bhairitu
Stu wrote:
 Every so often this daily meditation practice feels like an addiction. 
 I find myself structuring the events of my day so that I can get my
 afternoon session in, or changing plans to I will have time in the
 morning.  If I miss a sitting, I feel  lethargic and dull.  Sometimes I
 have to sneek off to a staircase or a closet for my TM.  I wonder if a
 habit so ingrained is healthy.

 So about three weeks ago I decided to stop for a while to see what would
 happen.  The first week was very difficult.  I have had headaches and
 had to battle the desire to sit.  At one point I had a job interview and
 realized I needed to do my TM before the interview to keep my calm.

 At this point I still feel I am missing the practice.  My consciousness
 is in a semi-fog.  Is this the way the rest of the world feels?

 s.
Maybe you need a better technique.  TM is probably only just enough to 
keep you clear better two settings a day.  Other systems are strong 
enough that if you miss a day or two or even a week the mind is still 
clear and sharp as well as the perception of the transcendent in 
activity (MMY's CC).  In fact in other systems it's no great crime if 
you miss some meditations.  I even asked my guru to comment on why an 
enlightened person would even continue meditating since it seems 
superfluous as once there the awareness of the transcendent keeps 
growing even without meditation.

- Bhairitu
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Re: [FairfieldLife] The discipline of letting go (of TM)

2007-05-27 Thread Lsoma
 
In a message dated 5/27/2007 3:59:12 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,  
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Stu wrote:
 Every so often this daily meditation practice feels like  an addiction. 
 I find myself structuring the events of my day so that  I can get my
 afternoon session in, or changing plans to I will have  time in the
 morning. If I miss a sitting, I feel lethargic and dull.  Sometimes I
 have to sneek off to a staircase or a closet for my TM. I  wonder if a
 habit so ingrained is healthy.

 So about  three weeks ago I decided to stop for a while to see what would
  happen. The first week was very difficult. I have had headaches and
  had to battle the desire to sit. At one point I had a job interview  and
 realized I needed to do my TM before the interview to keep my  calm.

 At this point I still feel I am missing the practice. My  consciousness
 is in a semi-fog. Is this the way the rest of the world  feels?

 s.
Maybe you need a better technique. TM is probably  only just enough to 
keep you clear better two settings a day. Other  systems are strong 
enough that if you miss a day or two or even a week the  mind is still 
clear and sharp as well as the perception of the  transcendent in 
activity (MMY's CC). In fact in other systems it's no  great crime if 
you miss some meditations. I even asked my guru to comment  on why an 
enlightened person would even continue meditating since it seems  
superfluous as once there the awareness of the transcendent keeps  
growing even without meditation. 
 For me, meditation does clear me out and center me. But its not about  me 
after 30 years, its about the collective. Many TM's are stuck on themselves  to 
acquire CC or claim they are in CC. You don't really have to give anything  
of yourself to acquire CC. But, if you want GC you would need to develop  
service to others. This is why most meditators in the TMO are selfish and  
unable 
to see past there nose and will lie in order to keep their place on the  foam 
in the dome. For me-it is about the collective madness. Until the  violence 
calms down I recommend everyone to continue their TM practice or any  other 
meditation or prayer practice. By thinking of the world in regards to  the 
benefits 
of TM or other forms of meditation we are looking beyond our own  personal 
ego for benefits. Instead our heart becomes involved when we start  thinking 
about what it can do for the world-for others. And by thinking of  benefiting 
others we fulfill the spiritual quest of giving up our little minds  to a 
bigger 
mind and gaining a larger heart. Otherwise we feel stuck  in our own self 
absorption of consciousness that we develop in our practice  because we are not 
thinking beyond our own needs.  God wants us to give up our thoughts and 
feelings and meditate for others who  are suffering. They can use some of the 
energy 
that is generated. The time to  stop meditating will be when the violence in 
the world calms down. When that  happens there will always be those few people 
who are more committed in order  to maintain a less stressful environment. 
Love and Light. Lsoma.

-  Bhairitu
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