[JOYnet] stuff

2001-11-11 Thread Leese77

Hey everyone

I just wanted to share a couple of experiences I've had in the past few 
months, but most recently, in the past few weeks

As we all go through it at one time or another, I've been going through that 
"desert experience"...but it was more than just in my prayer life.  It was 
also in my daily lifeit felt monotonous and boring.  I just did 
everything I did, and saw no point to it.  Soon it spread to the ministry 
work I did as well.  Pretty soon, everything was "infected".  Fellowship was 
scarce for me.  I felt like I was standing by myself in the middle of the 
universe and didn't know where to turn.  I felt LOST.  Even music lost it's 
effect on me.  On top of all this, I was sick for about 3 months straight.  I 
guess a good way to sum it up was that I was living the life of Job.  :)

This past week, I think I was really able to see how blessed I am, and that 
God really does care for me and pick me up when I most need to be.  On 
Wednesday, I was in a minor car accident.  Nothing to even think about, just 
a few scratches to my car (and a tiny long hole) along the front right of my 
bumper, but it was the protection sent from above that saved me from further 
damage.  Then yesterday, I got to meet someone who didn't have the Lord in 
his life, and had no concept of what it means to live in Jesus.  I felt so 
sad for him b/c his character seemed so empty.  How can one live without the 
Lord??  I just can't even imagine it anymore.  In any case, I think the 
Lord's given me a chance to evangelize in a way that I haven't had in a long 
time.  Pray for his soul!!

This is the last thing I wanted to share... as I mentioned before, I was 
going through an extreme desert experience.  I happened to buy a new CD 
yesterday, and as I was reading the credits on the jacket, I came upon the 
artists comments.  They hit me profoundly as I felt I was standing in his 
shoes.  I felt his heart, his struggles through pain and growth.  Read on:

"FYI: this album was recorded between january 1998 and june 2001 mostly in 
the insufficiently air-conditioned room above Brian's garage.  Many of the 
vocals on this album were taken from the original song demos that had been 
paraded around town, in keeping with typical music business protocol.  These 
songs are intensely personal, and admittedly a bit selfish, as they have all 
in some way been a part of my own healing during three of the most 
discouraging years of my life.  It was during these few years that I 
discovered the meaning of grace, an epiphany that inspired "Leaving Lonely", 
which is probably my favorite song on this album.  It is my prayer that this 
collection of my innermost thoughts will inspire you to feel hopeful, and 
that you will realize the endless supply of comfort surrounding you as you 
navigate your own perosonal valley of the shadow"Falling Awake" is my 
take on the contradiction that is the Christian experience...after all, faith 
walks hand in hand with doubt, hope is significant only in uncertainty, and 
we must all fall down in order to be lifted again.  Thanks for listening.  - 
Paul"

He also said this in the thanks section: "Thanks also to God for patiently 
listening when the only prayer I could muster was 'why'".

How much more honest can you get than that?  It's the little ways that God 
works through artists like these that helps me to carry on in my trek to the 
gates of heaven, crawling as I may be.

I leave you with the lyrics to the song that attracted my soul to this 
artist's music... brothers and sisters, I present to you Paul Alan's "Have a 
Little Hope" (copyright 2001 My Reality Music [sesac])

I was blind now I see
Chained to fear now I'm free
I was blind now I see
I wrote the book on apathy but
Now I care about something
I care about something
You can call me a fool 'cause
It's nothing I can prove
I just had to tell you
A million people try to find their way
Over coffee in this little cafe
Like the neon in the window
Some things will never change
Have a little hope on me
Nothing else in life is free
Have a little sweet release
This is everybody's cup of tea
I got lost one day in the saving grace
And there's more than enough for both of us so
Grab yourself a window seat and 
Have some hope on me
I was lost and alone
I was naked, I was cold
I was deaf now I hear and 
The sound is so clear
Would you come with me
To the symphony
Everybody's gotta run away
Everybody's gotta feel their way home
Everybody needs a reason
To feel anything at all
In the moonlight
Under a neon sign
This could change your life

Blessings to you brothers and sisters...

Love & Prayers,
Leese
Philadelphia, PA, USA


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[JOYnet] the "puli"(leopard) is back!

2001-11-09 Thread Leese77

Hello all!!

Suresh (Puli), you're back!!  You have inspired me to write again... I am 
alive and well everyone, and yes, I will be sending updates & reports soon.  
I promise!!  Things have been going well here, and we have much to tell you 
about World Youth Day 2002 and our first ever International Jesus Youth 
Gathering!  Get ready!!  I'm sorry I've been out of the picture for so 
long...combination of being sick, being in the "desert", and lots of other 
things going on there.  Hope you all understand.  I've been a silent listener 
all these months, but I have been very much present.  I'm looking forward to 
sharing so much more... stay tuned!!

Pray for us all here in the U.S. & Canada...we love you guys!!

Love & Prayers,
Leese


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[JOYnet] JYA] PlEaSe ReMeMbEr.....

2001-09-15 Thread Leese77

This is just a reminder that we are all affected by the incident...even to 
this day.  Yes, even in a personal way, we too have been harrassed and 
shouted at.  Please pray.  Ignorance is everywhere.  God love you.

Love & Prayers,
Leese
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$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#$#hi
everyone...i wanted to share my feelings on a certain subject that to my
knowlegde is taking place around the U.S...i know most of you all have
heard that there was a muslim community's building that was shot here in
Dallas...luckly no one was hurt...also..in some colleges there are people
who are gettin harrased and spit on...that includes some indiansone
of my friend's mom was ar Tom Thumb the other day and when she parked
there were people banging against her car and when she was leaving people
were chasing after her car because she was indian or looked like a
arabianhow horrable this is...one thing i believe everyone needs to
realize is that taking out ur anger on others who did nothing is not
helping anythingif those people who are hurting others for no
apparent reason want to do somthing to help the U.S they could do so
many other things ! such as donating money or giving blood or just
comforting those who have lost someone or just PRAY TO OUR LORDthis
kind of acts are frightening to me and many around us because this all
happens in our neighborhood or somewhere not too far for usour
country should unite not seperate because of someone's religon or
race.we are all one...and should not be judged by the color of our
skin or religon..Please continue to pray for the people who are hurt
and in pain about this horrid event that took place but also please pray
for those who are gettin mistreated 4 no reasonthey need our
prayersOuR CoUntRy ShoUld UniTe As One Not SepErATe OR gO aGainSt oNe
reLigOn Or rAcepersonally i have learned that just one person's
prayer can make a differenceand a thousand or millions of people's
prayers could do so much.My LoVe aNd prAyeRs Go out to AlL thOse wHo
aRe iN shOck ANd mOurnIng aNd thOSe wHo aRe tRyIng To Do GoOd 4 Th! IS
cOunTry BecAuSe Of ThiS evEnT...I luv you all and never forget no matter
what GOD loves you more than anyone in this world..his love is what
brought u too this earth and keeps us alive everyday LuV n' PrAyeRs
aLwaYs>   TrUdy
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[JOYnet] Fwd: [JYA] God will strenghten us.....

2001-09-13 Thread Leese77

here is an email I received from a VERY close friend of mine in New York...

Love & Prayers,
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Hey JYA,bPLEASE READ JAMES 5 Vs 10-20
I have been in too much of a shock...I brought JYA to visit NYC last month...
I didn't know it was gonna be the last time...I'd see the NYC skyline
Many of my customers at my job are waiting to hear from their loved ones.
One of our customer, a firefighter, is still missing. New Yorkers and
Washington have been hit but it's effect has affected the world. We are all
victims. We are all calling upon the Lord, for His Graces & Mercy
My prayers go out for everyone...
I praise the Lord for His Grace on my family and my loved ones.
I'd like to share this blessing God gave us during this time.
As many of you know Jotty (my husband) worked at the Verizon building. this
building is situated literally next to Tower 2. Everyday he had to take the
train to the station underneath the WTCthen he would go to one of the
many coffee shops before reporting to work...Jotty was recently laid
offJuly 31stEven after the lay-off he often visited his friends in
the wtc. On that sad tues...Jotty had planned to visit his friends but he had
to change his plans becuase the unemployment agency asked him to report to
their office in Yonkers. Praise the Lord.Jeremiah 29:11
Jotty's friends are OK, they called us...
Continue the prayers
With love & prayers
Jyothni

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[JOYnet] introspection

2001-09-12 Thread Leese77

As I sat in church this evening for tonight's Mass, the realization of the 
awful terror that occurred less than two days ago hit hard, and very close to 
heart.  There I was, an Indian American, in the midst of people of all races, 
but of one faith, coming together to console one another and offer up prayers 
of sorrow, hope, confusion and disbelief.  This is my way of sorting out my 
place in this country at this time of struggle.

I am an American.  I am an American who has lost thousands upon thousands of 
brothers and sisters in Christ, brothers and sisters in humanity.  I am an 
Indian.  I am an Indian who feels the pain of those Americans suffering the 
pangs of racism and injustice as a reaction of the "American" people.

The sight of people around me during Mass -- children, youth, adults, and 
seniors alike -- crying b/c they don't know what else to do in order to 
express the void they are experiencing within.  How could this happen to 
America??

I was born in the United States twenty-four and a half years agojust a 
few years after the construction of the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center 
was completed.  To me, it was just another part of the beautiful skyline that 
we passed numerous times en route to New York or northern New Jersey from 
Philadelphia, the birthplace of our nation.  But now, the memories I hold are 
much more meaningful.

You see, I don't think anyone who has not been here (growing up here or 
working in this country) can really understand how Americans feel about our 
country being attacked.  Over the years, myself and others have been taunted 
with slurs and teased by friends of other countries saying that Americans are 
full of pride and are very arrogant about their nation.  But that is 
something that is engrained in our hearts.  And believe it or not, that is 
what holds us together in unity at this chaotic point in time.  We love our 
country.  There is no question about it.  I even watched my own parents, who 
have mockingly put down the "people of the U.S.", cry in tears as we watched 
the events unfold.  Make no mistake... we are Americans at heart, regardless 
of our country of origin, regardless of skin color, regardless of religious 
beliefs.  And YES, we are a country that TRULY believes in the power of our 
God.

Many people have condemned the nation as one that is deep in sin.  Yes, it's 
true.  But that sin exists just as much in other countries, just not as 
exposed in the open as it is here.  However, make no mistake... we are all 
God's creation, and He weeps in sorrow for all His lost children.

I know someone who was in the building when the crash occurred.  He is the 
fiance of a good friend of mine that I grew up with.  Both are Malayalee 
Catholics, and I have met George several times.  I can only imagine what my 
friend was going through when she found out about the hit...by the grace of 
God, he made it out in time.  I haven't talked to my friend yet directly, but 
I'm sure we all need time to let the ongoing events digest in our hearts and 
minds.  Who knows when it will all be over.  Days?  Weeks?  Months?  Years?

One of my co-workers has 4 friends who were working there at the time... he's 
only heard from one so far.

Like this, there are numerous instances... too many to count.  But are other 
growing concerns

I have been getting reports of attacks on Pakistanis, Muslims, and Arab 
Americans in the streets of New York...getting shot... beaten up... all 
because someone is incriminating them on the basis of their skin color.  
Them??  That includes me.  
I have enough reasons to fear my own life because of my ethnicity.

What do you say to this, my brothers and sisters?  What do you say???  Are 
you, too, not guilty of hating Americans ("blacks", "sayips", "mathamas") in 
your heart or judging their character based upon their skin color or cultural 
background?  I am an American, too.  Do you hate me also??  Examine your 
hearts.  Examine them well.

I say this in closing... God has created each one of us individually, yet 
similarly.  We are all made of the same flesh, same blood, and we all have 
the same Father.  While praying Monday night, the day before the tragedy, I 
received this Scripture in prayer, which I leave with you for your own 
reflection -- Romans 8:38-39 --

"For I am certain that nothing can separate us from the love of God: 
neither death nor life, 
neither angels nor other heavenly rulers or powers, 
neither the present nor the future, 
neither the world above nor the world below 
there is nothing in all creation that will ever be able to separate us from 
the love of God which is ours through Christ Jesus our Lord."

Please pray for our safety.
May the Peace of God our Almighty Father, and God of us all, be with you.

fede, esperanza, e caritas en Christo,
Lisa Jose (Leese)
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, USA
September 12, 2001

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[JOYnet] please inform us...

2001-09-11 Thread Leese77

If any of you have loved ones or close friends who are missing, were in the 
World Trade Center (WTC), Pentagon or in nearby locations to the WTC and were 
directly affected by this tragic occurrence, please send us the names so we 
can pray for them.  There will be a special mass tonight at Maternity BVM 
parish in Philadelphia at 7:30 pm, as there will be in many parishes 
throughout the U.S...we will all pray for all those affected.  Please 
remember that there were MANY Indians who held jobs at the World Trade 
Center many of our brothers and sisters have been killed.  Please pray.  
Thanks.

Love & Prayers,
Leese

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[JOYnet] the current state of the U.S. after/during the tragedy

2001-09-11 Thread Leese77

   Yes, as Lukas said, the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New 
York City were hit, 15 minutes apart by two commercial airplanes (both 
carrying passengers), and was followed by the collapse of the first 
building...that's when chaos hitthis was followed by the second 
buildings' collapse at 10:29 am EST.  The Twin Towers of the World Trade 
Center no longer exist.
   During this time, at 10:10 am, there was another plane crash in our 
state of Pennsylvania to our west that was also hijacked, and carrying 
commercial passengers.
   It's a mess.  And I'm sure there's more to come.  Please pray for our 
country, and for our safety.  Our city of Philadelphia, which is located 
right between New York and Washington, D.C. along the eastern seaboard, was 
shut down, and we were evacuated from the downtown city area.  I work about 
two streets from the Liberty Bell, and we were told to get out of there as 
soon as possible.
   All major U.S. landmarks have been evacuated and the United States' 
has put into effect the Federal Emergency Plan.  Things are not looking good, 
even globally... 
   Please pray..

Love & prayers,
Leese

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[JOYnet] unsubscribe

2001-08-01 Thread Leese77

   I'm comin' to India, so please take me off the list since I don't know 
when I'll have access to my mail.  Thanks.

-Leese

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[JOYnet] files received??

2001-07-23 Thread Leese77

Hello all,

I've been receiving attachments from people from JOYnet that I do not know, and the 
whole thing looks suspicious... the file is called "personal test" or "resumefile"... 
something like that.  I am very wary of it.  Has anyone else received anything of the 
like?  Please let me know.  Thanks.

Love & Prayers,
Leese

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[JOYnet] please say a prayer for a dear departed soul

2001-06-10 Thread Leese77

Hello everyone,
   We just got word a few hours ago that our dearest Jerry K. George's 
father ("Chachan" as we used to call him) of Kurumkattummoolayil House, 
Edathua, passed away of a heart attack this Sunday morning our time (approx. 
4 am EST, USA, and approx. 2 pm Indian Standard Time)
   Unfortunately, Jerrychen is currently in Houston and stuck in the 
emergency flood that has hit that region of Texas.  We still haven't been 
able to talk to him directly b/c all the phone lines (including cell phones) 
were down, but we were able to contact someone there locally, and they called 
them and informed them to call home.  Dr. Manoj (who is also with him) called 
home to Hershey, Pennsylvania and my sister was able to pass on the news, so 
he can pass it on to Jerrychen.
   Because of the current State of Emergency that has been declared in 
Houston (Texas), and the limited transportation and status (there is even no 
power there), we are uncertain of when Jerrychen will arrive back in 
Philadelphia so he can make plans to depart for India.  Please pray for this 
unexpected situation and for my sister (Jerry's wife) who is taking it kind 
of hard.  Thanks & God bless.

Love & Prayers,
Leese (Lisa Jose/Philadelphia/Pennsylvania/USA)

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[JOYnet] thank you!!

2001-06-01 Thread Leese77


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