Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-17 Thread Larry Colen

On Mar 16, 2012, at 8:23 PM, knarftheria...@gmail.com wrote:

> So sorry for your loss of such a long-time and obviously dear friend.
> 
> Your photo tribute to him is moving and I'm sure will be treasured by his 
> family and friends alike. Wonderful photos!
> 
> cheers,
> frank

Thanks Frank.  It wasn't so much that John was a good friend, as that he was a 
good man.  I regret that despite knowing him for 22 years, I never got to know 
him better.  There's a lot to learn from his passing, not the least of which is 
how unfair the Universe is when someone like John dies so young, and so many 
irredeemable pustulant sacks of protoplasm are still walking the earth and 
wasting oxygen.

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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-16 Thread knarftheria...@gmail.com
So sorry for your loss of such a long-time and obviously dear friend.

Your photo tribute to him is moving and I'm sure will be treasured by his 
family and friends alike. Wonderful photos!

cheers,
frank

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On Mar 16, 2012, at 4:03 PM, Cotty wrote:

> On 15/3/12, Larry Colen, discombobulated, unleashed:
> 
>> Since I mentioned it
>> 
>> http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
>> or
>> http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
> 
> Commiserations Lar.

Thanks Cot

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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-16 Thread Larry Colen

On Mar 16, 2012, at 4:03 PM, Cotty wrote:

> On 15/3/12, Larry Colen, discombobulated, unleashed:
> 
>> Since I mentioned it
>> 
>> http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
>> or
>> http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
> 
> Commiserations Lar.

Thanks Cot

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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-16 Thread Cotty
On 15/3/12, Larry Colen, discombobulated, unleashed:

>Since I mentioned it
>
>http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
>or
>http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/

Commiserations Lar.


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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-15 Thread steve harley

on 2012-03-15 15:53 Larry Colen wrote

Since I mentioned it

http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
or
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/

Most of these photos haven't been cleaned up much, I just did a quick search 
and post so people who needed photos for the memorial could find some quickly.  
It's an interesting challenge, one that most of our friends and family will 
likely face one day, because for the 22 years that I've known John, he was 
always the one taking photos at all the events.


well, you captured the human much more than you captured the geek; at a time 
like this, i think that's a good thing


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Re: GESO spcecdt (going a bit OT)

2012-03-15 Thread Walt Gilbert

On 3/15/2012 6:26 PM, Larry Colen wrote:

On Mar 15, 2012, at 4:03 PM, Walt Gilbert wrote:


I'm sorry for the loss of your friend, Larry. I remember you talking about him 
a bit when I was there visiting. It was obvious you had great respect and 
affection for the man.

Thanks Walt, Bruce, Paul, and a preemptive thank you for people yet to comment.


Between the photos and your email to the Linux group, you've put together a 
great, warm tribute to his memory.



May he rest in peace and his family and friends always carry him in their 
hearts.

It is interesting that this is the second time in the past year that "look at what 
this shiny piece of kit can do" snapshots have come in handy as one of the few shots 
I have of someone alive and healthy.  There may be a lesson here about it being good to 
show of your new gear.  Or at least get photos of friends, even if it isn't a special 
occasion.

If you want to know what I feel of the situation, here is something I wrote to 
vent, before going to bed that night:

Hakuna Matata my ass

A friend once bought a used ambulance for towing his race car. I told him that he should name it 
"Gloria Monday", as in "Sick Transit, Gloria Monday". Well I just had a 
steaming pile of sic transit shat all over my plate today.

Despite knowing him for a bit over 22 years, I can't honestly say that John was 
a very close friend. I don't know if we ever had any of those deep  heart to 
heart conversations that best friends had.  But, over the past two decades he's 
been there, in the background, doing little things that have benefited the 
community in general, and a few that helped me in particular.  Outside of 
school, the first machine I had a shell account with net access on was deeptht. 
A system he ran with his own time and money and gave shell accounts to pretty 
much anyone that asked for them for free.  Twenty years and an eternal 
September later it's hard for most people to fathom what an amazing thing to do 
this was.

Today, my emotions are a muddled, confused, angry mess.  Upon hearing the news this 
morning my immediate emotion was one of relief. Relief that the waiting was over. That, 
the months and years of pain and suffering from the cancer had finally come to an end for 
John. Relief at ending the uncertainty, not knowing when he was going to die, and  the 
rest of us can now make plans more than a few hours in advance without wondering if we'd 
have to cancel them because we finally got "the news".

I'm angry at the loss of someone who about the worst thing I can say of him is 
that he nearly waited until it was too late to write his will, because he 
didn't want to do anything that might break his positive attitude, the only 
slim chance at survival he had.  I'm angry that a good man, with a wife and two 
young sons is dead, while others, who would not only be happier, but the world 
would be a better place, if they were to let slip from this earthly vale of 
tears, are still alive, taking up space, and spreading vitriol and their own 
special brand of pain and suffering to any and all close to them.

I'm angry that his two sons will grow up with only vague memories of their 
father, and basically none of him before the cancer.

I could go on, but if I did, I'd inevitably succumb to the all too human urge 
to make this be about me. My grief, my loss, my inconvenience, when what I 
should do is shut up and let this be about a good man that died way too early.

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Another excellent tribute to his memory -- and judging by the way you 
describe him here, he'd be very humbled by it.


I'll raise a glass to him, his family, and you this evening.

-- Walt

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Re: GESO spcecdt (going a bit OT)

2012-03-15 Thread Larry Colen

On Mar 15, 2012, at 4:03 PM, Walt Gilbert wrote:

> I'm sorry for the loss of your friend, Larry. I remember you talking about 
> him a bit when I was there visiting. It was obvious you had great respect and 
> affection for the man.  

Thanks Walt, Bruce, Paul, and a preemptive thank you for people yet to comment.

> 
> Between the photos and your email to the Linux group, you've put together a 
> great, warm tribute to his memory.


> 
> May he rest in peace and his family and friends always carry him in their 
> hearts.

It is interesting that this is the second time in the past year that "look at 
what this shiny piece of kit can do" snapshots have come in handy as one of the 
few shots I have of someone alive and healthy.  There may be a lesson here 
about it being good to show of your new gear.  Or at least get photos of 
friends, even if it isn't a special occasion.

If you want to know what I feel of the situation, here is something I wrote to 
vent, before going to bed that night:

Hakuna Matata my ass

A friend once bought a used ambulance for towing his race car. I told him that 
he should name it "Gloria Monday", as in "Sick Transit, Gloria Monday". Well I 
just had a steaming pile of sic transit shat all over my plate today.

Despite knowing him for a bit over 22 years, I can't honestly say that John was 
a very close friend. I don't know if we ever had any of those deep  heart to 
heart conversations that best friends had.  But, over the past two decades he's 
been there, in the background, doing little things that have benefited the 
community in general, and a few that helped me in particular.  Outside of 
school, the first machine I had a shell account with net access on was deeptht. 
A system he ran with his own time and money and gave shell accounts to pretty 
much anyone that asked for them for free.  Twenty years and an eternal 
September later it's hard for most people to fathom what an amazing thing to do 
this was.

Today, my emotions are a muddled, confused, angry mess.  Upon hearing the news 
this morning my immediate emotion was one of relief. Relief that the waiting 
was over. That, the months and years of pain and suffering from the cancer had 
finally come to an end for John. Relief at ending the uncertainty, not knowing 
when he was going to die, and  the rest of us can now make plans more than a 
few hours in advance without wondering if we'd have to cancel them because we 
finally got "the news".

I'm angry at the loss of someone who about the worst thing I can say of him is 
that he nearly waited until it was too late to write his will, because he 
didn't want to do anything that might break his positive attitude, the only 
slim chance at survival he had.  I'm angry that a good man, with a wife and two 
young sons is dead, while others, who would not only be happier, but the world 
would be a better place, if they were to let slip from this earthly vale of 
tears, are still alive, taking up space, and spreading vitriol and their own 
special brand of pain and suffering to any and all close to them.

I'm angry that his two sons will grow up with only vague memories of their 
father, and basically none of him before the cancer.

I could go on, but if I did, I'd inevitably succumb to the all too human urge 
to make this be about me. My grief, my loss, my inconvenience, when what I 
should do is shut up and let this be about a good man that died way too early.

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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-15 Thread Paul Sorenson

So sorry to hear this, Larry.  Looks like he was a really special guy.

-p

On 3/15/2012 5:48 PM, Bruce Walker wrote:

Sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. Good on ya for doing this, Larry.


On Thu, Mar 15, 2012 at 5:53 PM, Larry Colen  wrote:


Since I mentioned it

http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
or
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/

Most of these photos haven't been cleaned up much, I just did a quick
search and post so people who needed photos for the memorial could find some
quickly.  It's an interesting challenge, one that most of our friends and
family will likely face one day, because for the 22 years that I've known
John, he was always the one taking photos at all the events.

Here's something I wrote about him for the local Linux User's Group email
list:

John Dubois, aka spcecdt, passed away this morning, losing a several year
battle with cancer.  Many, perhaps most, of the people on this list have no
idea who is, but everyone owes him a huge debt of gratitude, as someone long
instrumental in the Santa Cruz geek community.  These days, when $30/month
will get buy you broadband at your home, along with hosted email, and even a
website, it's almost hard to remember when an email account was a rarity.

I met John at a b-geek party at Bonny Doon Beach, in October of '89, the
weekend before "The pretty big one".   At that point, he was already running
deeptht as a public access host, providing shell accounts for free to pretty
much anyone who asked.  He paid, out of his own pocket, for  a ridiculously
large number of phone lines, so that people could dial in to access their
mail.

For a while, when uscscc was decommissioned, John even provided me with
free dial-up uucp access, so that I could run my own email server.

For many years the Armory, one of the original geek houses in Santa Cruz,
was a cultural center of the Santa Cruz geek scene. The parties at the
armory were epic in scope, and hard to describe.  You could stand in one
spot and reach people arguing technical details of operating system design,
cute drunken coeds, and someone logged into the net on one of several serial
terminals in the living room. Over the past decade, or so, until John's
health became too poor, there was a weekly potluck hosted at the Armory
every Friday evening.

John was well regarded for his technical skills, not only with computers,
but home made pyrotechnics (there's a reason the house was called "The
Armory"), and even the facility with which he made Ice Cream using LN2.


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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-15 Thread Walt Gilbert
I'm sorry for the loss of your friend, Larry. I remember you talking 
about him a bit when I was there visiting. It was obvious you had great 
respect and affection for the man.


Between the photos and your email to the Linux group, you've put 
together a great, warm tribute to his memory.


May he rest in peace and his family and friends always carry him in 
their hearts.


-- Walt

On 3/15/2012 4:53 PM, Larry Colen wrote:

Since I mentioned it

http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
or
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/

Most of these photos haven't been cleaned up much, I just did a quick search 
and post so people who needed photos for the memorial could find some quickly.  
It's an interesting challenge, one that most of our friends and family will 
likely face one day, because for the 22 years that I've known John, he was 
always the one taking photos at all the events.

Here's something I wrote about him for the local Linux User's Group email list:

John Dubois, aka spcecdt, passed away this morning, losing a several year 
battle with cancer.  Many, perhaps most, of the people on this list have no 
idea who is, but everyone owes him a huge debt of gratitude, as someone long 
instrumental in the Santa Cruz geek community.  These days, when $30/month will 
get buy you broadband at your home, along with hosted email, and even a 
website, it's almost hard to remember when an email account was a rarity.

I met John at a b-geek party at Bonny Doon Beach, in October of '89, the weekend before 
"The pretty big one".   At that point, he was already running deeptht as a 
public access host, providing shell accounts for free to pretty much anyone who asked.  
He paid, out of his own pocket, for  a ridiculously large number of phone lines, so that 
people could dial in to access their mail.

For a while, when uscscc was decommissioned, John even provided me with free 
dial-up uucp access, so that I could run my own email server.

For many years the Armory, one of the original geek houses in Santa Cruz, was a 
cultural center of the Santa Cruz geek scene. The parties at the armory were 
epic in scope, and hard to describe.  You could stand in one spot and reach 
people arguing technical details of operating system design, cute drunken 
coeds, and someone logged into the net on one of several serial terminals in 
the living room. Over the past decade, or so, until John's health became too 
poor, there was a weekly potluck hosted at the Armory every Friday evening.

John was well regarded for his technical skills, not only with computers, but home made 
pyrotechnics (there's a reason the house was called "The Armory"), and even the 
facility with which he made Ice Cream using LN2.


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Re: GESO spcecdt

2012-03-15 Thread Bruce Walker
Sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. Good on ya for doing this, Larry.


On Thu, Mar 15, 2012 at 5:53 PM, Larry Colen  wrote:
>
> Since I mentioned it
>
> http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
> or
> http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellarsee/sets/72157629586266869/
>
> Most of these photos haven't been cleaned up much, I just did a quick
> search and post so people who needed photos for the memorial could find some
> quickly.  It's an interesting challenge, one that most of our friends and
> family will likely face one day, because for the 22 years that I've known
> John, he was always the one taking photos at all the events.
>
> Here's something I wrote about him for the local Linux User's Group email
> list:
>
> John Dubois, aka spcecdt, passed away this morning, losing a several year
> battle with cancer.  Many, perhaps most, of the people on this list have no
> idea who is, but everyone owes him a huge debt of gratitude, as someone long
> instrumental in the Santa Cruz geek community.  These days, when $30/month
> will get buy you broadband at your home, along with hosted email, and even a
> website, it's almost hard to remember when an email account was a rarity.
>
> I met John at a b-geek party at Bonny Doon Beach, in October of '89, the
> weekend before "The pretty big one".   At that point, he was already running
> deeptht as a public access host, providing shell accounts for free to pretty
> much anyone who asked.  He paid, out of his own pocket, for  a ridiculously
> large number of phone lines, so that people could dial in to access their
> mail.
>
> For a while, when uscscc was decommissioned, John even provided me with
> free dial-up uucp access, so that I could run my own email server.
>
> For many years the Armory, one of the original geek houses in Santa Cruz,
> was a cultural center of the Santa Cruz geek scene. The parties at the
> armory were epic in scope, and hard to describe.  You could stand in one
> spot and reach people arguing technical details of operating system design,
> cute drunken coeds, and someone logged into the net on one of several serial
> terminals in the living room. Over the past decade, or so, until John's
> health became too poor, there was a weekly potluck hosted at the Armory
> every Friday evening.
>
> John was well regarded for his technical skills, not only with computers,
> but home made pyrotechnics (there's a reason the house was called "The
> Armory"), and even the facility with which he made Ice Cream using LN2.
>
>
> --
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>
>
>
>
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