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I thinking it's because, being paralyzed from the neck down and dependent on a ventilator to breathe, I always have someone around me to feed me, brush my teeth, wash my cloths, etc. Just been fortunate my bowel routine. I don't own a van so use a service anytime I have gone anywhere. Chair broke down at home but got transferred back to bed.
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Sex, sex and sex Best Wishe In a message dated 10/13/2015 2:23:29 P.M. Central Daylight Time, lwillis82...@gmail.com writes: More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work. 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. 14. Wrecked your van. 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail <_bobbiehumphreys7@gmail.com_ (mailto:bobbiehumphre...@gmail.com) > Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT To: Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > Cc: "_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) " <_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail <_bobbiehumphreys7@gmail.com_ (mailto:bobbiehumphre...@gmail.com) > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > Cc: "_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) " <_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > wrote: Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: _quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) From: RONALD L PRACHT <_r.pracht@sbcglobal.net_ (mailto:r.pra...@sbcglobal.net) > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT To: Quad-list Post <_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) > Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <_r.pracht@sbcglobal.net_ (mailto:r.pra...@sbcglobal.net) > Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron =
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I personally would hate to see you leave because of a single post. Life varies among Quads. Some work 8 hours a day and others lay in bed for 8 hours a day. And then there are so many in between those extremes. Michelle, I wish we knew more about YOU and what YOU are doing. I hope you will reconsider as this group changes several times during the year. Best Wishes In a message dated 10/13/2015 5:02:09 P.M. Central Daylight Time, hotwheelsmiche...@gmail.com writes: How can I be removed from this email list? Thanks, Michelle Sent from my iPhone On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:59 PM, nichole rohling <_zoocrew1@windstream.net_ (mailto:zoocr...@windstream.net) > wrote: Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. add got stuck outside in your chair and no one to help had to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair because you had diarrhea sat at home because van door is broken J Nicki From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM To: _quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work. 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. 14. Wrecked your van. 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail <_bobbiehumphreys7@gmail.com_ (mailto:bobbiehumphre...@gmail.com) > Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT To: Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > Cc: "_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) " <_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail <_bobbiehumphreys7@gmail.com_ (mailto:bobbiehumphre...@gmail.com) > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > Cc: "_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) " <_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis <_lwillis82153@gmail.com_ (mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com) > wrote: Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: _quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) From: RONALD L PRACHT <_r.pracht@sbcglobal.net_ (mailto:r.pra...@sbcglobal.net) > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT To: Quad-list Post <_quad-list@eskimo.com_ (mailto:quad-list@eskimo.com) > Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <_r.pracht@sbcglobal.net_ (mailto:r.pra...@sbcglobal.net) > Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron =
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Jim, how in the world have you gone so long without experiencing any of these? Amazing! Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > From: Jim Lubin > Date: October 13, 2015 at 8:51:37 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > The 15 situations would definitely suck big time. I've been a quad 26 years > and fortunately have never experienced any of those. > > On my list: > > 1. ventilator stopped working while in van on the road (happened twice) > 2. ventilator disconnecting in van while on freeway > > I've been in bed 24/7 for a 19 months now. Does it suck? No. I have been > sleep better than when I was getting out of bed everyday. why? because I can > wake-up when I am rested not when I need to so the nurse can transfer me to > my chair before leaving. It also use to take an hour to put cloths on and > transfer to the wheelchair, about 30 minutes to transfer back to bed at > night. I now have that time to be on the computer or just watch tv. > > Use to just sit at the computer all day, watch tv on my computer. Now I'm in > bed, use my computer and watch tv on a 42" tv. Life hasn't changed much, just > have more time to do what I enjoy. > >> On Tue, Oct 13, 2015 at 12:22 PM, Larry Willis >> wrote: >> More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. >> >> Have you ever >> 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. >> 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. >> 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. >> 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. >> 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. >> 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to >> exit.church, theater, class, work. >> 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. >> 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. >> 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. >> 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. >> 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. >> 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. >> 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. >> 14. Wrecked your van. >> 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. >> Larry Willis >> Retired and proud of it >> >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> From: Gmail >>> Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT >>> >>> To: Larry Willis >>> Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" >>> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >>> >>> I do. Bobbie >>> >>> Smile Everyday >>> On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. > > It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. > Bobbie > > > >> On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: >> >> Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. >> >> Larry Willis >> Retired and proud of it >> >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >>> From: RONALD L PRACHT >>> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >>> To: Quad-list Post >>> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >>> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >>> >>> Quad Life >>> >>> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >>> >>> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be >>> beared. >>> >>> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >>> >>> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing >>> as so it seems. >>> >>> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all >>> the hell that quad life demands. >>> >>> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just >>> because. >>> >>> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >>> >>> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I >>> have no chance? >>> >>> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >>> nevertheless. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Ron >
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There is much positive here and if you read through the poem the end leaves hope. Ive done some amazing things as a quad, but right now Ive hit a buzzsaw. Nothing is all positive nor negative. The poem is how I felt at that moment. If you have no negative expressed than you have a bias list. I was thinking of making a follow up poem when things get better. Stick around girl! Ron On Tuesday, October 13, 2015 6:37 PM, Michelle Harkness wrote: I just joined the list maybe a month ago. I have dark days, but not that dark. I wasn't looking for something like this I guess. I understand life happens, but I'm a positive person who focuses on the positive, even if I can't help myself with basic bodily functions. Everyone has struggles, it's called life. Some have more then others and I get that. I don't want my email blown up with crap like this. We still have choices. We can choose to be a victim or choose to direct our own lives. You choose how you respond to situations. If anyone wants to have an issue with me wanting to leave because of this, that's sad, because you don't need to waste your time over me not agreeing with you. I just wanted an out and you can all go on your merry way. I haven't even had time to respond to anything other then this, so it's not like you'll miss me. 😉 Thanks for the out Dan - I'll make sure and deposit the blood... Sent from my iPhone On Oct 13, 2015, at 5:08 PM, Danny Hearn wrote: You can't be removed.this list is blood in blood out ! LOL... Seriously though you must write to quad-list requ...@eskimo.com to be removed. Dan H** On Tuesday, October 13, 2015 5:02 PM, Michelle Harkness wrote: How can I be removed from this email list? Thanks,Michelle Sent from my iPhone On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:59 PM, nichole rohling wrote: #yiv8708062549 -- filtered {font-family:Helvetica;panose-1:2 11 6 4 2 2 2 2 2 4;}#yiv8708062549 filtered {font-family:Wingdings;panose-1:5 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0;}#yiv8708062549 filtered {panose-1:2 4 5 3 5 4 6 3 2 4;}#yiv8708062549 filtered {font-family:Calibri;panose-1:2 15 5 2 2 2 4 3 2 4;}#yiv8708062549 filtered {font-family:Tahoma;panose-1:2 11 6 4 3 5 4 4 2 4;}#yiv8708062549 p.yiv8708062549MsoNormal, #yiv8708062549 li.yiv8708062549MsoNormal, #yiv8708062549 div.yiv8708062549MsoNormal {margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:12.0pt;}#yiv8708062549 a:link, #yiv8708062549 span.yiv8708062549MsoHyperlink {color:blue;text-decoration:underline;}#yiv8708062549 a:visited, #yiv8708062549 span.yiv8708062549MsoHyperlinkFollowed {color:purple;text-decoration:underline;}#yiv8708062549 p.yiv8708062549MsoAcetate, #yiv8708062549 li.yiv8708062549MsoAcetate, #yiv8708062549 div.yiv8708062549MsoAcetate {margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:8.0pt;}#yiv8708062549 span.yiv8708062549EmailStyle17 {color:#1F497D;}#yiv8708062549 span.yiv8708062549BalloonTextChar {}#yiv8708062549 .yiv8708062549MsoChpDefault {font-size:10.0pt;}#yiv8708062549 filtered {margin:1.0in 1.0in 1.0in 1.0in;}#yiv8708062549 div.yiv8708062549WordSection1 {}#yiv8708062549 Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. addgot stuck outside in your chair and no one to helphad to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair because you had diarrheasat at home because van door is broken J Nicki From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM To: quad-list@eskimo.com Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual.2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle.3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry.4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix.5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down.6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work.7. Fallen from your chair while home alone.8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough.9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver.10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger.11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement.12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up.13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living.14. Wrecked your van.15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Su
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The 15 situations would definitely suck big time. I've been a quad 26 years and fortunately have never experienced any of those. On my list: 1. ventilator stopped working while in van on the road (happened twice) 2. ventilator disconnecting in van while on freeway I've been in bed 24/7 for a 19 months now. Does it suck? No. I have been sleep better than when I was getting out of bed everyday. why? because I can wake-up when I am rested not when I need to so the nurse can transfer me to my chair before leaving. It also use to take an hour to put cloths on and transfer to the wheelchair, about 30 minutes to transfer back to bed at night. I now have that time to be on the computer or just watch tv. Use to just sit at the computer all day, watch tv on my computer. Now I'm in bed, use my computer and watch tv on a 42" tv. Life hasn't changed much, just have more time to do what I enjoy. On Tue, Oct 13, 2015 at 12:22 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. > > Have you ever > 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. > 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. > 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. > 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. > 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. > 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to > exit.church, theater, class, work. > 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. > 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. > 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. > 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. > 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. > 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. > 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. > 14. Wrecked your van. > 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > > *From:* Gmail > *Date:* October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT > > *To:* Larry Willis > *Cc:* "quad-list@eskimo.com" > *Subject:* *Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem* > > I do. Bobbie > > Smile Everyday > > On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > > The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here > actually do that? I do. Often. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > > *From:* Gmail > *Date:* October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT > *To:* Larry Willis > *Cc:* "quad-list@eskimo.com" > *Subject:* *Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem* > > Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. > > It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. > Bobbie > > > > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > > *Resent-From:* quad-list@eskimo.com > *From:* RONALD L PRACHT > *Date:* October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT > *To:* Quad-list Post > *Subject:* *[QUAD-L] Quick poem* > *Reply-To:* RONALD L PRACHT > > Quad Life > > Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. > > As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. > > People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. > > Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as > so it seems. > > I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the > hell that quad life demands. > > Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just > because. > > I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? > > Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have > no chance? > > As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human > nevertheless. > > > > > > Ron > >
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16. Not being able to go to family holiday gatherings because the home it's in is not accessible. Smile Everyday > On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:22 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > > More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. > > Have you ever > 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. > 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. > 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. > 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. > 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. > 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to > exit.church, theater, class, work. > 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. > 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. > 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. > 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. > 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. > 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. > 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. > 14. Wrecked your van. > 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> From: Gmail >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT >> To: Larry Willis >> Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" >> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> >> I do. Bobbie >> >> Smile Everyday >> >>> On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: >>> >>> The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually >>> do that? I do. Often. >>> >>> Larry Willis >>> Retired and proud of it >>> >>> >>> Begin forwarded message: >>> From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >> From: RONALD L PRACHT >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >> To: Quad-list Post >> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >> >> Quad Life >> >> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >> >> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be >> beared. >> >> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >> >> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing >> as so it seems. >> >> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the >> hell that quad life demands. >> >> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just >> because. >> >> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >> >> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I >> have no chance? >> >> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >> nevertheless. >> >> >> >> >> >> Ron
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I just joined the list maybe a month ago. I have dark days, but not that dark. I wasn't looking for something like this I guess. I understand life happens, but I'm a positive person who focuses on the positive, even if I can't help myself with basic bodily functions. Everyone has struggles, it's called life. Some have more then others and I get that. I don't want my email blown up with crap like this. We still have choices. We can choose to be a victim or choose to direct our own lives. You choose how you respond to situations. If anyone wants to have an issue with me wanting to leave because of this, that's sad, because you don't need to waste your time over me not agreeing with you. I just wanted an out and you can all go on your merry way. I haven't even had time to respond to anything other then this, so it's not like you'll miss me. 😉 Thanks for the out Dan - I'll make sure and deposit the blood... Sent from my iPhone > On Oct 13, 2015, at 5:08 PM, Danny Hearn wrote: > > You can't be removed.this list is blood in blood out ! LOL... > Seriously though you must write to quad-list requ...@eskimo.com to be > removed. Dan H** > > > > On Tuesday, October 13, 2015 5:02 PM, Michelle Harkness > wrote: > > > How can I be removed from this email list? > > Thanks, > Michelle > > Sent from my iPhone > >> On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:59 PM, nichole rohling wrote: >> > > Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 > > I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. > > add > got stuck outside in your chair and no one to help > had to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair > because you had diarrhea > sat at home because van door is broken J > > Nicki > > From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] > Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM > To: quad-list@eskimo.com > Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. > > Have you ever > 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. > 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. > 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. > 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. > 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. > 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to > exit.church, theater, class, work. > 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. > 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. > 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. > 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. > 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. > 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. > 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. > 14. Wrecked your van. > 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > I do. Bobbie > > Smile Everyday > > On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually > do that? I do. Often. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. > > It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. > Bobbie > > > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com > From: RONALD L PRACHT > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT > To: Quad-list Post > Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT > Quad Life > > Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. > > As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. > > People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. > > Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so > it seems. > > I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell > that quad life demands. > > Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. > > I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? > > Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no > chance? > > As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human > nevertheless. > > > > > > Ron > >
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A simple poem gets people to quit the list? I would expect more from people that have been through as much life experience. Ron On Tuesday, October 13, 2015 5:08 PM, Danny Hearn wrote: You can't be removed.this list is blood in blood out ! LOL... Seriously though you must write to quad-list requ...@eskimo.com to be removed. Dan H** On Tuesday, October 13, 2015 5:02 PM, Michelle Harkness wrote: How can I be removed from this email list? Thanks,Michelle Sent from my iPhone On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:59 PM, nichole rohling wrote: #yiv9895609830 -- filtered {font-family:Helvetica;panose-1:2 11 6 4 2 2 2 2 2 4;}#yiv9895609830 filtered {font-family:Wingdings;panose-1:5 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0;}#yiv9895609830 filtered {panose-1:2 4 5 3 5 4 6 3 2 4;}#yiv9895609830 filtered {font-family:Calibri;panose-1:2 15 5 2 2 2 4 3 2 4;}#yiv9895609830 filtered {font-family:Tahoma;panose-1:2 11 6 4 3 5 4 4 2 4;}#yiv9895609830 p.yiv9895609830MsoNormal, #yiv9895609830 li.yiv9895609830MsoNormal, #yiv9895609830 div.yiv9895609830MsoNormal {margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:12.0pt;}#yiv9895609830 a:link, #yiv9895609830 span.yiv9895609830MsoHyperlink {color:blue;text-decoration:underline;}#yiv9895609830 a:visited, #yiv9895609830 span.yiv9895609830MsoHyperlinkFollowed {color:purple;text-decoration:underline;}#yiv9895609830 p.yiv9895609830MsoAcetate, #yiv9895609830 li.yiv9895609830MsoAcetate, #yiv9895609830 div.yiv9895609830MsoAcetate {margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:8.0pt;}#yiv9895609830 span.yiv9895609830EmailStyle17 {color:#1F497D;}#yiv9895609830 span.yiv9895609830BalloonTextChar {}#yiv9895609830 .yiv9895609830MsoChpDefault {font-size:10.0pt;}#yiv9895609830 filtered {margin:1.0in 1.0in 1.0in 1.0in;}#yiv9895609830 div.yiv9895609830WordSection1 {}#yiv9895609830 Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. addgot stuck outside in your chair and no one to helphad to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair because you had diarrheasat at home because van door is broken J Nicki From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM To: quad-list@eskimo.com Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual.2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle.3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry.4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix.5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down.6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work.7. Fallen from your chair while home alone.8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough.9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver.10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger.11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement.12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up.13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living.14. Wrecked your van.15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com From: RONALD L PRACHT Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT To: Quad-list Post Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron
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You can't be removed.this list is blood in blood out ! LOL... Seriously though you must write to quad-list requ...@eskimo.com to be removed. Dan H** On Tuesday, October 13, 2015 5:02 PM, Michelle Harkness wrote: How can I be removed from this email list? Thanks,Michelle Sent from my iPhone On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:59 PM, nichole rohling wrote: #yiv9513169219 #yiv9513169219 -- _filtered #yiv9513169219 {font-family:Helvetica;panose-1:2 11 6 4 2 2 2 2 2 4;} _filtered #yiv9513169219 {font-family:Wingdings;panose-1:5 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0;} _filtered #yiv9513169219 {panose-1:2 4 5 3 5 4 6 3 2 4;} _filtered #yiv9513169219 {font-family:Calibri;panose-1:2 15 5 2 2 2 4 3 2 4;} _filtered #yiv9513169219 {font-family:Tahoma;panose-1:2 11 6 4 3 5 4 4 2 4;}#yiv9513169219 #yiv9513169219 p.yiv9513169219MsoNormal, #yiv9513169219 li.yiv9513169219MsoNormal, #yiv9513169219 div.yiv9513169219MsoNormal {margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:12.0pt;}#yiv9513169219 a:link, #yiv9513169219 span.yiv9513169219MsoHyperlink {color:blue;text-decoration:underline;}#yiv9513169219 a:visited, #yiv9513169219 span.yiv9513169219MsoHyperlinkFollowed {color:purple;text-decoration:underline;}#yiv9513169219 p.yiv9513169219MsoAcetate, #yiv9513169219 li.yiv9513169219MsoAcetate, #yiv9513169219 div.yiv9513169219MsoAcetate {margin:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:8.0pt;}#yiv9513169219 span.yiv9513169219EmailStyle17 {color:#1F497D;}#yiv9513169219 span.yiv9513169219BalloonTextChar {}#yiv9513169219 .yiv9513169219MsoChpDefault {font-size:10.0pt;} _filtered #yiv9513169219 {margin:1.0in 1.0in 1.0in 1.0in;}#yiv9513169219 div.yiv9513169219WordSection1 {}#yiv9513169219 Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. addgot stuck outside in your chair and no one to helphad to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair because you had diarrheasat at home because van door is broken J Nicki From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM To: quad-list@eskimo.com Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual.2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle.3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry.4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix.5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down.6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work.7. Fallen from your chair while home alone.8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough.9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver.10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger.11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement.12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up.13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living.14. Wrecked your van.15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry WillisRetired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com From: RONALD L PRACHT Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT To: Quad-list Post Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron
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How can I be removed from this email list? Thanks, Michelle Sent from my iPhone > On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:59 PM, nichole rohling wrote: > > Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 > > I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. > > add > got stuck outside in your chair and no one to help > had to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair > because you had diarrhea > sat at home because van door is broken J > > Nicki > > From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] > Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM > To: quad-list@eskimo.com > Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. > > Have you ever > 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. > 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. > 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. > 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. > 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. > 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to > exit.church, theater, class, work. > 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. > 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. > 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. > 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. > 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. > 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. > 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. > 14. Wrecked your van. > 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > I do. Bobbie > > Smile Everyday > > On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > > The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually > do that? I do. Often. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. > > It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. > Bobbie > > > > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > > Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com > From: RONALD L PRACHT > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT > To: Quad-list Post > Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT > > Quad Life > > Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. > > As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. > > People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. > > Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so > it seems. > > I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell > that quad life demands. > > Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. > > I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? > > Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no > chance? > > As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human > nevertheless. > > > > > > Ron
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Yes, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11 I’m blessed because I can see all of those being very possible. add got stuck outside in your chair and no one to help had to call someone in the middle of the night to get you on a shower chair because you had diarrhea sat at home because van door is broken J Nicki From: Larry Willis [mailto:lwillis82...@gmail.com] Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 2:23 PM To: quad-list@eskimo.com Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] Quick poem More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work. 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. 14. Wrecked your van. 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com From: RONALD L PRACHT Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT To: Quad-list Post Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron
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Alice, did I insult you? What on that list is not true? I am no Pollyanna. And I have been a quad for 44 years. Sent from my iPad Begin forwarded message: > Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com > From: ntpgrn...@aol.com > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:35:17 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > Wow.. > Please remove me from the list. > > > > Nancy > > > >> On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:22 PM, Larry Willis wrote: >> >> More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. >> >> Have you ever >> 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. >> 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. >> 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. >> 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. >> 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. >> 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to >> exit.church, theater, class, work. >> 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. >> 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. >> 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. >> 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. >> 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. >> 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. >> 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. >> 14. Wrecked your van. >> 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. >> Larry Willis >> Retired and proud of it >> >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> From: Gmail >>> Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT >>> To: Larry Willis >>> Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" >>> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >>> >>> I do. Bobbie >>> >>> Smile Everyday >>> On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. > > It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. > Bobbie > > > >> On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: >> >> Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. >> >> Larry Willis >> Retired and proud of it >> >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >>> From: RONALD L PRACHT >>> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >>> To: Quad-list Post >>> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >>> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >>> >>> Quad Life >>> >>> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >>> >>> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be >>> beared. >>> >>> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >>> >>> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing >>> as so it seems. >>> >>> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all >>> the hell that quad life demands. >>> >>> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just >>> because. >>> >>> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >>> >>> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I >>> have no chance? >>> >>> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >>> nevertheless. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Ron
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Wow.. Please remove me from the list. Nancy > On Oct 13, 2015, at 3:22 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > > More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. > > Have you ever > 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. > 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. > 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. > 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. > 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. > 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to > exit.church, theater, class, work. > 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. > 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. > 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. > 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. > 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. > 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. > 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. > 14. Wrecked your van. > 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> From: Gmail >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT >> To: Larry Willis >> Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" >> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> >> I do. Bobbie >> >> Smile Everyday >> >>> On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: >>> >>> The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually >>> do that? I do. Often. >>> >>> Larry Willis >>> Retired and proud of it >>> >>> >>> Begin forwarded message: >>> From: Gmail Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT To: Larry Willis Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >> From: RONALD L PRACHT >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >> To: Quad-list Post >> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >> >> Quad Life >> >> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >> >> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be >> beared. >> >> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >> >> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing >> as so it seems. >> >> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the >> hell that quad life demands. >> >> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just >> because. >> >> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >> >> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I >> have no chance? >> >> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >> nevertheless. >> >> >> >> >> >> Ron
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More quad quickies to meditate. Feel free to contribute. Have you ever 1. Not eaten for a long time because you dread the bowel ritual. 2. Not brushed your teeth because of the hassle. 3. Worn dirty clothes because no one would/could do the laundry. 4. Had chips for a meal because there was nothing else that you could fix. 5. Sat for hours after your chair/van broke down. 6. Had a bowel/bladder accident in a public place with no way to exit.church, theater, class, work. 7. Fallen from your chair while home alone. 8. Become choked or congested and unable to cough. 9. Been cursed, belittled by a caregiver. 10. Had a public confrontation with a stranger. 11. Gone over a week without a bowel movement. 12. Prayed to God that you won't wake up. 13. Been so depressed you lose all interest in living. 14. Wrecked your van. 15. Been stuck at the bottom of the stairs with no offer of help. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 1:55:19 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > I do. Bobbie > > Smile Everyday > >> On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: >> >> The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually >> do that? I do. Often. >> >> Larry Willis >> Retired and proud of it >> >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> From: Gmail >>> Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT >>> To: Larry Willis >>> Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" >>> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >>> >>> Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. >>> >>> It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. >>> Bobbie >>> >>> >>> On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com > From: RONALD L PRACHT > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT > To: Quad-list Post > Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT > > Quad Life > > Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. > > As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be > beared. > > People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. > > Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing > as so it seems. > > I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the > hell that quad life demands. > > Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just > because. > > I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? > > Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I > have no chance? > > As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human > nevertheless. > > > > > > Ron
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I do. Bobbie Smile Everyday > On Oct 13, 2015, at 1:28 PM, Larry Willis wrote: > > The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually > do that? I do. Often. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> From: Gmail >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT >> To: Larry Willis >> Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" >> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> >> Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. >> >> It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. >> Bobbie >> >> >> >>> On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: >>> >>> Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. >>> >>> Larry Willis >>> Retired and proud of it >>> >>> >>> Begin forwarded message: >>> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com From: RONALD L PRACHT Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT To: Quad-list Post Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron
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The opening line of your poem is a grabber. How many of us on here actually do that? I do. Often. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > From: Gmail > Date: October 13, 2015 at 12:21:47 PM EDT > To: Larry Willis > Cc: "quad-list@eskimo.com" > Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > > Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. > > It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. > Bobbie > > > >> On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: >> >> Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. >> >> Larry Willis >> Retired and proud of it >> >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >>> From: RONALD L PRACHT >>> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >>> To: Quad-list Post >>> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >>> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >>> >>> Quad Life >>> >>> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >>> >>> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. >>> >>> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >>> >>> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as >>> so it seems. >>> >>> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the >>> hell that quad life demands. >>> >>> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just >>> because. >>> >>> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >>> >>> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have >>> no chance? >>> >>> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >>> nevertheless. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Ron
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Wow, right on the mark. Especially as the years and decades pass by. It's quite indescribable, but you came pretty fucking close. Bobbie > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >> From: RONALD L PRACHT >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >> To: Quad-list Post >> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >> >> Quad Life >> >> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >> >> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. >> >> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >> >> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as >> so it seems. >> >> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the >> hell that quad life demands. >> >> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. >> >> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >> >> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have >> no chance? >> >> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >> nevertheless. >> >> >> >> >> >> Ron
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That was moving, sad and true Meredith - Original Message - From: "RONALD L PRACHT" To: "quad-list" Sent: Tuesday, October 13, 2015 12:06:14 AM Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron
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Although I know the quad life is a difficult one to say the least we need to think and share more good thoughts. Looking for more positive thoughts! Not ever day is good but there is a little good in every day🙏 Nancy Pritchard 802-355-3449 Pall Spera Company Realtors, LLC PO Box 507 Morrisville, Vermont 05661 nancy.pritch...@pallspera.com
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Welcome back! Best Wishes, John s. Original message From: jume9...@comcast.net Date: 10/11/2015 4:56 PM (GMT-05:00) To: quad-list Subject: [QUAD-L] Back on list Hi all, How have you all been? I was unable to receive mail from this list for awhile. Now I am just sending a test to see if I can receive posts again. Meredith
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💕 > On Oct 13, 2015, at 6:56 AM, Larry Willis wrote: > > Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. > > Larry Willis > Retired and proud of it > > > Begin forwarded message: > >> Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com >> From: RONALD L PRACHT >> Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT >> To: Quad-list Post >> Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem >> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT >> >> Quad Life >> >> Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. >> >> As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. >> >> People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. >> >> Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as >> so it seems. >> >> I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the >> hell that quad life demands. >> >> Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. >> >> I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? >> >> Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have >> no chance? >> >> As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human >> nevertheless. >> >> >> >> >> >> Ron
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Wow, Ron, my feelings exactly. Exactly. Larry Willis Retired and proud of it Begin forwarded message: > Resent-From: quad-list@eskimo.com > From: RONALD L PRACHT > Date: October 13, 2015 at 3:06:14 AM EDT > To: Quad-list Post > Subject: [QUAD-L] Quick poem > Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT > > Quad Life > > Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. > > As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. > > People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. > > Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so > it seems. > > I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell > that quad life demands. > > Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. > > I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? > > Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no > chance? > > As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human > nevertheless. > > > > > > Ron
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Quad Life Every night when I go to bed, I pray to god to wake up dead. As morning comes, I always get scared, because another day must be beared. People say to look above, but all I get is abused and shoved. Life took a young man with hopes and dreams, and reduced him to nothing as so it seems. I try as I may to still be a man, during the bowell routines and all the hell that quad life demands. Everyones forgotten who I was , and treat me like shit just because. I started strong in this game, but when I think...who is to blame? Was I just another victim of circumstance or from the beginning did I have no chance? As the years go by it means less and less because I am still human nevertheless. Ron