Re: [TMIC] changes

2010-09-05 Thread Barbara Alma

Hi Linda,

Actually, when I started this therapy it was when I finally (after 18 months) 
admitted that I was not going to be waking up one morning whole and well again 
in the same situation that I was prior to TM.  I needed to face facts and I 
went into my bosses office and said that I'd finally given into my illness and 
was going to go out on disability.  I had gotten down to working 5 hrs that 
week, totally drained, and didn't even have energy for my PT.  She had been 
very patient with me and told me that as long as I wanted to work she'd work 
with me.  I knew I'd had it.

I then called my doctor's office and told them what had happened and asked for 
an appointment as I was finally ready for an anti-depressant.  They gave me an 
appointment that afternoon.  I then called our EAP (Employee Assistance 
Program) and let them know what I was doing and they wanted me to come in for 
an appointment as well, the next day.  

After seeing my own PCP that day, he then had me see a psychotherapist right 
after my appointment.  I have an HMO and they are all in the same building.  
Once he evaluated me he determined which drug anti-depressant to give me and 
thought I could possibly benefit from a group meeting for pain management, and 
it was run by my therapist and one that I had used a few years prior when I was 
having a bit of trouble with one of my sons.   The group consisted on people 
with migraines, fibromyalgia, etc, but nobody with any physical disability.  I 
joined the group and it was interesting hearing people's stories and the meds 
they were on.  The common thread was pain, not disability.  I stayed with the 
group until I moved, so for about 2 years, once a week.  The best part of the 
whole meeting was the meditation that we did at the end of each meeting.  
Sometimes I'd even be so relaxed that I'd fall asleep.  Their voices were so 
soothing.

Now, my current Neurologist runs another group, but I haven't joined that one.  
She told me I can come any time, but it's mostly people coming with problems 
with medications or wanting to change their meds and wanting to talk to others 
about their experiences, etc.  I was talking about seeing another 
psychotherapist and seeing if there was a group that was similiar to my old 
one.  

It's not a one size fits all, just like this group.  Not all will feel 
comfortable with them all, but it's worth a try with nothing to lose and plenty 
to gain if it makes you feel better.

Hugs, Barbara A in Auburn CA



-Original Message-
From: L T CHERPESKI cherp...@msn.com
To: wolft...@optonline.net; tmic-list@eskimo.com; Barbara Alma 
balmat...@aol.com
Sent: Sat, Sep 4, 2010 3:24 pm
Subject: Re: [TMIC] changes



Hi Barbara,
 
Great information you gave Kevin.  You suggested group therapy and that you had 
done it yourself.  Are you talking about for depression?  If so I can see how 
that would be very beneficial to physically be with others who share the same 
or similar depression issues. Is this what you meant and if so how did you get 
involved in a group therapy?  Sorry if this is obvious to everyone else except 
me - I just haven't heard of it.  Thanks
 
Linda 

- Original Message - 
From: Barbara Alma 
To: wolft...@optonline.net ; tmic-list@eskimo.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 02, 2010 10:34 PM
Subject: Re: [TMIC] changes


Hello Kevin,
 
How have you been?  It looks like you are finally getting some services and 
some medications.  Looks like you are on the right track.  I'm so thrilled to 
hear that you are getting physical therapy and the anti-depression meds.  Who 
knows how much better you'd be if you would have gotten this long ago, but at 
least you are getting them now.
 
It's hard work, but I hope that you will see some reward from the therapy.  If 
you can get strong enough to get out again, a group therapy may be a good 
situation for you.  I did that for quite some time prior to moving here and it 
helped me so much with my depression.  I should do it again, as I find myself 
slipping every now and then, like several times a year, and not pulling myself 
out too easily.  It's hard to start, but once you do, you'll find that you 
don't want to miss it.  I found that I felt that I was helping others and in 
turn it felt like I was helping myself.  Very much like the TMIC, but you get 
to do it in person, so you get that human contact that is necessary for us to 
thrive.

Hugs, Barbara A in Auburn CA



-Original Message-
From: Kevin Wolfthal wolft...@optonline.net
To: tmic-list@eskimo.com
Sent: Wed, Sep 1, 2010 11:55 am
Subject: [TMIC] changes


Hi Friends, 
 
Well, we're having another heatwave here in the northeast (CT), after almost 
winter weather 
a few weeks ago, weird. 
 
I've been trying some new things to try to feel 'human' again, and pull myself 
out of my depression. 
I started on the anti-depressant Lexapro about 3 weeks ago. No noticeable 
change yet, but I know it can 
take several weeks. At least

Re: [TMIC] changes

2010-09-04 Thread L T CHERPESKI
Hi Barbara,

Great information you gave Kevin.  You suggested group therapy and that you had 
done it yourself.  Are you talking about for depression?  If so I can see how 
that would be very beneficial to physically be with others who share the same 
or similar depression issues. Is this what you meant and if so how did you get 
involved in a group therapy?  Sorry if this is obvious to everyone else except 
me - I just haven't heard of it.  Thanks

Linda 
  - Original Message - 
  From: Barbara Almamailto:balmat...@aol.com 
  To: wolft...@optonline.netmailto:wolft...@optonline.net ; 
tmic-list@eskimo.commailto:tmic-list@eskimo.com 
  Sent: Thursday, September 02, 2010 10:34 PM
  Subject: Re: [TMIC] changes


  Hello Kevin,

  How have you been?  It looks like you are finally getting some services and 
some medications.  Looks like you are on the right track.  I'm so thrilled to 
hear that you are getting physical therapy and the anti-depression meds.  Who 
knows how much better you'd be if you would have gotten this long ago, but at 
least you are getting them now.

  It's hard work, but I hope that you will see some reward from the therapy.  
If you can get strong enough to get out again, a group therapy may be a good 
situation for you.  I did that for quite some time prior to moving here and it 
helped me so much with my depression.  I should do it again, as I find myself 
slipping every now and then, like several times a year, and not pulling myself 
out too easily.  It's hard to start, but once you do, you'll find that you 
don't want to miss it.  I found that I felt that I was helping others and in 
turn it felt like I was helping myself.  Very much like the TMIC, but you get 
to do it in person, so you get that human contact that is necessary for us to 
thrive.

  Hugs, Barbara A in Auburn CA



  -Original Message-
  From: Kevin Wolfthal wolft...@optonline.net
  To: tmic-list@eskimo.com
  Sent: Wed, Sep 1, 2010 11:55 am
  Subject: [TMIC] changes


  Hi Friends, 
   
  Well, we're having another heatwave here in the northeast (CT), after almost 
winter weather 
  a few weeks ago, weird. 
   
  I've been trying some new things to try to feel 'human' again, and pull 
myself out of my depression. 
  I started on the anti-depressant Lexapro about 3 weeks ago. No noticeable 
change yet, but I know it can 
  take several weeks. At least no bad side effects like I had with Lyrica and 
Cymbalta. 
   
  I'm also getting physical therapy at home three days a week, which is kicking 
my butt, (fatigue, pain), and 
  will be starting occupational therapy for my hands. Last week, my BP was low, 
and still is in the 
  100/60 area. Before that it was 120/70. I am treated for high BP and have a 
call in to my doctor about 
  this. Maybe it has to do with PT after being sedentary for so long? 
   
  Anyway, I'm trying to be proactive about things..not easy for me. 
   
  Wishing you all the best. 
  Kevin 
   


Re: [TMIC] changes

2010-09-02 Thread Janice Nichols
Keep up the good work - it will pay off.  I take Zoloft and it has 
really helped - haven't felt the need to kill

anyone for quite a while.
Janice

--
From: Kevin Wolfthal wolft...@optonline.net
Sent: Wednesday, September 01, 2010 1:55 PM
To: tmic-list@eskimo.com
Subject: [TMIC] changes



Hi Friends,

Well, we're having another heatwave here in the northeast (CT), after 
almost winter weather

a few weeks ago, weird.

I've been trying some new things to try to feel 'human' again, and pull 
myself out of my depression.
I started on the anti-depressant Lexapro about 3 weeks ago. No noticeable 
change yet, but I know it can
take several weeks. At least no bad side effects like I had with Lyrica 
and Cymbalta.


I'm also getting physical therapy at home three days a week, which is 
kicking my butt, (fatigue, pain), and
will be starting occupational therapy for my hands. Last week, my BP was 
low, and still is in the
100/60 area. Before that it was 120/70. I am treated for high BP and have 
a call in to my doctor about

this. Maybe it has to do with PT after being sedentary for so long?

Anyway, I'm trying to be proactive about things..not easy for me.

Wishing you all the best.
Kevin






Re: [TMIC] changes

2010-09-02 Thread Barbara Alma

Hello Kevin,

How have you been?  It looks like you are finally getting some services and 
some medications.  Looks like you are on the right track.  I'm so thrilled to 
hear that you are getting physical therapy and the anti-depression meds.  Who 
knows how much better you'd be if you would have gotten this long ago, but at 
least you are getting them now.

It's hard work, but I hope that you will see some reward from the therapy.  If 
you can get strong enough to get out again, a group therapy may be a good 
situation for you.  I did that for quite some time prior to moving here and it 
helped me so much with my depression.  I should do it again, as I find myself 
slipping every now and then, like several times a year, and not pulling myself 
out too easily.  It's hard to start, but once you do, you'll find that you 
don't want to miss it.  I found that I felt that I was helping others and in 
turn it felt like I was helping myself.  Very much like the TMIC, but you get 
to do it in person, so you get that human contact that is necessary for us to 
thrive.

Hugs, Barbara A in Auburn CA



-Original Message-
From: Kevin Wolfthal wolft...@optonline.net
To: tmic-list@eskimo.com
Sent: Wed, Sep 1, 2010 11:55 am
Subject: [TMIC] changes


Hi Friends, 
 
Well, we're having another heatwave here in the northeast (CT), after almost 
winter weather 
a few weeks ago, weird. 
 
I've been trying some new things to try to feel 'human' again, and pull myself 
out of my depression. 
I started on the anti-depressant Lexapro about 3 weeks ago. No noticeable 
change yet, but I know it can 
take several weeks. At least no bad side effects like I had with Lyrica and 
Cymbalta. 
 
I'm also getting physical therapy at home three days a week, which is kicking 
my butt, (fatigue, pain), and 
will be starting occupational therapy for my hands. Last week, my BP was low, 
and still is in the 
100/60 area. Before that it was 120/70. I am treated for high BP and have a 
call in to my doctor about 
this. Maybe it has to do with PT after being sedentary for so long? 
 
Anyway, I'm trying to be proactive about things..not easy for me. 
 
Wishing you all the best. 
Kevin 
 



[TMIC] changes

2010-09-01 Thread Kevin Wolfthal


Hi Friends,

Well, we're having another heatwave here in the northeast (CT), after 
almost winter weather

a few weeks ago, weird.

I've been trying some new things to try to feel 'human' again, and pull 
myself out of my depression.
I started on the anti-depressant Lexapro about 3 weeks ago. No 
noticeable change yet, but I know it can
take several weeks. At least no bad side effects like I had with Lyrica 
and Cymbalta.


I'm also getting physical therapy at home three days a week, which is 
kicking my butt, (fatigue, pain), and
will be starting occupational therapy for my hands. Last week, my BP was 
low, and still is in the
100/60 area. Before that it was 120/70. I am treated for high BP and 
have a call in to my doctor about

this. Maybe it has to do with PT after being sedentary for so long?

Anyway, I'm trying to be proactive about things..not easy for me.

Wishing you all the best.
Kevin



Re: [TMIC] changes

2010-09-01 Thread john snodgrass
go hard when you can,dont when you can not.

--- On Wed, 9/1/10, Kevin Wolfthal wolft...@optonline.net wrote:


From: Kevin Wolfthal wolft...@optonline.net
Subject: [TMIC] changes
To: tmic-list@eskimo.com
Date: Wednesday, September 1, 2010, 2:55 PM



Hi Friends,

Well, we're having another heatwave here in the northeast (CT), after almost 
winter weather
a few weeks ago, weird.

I've been trying some new things to try to feel 'human' again, and pull myself 
out of my depression.
I started on the anti-depressant Lexapro about 3 weeks ago. No noticeable 
change yet, but I know it can
take several weeks. At least no bad side effects like I had with Lyrica and 
Cymbalta.

I'm also getting physical therapy at home three days a week, which is kicking 
my butt, (fatigue, pain), and
will be starting occupational therapy for my hands. Last week, my BP was low, 
and still is in the
100/60 area. Before that it was 120/70. I am treated for high BP and have a 
call in to my doctor about
this. Maybe it has to do with PT after being sedentary for so long?

Anyway, I'm trying to be proactive about things..not easy for me.

Wishing you all the best.
Kevin