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Hi Mike, Feb.11/'11
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 10:10 AM, Mickel mickel1...@blueyonder.co.ukwrote:
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Hi Aarre
First thing, I hope you don't mind me asking, is that your real name, I
have never come across that in my life before, where does it come from, I
would be interested.
Yes, it's my real name. My mother was born in Finland, and she raised me
and gave me my name. Aarre means 'treasure', pelto mean 'field, as in
farmer's field', and maa means 'the land or whole country'. Thus treasure
field-land. The actual 'Peltomaa' is a farm that I revisited with my
mother this last summer. In the 1800's, when someone moved to a different
farm, he took the name of the farm, so he had to change his name each time
he moved! Thank goodness they didn't move too often. Finnish names use a
lot of geographical descriptions like bays, lakes, rivers, trees, rocks,
etc. If you see a Finnish name ending in 'nen', it means of or belonging to
some place. Kivinen is of the rock, Lahtinen is of the bay, Jarvinen is of
the lake, etc. Thanks for asking; I have to blow through a bit of
embarrassment, as I've never been asked that before on an open forum. Do
you want us to know your last name, or do you prefer to remain
fabian/confidential about that?
I have heard that lecture by LRH and I have often wondered where certain
behviour patterns I have come from, do they originate in childhood and then
we forget them or do they originate in past lives or earlier universes.
I believe most of my upset is in past lives, but several, including Robert
Ducharme, who developed R3X (routine 3 expanded), have suggested that most
of this lifetime charge/upset is tied up in prenatal incidents. I haven't
decided what to believe about it yet, but it stands to reason that you can
create a lot more postulates in 76 trillion years than you can in one
lifetime. But the postulates relating to this lifetime might be given a lot
more importance/weighting/emphasis, and thus be more 'keyed in' than the
not current stuff. Dennis talked about importance/urgency/intensity in a
postulate being important in how it affects us. I know that I don't know,
and that's a higher awareness than I had when I was a teenager. When I was
a teenager, I arrogantly thought that I knew everything. The more that I
learn, the more that I realize that I don't know a lot still. It ultimately
probably doesn't matter anyway, as long as one is doing the TROM the way
that we've been told works. I currently agree with Dennis that everything
in the physical universe is knowable, and that when we get to the completion
of level 5, we can know it if we want to. I can't prove that that datum is
true, but have decided to accept it as a truth for working purposes under
the postulate that I will find out when I get there if it's true or not. I
believe that we won't be disappointed. Actually, my compulsion to know
everything is shrinking as I do my TROM, and I get more balanced on the 4
know postulates.
I have run a lot of past lives and earlier universes on people when I was
in Scientology and they do seem pretty real to me, not just some book or TV
program they may have read in the past and then forgotten that they are
recounting.
As an avid science fiction reader in the past I have heard some pretty
remarkable things from PCs the like I have never come across in Sci Fi
books.
I agree. My many past track incidents are beyond this lifetime belief. Ask
Colleen; she's audited me well over a hundred hours all over the time
track. I couldn't have dreamed that stuff up out of my wildest imagination!
At the moment I am recovering from a serious illness which occurred last
year in July and will soon be on my way to full recovery, the Grim Reaper is
very disapointed and has gone off for more easy pickings, either that or he
decided there was a lot more suffering I could endure yet on the physical
plane (thats supposed to be a bit of humour).
So at the moment I am using processes such as EFT and QE and also I try to
get a meditation period in every day also training myself to take life just
a bit easier instead of rushing around like a mad thing, stressing myself
out, just sitting there and Being.
What happened in July? Do you have current pain? I agree that rushing
around like a mad thing at this current time isn't something that I want to
do. As stated earlier, I don't know for sure why I don't like being rushed,
but I have a lot of anecdotes. Do you remember that in the Marcab
Confederacy, there were race tracks, where they raced to the 'death', and
only the winner got to live. It was a pretty sick, fd up society. An
extremely compulsory games condition society. Profit[?] and[?]
Exploitation[?]are not erasable junior goals, and
