Hi Tille,
You're not a bad programmer. Contests don't mean jack shit. My advice is
to spend more time creating and less time competing. If you like
competing, remember that it's just for fun.
So what to do now? Build something! Put your skills and your imagination
towards creating something
I have been an programmer my whole life, and it is my passion. I have done
many problems, I've helped a lot to other coders, and I've made contests
online constest in topcoder, codeforces a lot of times. On top of all of
this, I surround myself with other contesters as friends. Sadly, I recently