Ive been moving fics over to my personal LJ while we're waiting for squidge to come back online...Its got me adding some new bits and pieces to some of the fics....this is just a small bit to an old WIP
Fandom: Xfiles Pairing: Mulder/Krycek Rating: FRM Summary: Every man has a breaking point Note: I started this with Krycek one armed, but with all the other stuff, Ive changed that so he at least has benefit of both hands. Warning: Discussion of child molestation Previous chapters can be read on my LJ at http://www.livejournal.com/users/peja1956/13684.html#cutid1 <center>On The Wings Of Never By Peja</center> (9) Mulder watched the passionate rage drain out of Jetts sparkling eyes, replaced by dim regret. Felt the tension drain in the proud body as he slumped against him and thought for a moment that Jett had fled. "It cost him his sanity." Jett whispered again, raggedly. "He took all the torment on himself. Protected us from the hurt that was our life. And it destroyed him." He drew a shuddering breath. "We.... destroyed him." "You cant shoulder that, Jett," Mulder said, tugging the man deeper into his embrace and rocking him gently. "Krycek is....was a smart man. A survivor. He knew what he was doing." Jett shook his head. "The oil shook him. He wasnt thinking. Just reacting." He pushed against Mulder, but Mulders arms tightened holding him relentlessly and finally the man settled, panting against Mulders chest. "We felt his fear. I begged him to let me out from under. I thought if we could take the fear together we could get out of there whole, but he said Spender would find out about the rest of us. That the only way any of us where gonna get out alive was if he took it all." Jett drew a shuddering breath. "Im not Krycek. I dont have his strength. I....Im gonna get us caught and he would have gone mad for nothing." "No, Jett.," Mulder murmured against his hair. "Youre going to be fine. Im here now. Ill protect you." The man in he arms laughed harshly. "Its all so easy for you, isn't it? Just say what you want and that's the way it is. Screw the world. Mulder is God, isn't that right?" He shoved away. "Is that what Krycek thinks, Jett? That I've got a god complex?" Mulder asked gently. "I know I haven't given you that impression this evening, and you say Alex loves me so I doubt he feels like that about me, so it must be coming from Krycek, am I right?" Jett cast a dark glare over his shoulder. "Go to hell, bastard." "I want to help you, Jett. You, Bobby, Alex...." "And Krycek?" Jett demanded, his eyes narrowed to dangerous slits. "Do you want to help my Krycek too?" Mulder's lips thinned. "Believe it or not, for whatever god forsaken reason there might be, yes, I want to help Krycek too." He sighed heavily. "Lord, if there is a god, he must be laughing his ass off right now, but I have to bring that murderous Russian back from the abyss for my own sanity. END this part Tell me what you think of this...and what you'd like to see happen next PEJA Come check out the automated version of Makebelieve: http://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/index.php I'm looking for archivers on the lists. Preferably would like someone from each Makebelieve list. If you are interested helping out contact me off list at [EMAIL PROTECTED] Now hosting English and Non-English fiction __________________________________ Yahoo! Mail - PC Magazine Editors' Choice 2005 http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Life without art & music? Keep the arts alive today at Network for Good! http://us.click.yahoo.com/FXrMlA/dnQLAA/Zx0JAA/kkxxlB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> this list is archived at: http://www.squidge.org/~peja/ Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ThereBeSlashHere/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
