Sal: I do understand and my heart goes out to you because I am where you are. I have tried so hard to no avail. this the first time in my life that I got sick and no one said "don't worry...you will get better". What I try to do is limit the time that I feel sorry for myself..simply because it serves no purpose. Hang in there...we all get down and depressed...that is what the list is for! Regards, Rob in New Jersey
________________________________ From: sal r [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Monday, March 24, 2008 2:43 PM To: tm Subject: [TMIC] just another gloomy day Have you ever just felt that no matter how positive you are, it just doesnt help? this may sound funny but at this point in my life, before i keep going i am very thankful for the recovery i have made so far....but like i was saying have u ever seen those cartoons where they put a carrot in front of the horse to get it to move and the poor horse however hard he tries he just cant get it even though its so close to him...well thats how i feel...i have so much recovery (again very thankful) but however hard i try i have felt ive reached a milestone life and will not recover more then this...then i ask myself...whats the point of ongoing rehab? and i have no answer...sorry if i sound negative but need to clear my head...no one else i can talk to that will understand... ________________________________ Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. <http://us.rd.yahoo.com/evt=51438/*http://www.yahoo.com/r/hs>
