JUDE SWEETIE:
YOU DON'T HAVE TO APOLOGIZE TO ME. WE ALL SAY AND WRITE THINGS WE REGRET. I KNOW SINCE TM ARRIVED HERE, THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I AM A COMPLETE B- - -H AND ALWAYS TO THE ONES I LOVE THE MOST. I KNOW DEPRESSION AND SELF PITY ARE PROBABLY THE CAUSE, AT LEAST FOR ME. HOWEVER, SINCE I HAVE FOUND THIS SITE, I HAVE MORE GOOD DAYS THAN BAD BECAUSE HERE I KNOW I HAVE FRIENDS THAT UNDERSTAND AND FORGIVE. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND DON'T WANT YOU TO GO ANYWHERE ELSE BUT HERE. I ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ON A POST AND WHEN I DON'T SEE YOU FOR A WHILE I HOPE YOU ARE DOING GOOD. BLESS YOU JUDE AND PLEASE POST WHENEVER YOU FEEL UP TO IT. PATTI - WISCONSIN From: heyjude48...@aol.com [mailto:heyjude48...@aol.com] Sent: Saturday, August 01, 2009 1:30 AM To: TMIC-LIST@eskimo.com Subject: [TMIC] Regrets from Jude To all on the TM List, Whether you have been on this list for a short time or a very long time, I address my comments to you and I promise not to take up too much of your time. Ever since I joined this List, I have had a tendency to make remarks and write email that has resulted in hurting someone's feelings. I have deeply offended some of the persons whom I most respect in the World, and have never meant to do so. I don't know what is wrong with me. I promise you that I will get help with this continuing issue. I have a friend whom is a psychologist and she says that she will help me with whatever I need. As I have asked you before...please forgive my heartfelt apology. I feel like I have been such an ass to make the comments that I have in some of my emails. I will find elsewhere to go, but before I do, there are people I must take the time to thank. Elle, you know that you are the first person I ever exchanged email with shortly after I became changed by Transverse Myelitis. I must thank you for the unwaivering friendship, the ongoing love, phone calls, email cards and cards when I was in the hospital. Without you and the Prayers you offered up in my name, I never would have lived through that long and mighty illness. I love you, Jude _____
