We've been talking how this disease has affected our friendships but
only how others have treated us because of this disease.
I need to make apologies to a lovely person who extended the hand of
friendship (during that early period of the disease) to me and in my
pain, anger and confusion I just trashed the whole relationship,
taking advantage of her in the process. I know for a fact she is very
angry and hurt and if I don't make amends for the damage I did, her
opinion of me would be correct.
It has been painful for me to look back with unclouded eyes at my
behavior but if I want to recover and grow in my soul and spirit
just as my body has recently experienced I need to do this.
Encouragement and similar experiences would be greatly appreciated.
Mindy the Artisan
