-->> .. mundane is the most reitereated word .. 1/3 rd real.. and i dunno..miss Amanda and Jan like f7ck .. and damm..Neil can post anything cool,new and unique about Ninja Turtles..i'd be much more (literally) intrested in jumping in a dumpster of broken glass.. .. some special things make me keep myself ..& one very special thing is making me so maddeningly anchored.. i'm almost pissed to hell.. ..i need to imbed hot things in my flesh .. ..Mrs. B has passed.. and familier fodders amount to nothing.. "she wouldn't want you to do this.. she wouldn't want you to feel that.. she is in a better place.. she is out of suffereing..What would donatello do??.. yayayayaya".. ..Mr.B is crushed and thier grandson really is trying to make sence of things.. kid's deaf.. extremely sad and confused.. he talks on the phone.. can't really make what he is saying.. but the jibbered voice on the line is distraught as hell.. ..Jasen has always been a handful.. but Jasen didn't have nothing.. his mom couldn't handle herself or him.. so she dumped him on her parents.. ..despite all the crazy stuff.. Jasen has been a damm strong kid..facing and doing things.. i really thought was tight as hell..kid braces the computer like a whiz (3-d Vis,Photoshop,3-d max,Quark,PageMaker,Dream Weaver,Priemer,Final Cut,Free Hand,Illustrator,yayaya) ..he should be.. back when, we made these insane little movies that made no sence what so ever in the old 'Mario Paind' SNES game.."Ninja Turtles and the Power Rangers are Friends" ..always had the Rangers and the Turtles some how teaming up.. then suddenly our whole movie had Shredder taking over a Zord and the Super Man came to help out.. and then next thing you know Jasen ,who cast himself in the show as having a secret identity as as a member of the Denver Broncos.. gawd.. .. the Barringers' ideaology and convictions i had a real hard time dealing with.. extreme conservative revaltionists.. so out about not living in the 'moment'.. but sh7t.. they opened their heart and home to this shakey,shifty kid who just happened to know a less than adequate amount of sign language .. i mean.. they never liked how i dressed but just took me as is.. and thru this developed family.. and at an extreme point for me.. i needed that so bad.. one time i was so mannically suicidal.. at the mall with Jasen.. i ran to the 3rd story ledge above the ice arena hangin' there.. damm crippled kid.. went up the escalator by him self.. some how with his walker.. which he needs .. w/ the damm mall cops.... dunno.. Mr. and Mrs.B raised a pretty intresting kid.. ..and still they always treated me as one of theirs.. some times it got real deep.. Mrs. B offered motherly advice,and Mr. B older gentleman.. who so loved both that pain in the a55 kid.. and Mrs. B.. who .. for the past 6 years.. had been in and out of hospital and nursing homes.. he was carting Jasen and me like a taxi.. and some how managed to feed every one and take care of Mrs.B.. and give me rides home n' to school.. it was amazing.. ..They represented the strongest sence of family .. something really solid and ah.. it was.. good.. .. that was real.. . . .. it's all twisted now and blank.. i'm not real.. and i cling to dead things.. whatever.. i'll go play more lady day.. to f8ckin' dead inside to type anymore of this.. **~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Them that's got shall get, them that's not shall lose, so the Bible said, and it still is news. Mama may have, Papa may have, but God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own. Yes, the strong gets more while the weak ones fade. Empty pockets don't ever make the grade. Mama may have, Papa may have, but God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own. Money, you've got lots of friends, crowding round the door. When you're gone and spending ends, they don't come no more. Rich relations give crusts of bread and such. You can help yourself, but don't take too much. Mama may have, Papa may have, but God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own. Mama may have, Papa may have, but God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own. He jus' don't worry 'bout nuthin', 'cause he's got his own. >v<
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