Re: The Complete Manual of Suicide?
That is pretty much how it was for me as well, Dark.
For me everything just felt cold and numb. No emotion could penetrate my shell aside from guilt and lots of it. Every day was an agony, the very feeling of existing felt painful and like a sort of friction, as if being in a car crash in with the crash never quite happening; if that makes any sense.
Just cold and pain. I had a similar time displacement effect which felt the same though everything felt isolated, unimportant and slow. I had times when an hour of class felt like a week.
It was easily the worst three years of my life.
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