Re: childhood scares?

hi.
yeh.
so i want to tell anothe thing i was scared of. anasthesia. i have passed over atleast 30 surgeryes, including 8 to open my nose. only in this year i can to breth from the nose. all the life only over a mouth. not only that, but i'm not blind only, but i am have a dezeez which it's name ectodermal displasia. i don't have tees, i have a littlebit of hare, blind, and problem with my skin that it is more of the time dry, and i don't feel that, but saying to me that i having a problems in the hands and legs bones, the fingers on the hand (i don't how describe it), but my father telling that they are not correctly placed. mutation.
but i am going to standart school, and have a happy life.
i dreaming some times also about anasthetia over a mask. when i geting anasthetia to my hand and to the blood, it's ok. but when i geting an anasthetia over a mask, you feeling a discusting smell, and your head spinns. there was one time also, when all my skin (if i understood well) has disapeared, only the meat left. it was when i was a baby.
but we with my grandma beliving, that the lord will do something and i'll have a tees, eyes and etc.
but the thing i wanted to say is that i am scare of anasthetia.
also, maybe you know, there is a game which could (time of reaction.) you puting a card with a question on that inside somekind of clock, and turning it on. it starting to make sound like "trrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..." and makes a lowd boom. it is scary. i shouting and runing away from that.
also a littlebit i am afraid of my father. he is good, "soft", but the thing is that he is a traditional jew, but i am a messianic jew who beliving in jesus christ. he saw that i looking at christian websites, and took the y fy. also i have the new testament in my computer, and every time when my father sits next to my computer, i am afraid that he will not discover the new testament and some sermons. he doesn't know that i am beliving in jesus.
about snakes: i am not afrid of them, but they are soft when touching them. also i am afraid of speed. i was twice one roller coaster, but didn't liked it. roller coaster for children. it was a scary speed, and i of the i am afrid (i was with my father on roller coaster) during the slide down, i gave my father some punches. sometimes in dreams hapens almost the same thing. in one dream i was on my spinning chair and it started to spinn realy fast, that i am almost fleu from it. i am also afraid of small things like rice, gravel and etc. and because of that, i am not playing almost side scrollers, or games with pits. i am afraid that when the player is falling, i'll heare a sound of gravel. i am afraid also to listen to gravel sounds. but if you tell me that there are not gravel in tous pits, i maybe will play that game:
battle zone,
adventure at c,
scrolling battles.
in that list plea se tell me if there are gravel in the pit or not.
and final question of topic:
if someone downloaded the trance which i uploaded, tell me it's name if you know.
thanks.
kamochek.

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