I don't know... I still haven't finished the rat (I busied myself with
system administration and web tasks again this morning).  I know most of you
wouldn't give a rat's ass (pun intended) about that model, and I committed
to a timeframe where I would move on to Startide Rising at noon today wether
or not the rat was done.

Startide should proceed much better than the rat, as the tasks I have to
complete are simple (so I won't impress myself into a stupor) and I know
what needs to be done.  There are just a lot of things to do to prepare it
for the weekend render.  If I get it done early, I will finish the rat
after.  If I don't finish on time I will probably have a nervous breakdown,
take a knife to the cable feed to my room, rip out my computer's network
card, padlock my book cabinet and throw away the key, and super-glue my hand
to the stylus of my talbet until I get the startide scene done.

Michael Harney
[EMAIL PROTECTED]

I am starting to think I have a fear of success.  Probably because I resent
the idea of being stuck in a 9 to 5 job for the next 30-40 years, no matter
how good the job.  Then to retire when I am too old to enjoy it.  Then die a
lonely man, because the chance of me getting a woman to share my life with
is about as good as my odds of winning the lottery.  Oops, I was supposed to
start the nervous breakdown only if I didn't finish on time.  Well, it never
hurts to practice.  Now it's time to sit down with my notebook and plan out
the Startide scene in detail.

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