Very beautifully spoken. Thank you.

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Llundrub" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
wrote:
> My experience of the sidhis is that they manifest in my 
personality, because the sidhis are aspects of our personalities. I 
haven't felt any sort of fear due to their practice, like fear that 
I might fall from awakening, no, my regular activity sponsors those 
notions.  Over my life I have developed all the characteristics that 
the sidhis were supposed to create such as greater friendliness, 
compassion, etc... especially in the transcendence and senses 
sutras. However, as MMY intended they also show me how pure I am.  I 
am not pure. I need much work. I never claimed Brahman 
Consciousness, as I believe it means nothing especial.  Just a more 
egoic notion of turiya. Albeit a more wholistic notion. I honestly 
think that the notion of humans having sidhis in this century is a 
prerequisite for being burned alive, so choose to display if that's 
your choice, but I wouldn't. Not with Ratzinger watching.
> 
> Nonetheless, I don't feel awakening could have happened without 
direct introduction to the steady state of the Dharmata. Though I 
knew what it and I was noone had ever empowered me to it wholly and 
dgiven me the keys to the kingdon prior to my Vajrayana Gurus such 
as Kunzang Dechen Lingpa, Karma Llundrub Rinpoche, Penor Rinpoche, 
Dalai Lama. These were truely empowering people who said, "Now you 
have the entire doctrine, you are a truth holder and chakra 
turner."  They gave me all this and more and freely gave it not 
judging me by my limited skin color, personality, or any relative 
consideration. I received the most deepest Kalachakra initiation of 
the Vajra Master from HHDL,an initiation not normally given by HHDL. 
Though I was not givent the secret word empowerment which is the 
final, and one which I certainly do not deserve.
> 
> Maharishi never gave me jack. I payed for it all. I'm ok with 
that, but he never gave me empowerments to be a better personality. 
Or empowered my personality to act as the vehicle for everyone's 
attainment. No, Buddha only gave me that.  Until one is specifically 
called and given the keys to the vehicle they ain't going nowhere. 
> 
> Maybe this Raaj thing is just that. But I got mine on the cheap so 
I don't need it. I have found that the sidhis don't accomplish much 
in the relative due to my lack of enlightenment. But if I can accept 
things as they are and get down with that then the sidhis manifest 
in terms of wholeness of desire, that is, my desires are for a huge 
accomplishment, or sidhi style accomplishment, and not for small 
things, such as material desires. 
> 
> On the other hand, I have no desires for sidhis either, as the 
supreme sidhi of final accomplishment is what I desire. I would like 
to levitate but it wouldn't mean shit as noone can even comprehend 
me now. So why fly out of mind. Nonetheless I think some of you will 
accomplish this and then split the earth. That's not my goal. I 
can't rapture on out with you guys. The first shall be last and all 
that. So sidhis or not, good luck and I'll hopefully see you all on 
the other side. Ramble, ramble. 
> 
> I want to clarify.  Sidhis are ok, but not all that. They 
certainly don't necessarily make one enlightened, or produce 
enlightenment for others, especially at the steep price one pays in 
actual money. No Bodhisattva can really get down with them, as they 
are glorified ignorance. 
> 
> The simple Dharmata is the truth and it doesn't translate into the 
dualistic mind which is why one must accept their ignorance and be 
cool with it. Because ignorance is the flip of knowledge both of 
which are relative and dualistic. When ignorance is accepted then so 
also enlightenment. And both are discounted by the percentage of the 
Dharmata experienced. Final state is either complete ignorance and 
enlightenment or no ignorance and no enlightenment. But not one or 
the other. 
> 
> Don't get it, then you must ask Mahakali for help understanding. 
When the ignorance is also accepted other than being fought tooth 
and nail then, and only then, can one experience the present without 
resentment. And in the present all the Devas are winking.
> 






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