--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "It's just a ride" <bill.hicks.all.a.r...@...> wrote:
> OMG! A year ago, despite my man heresies, I saw nothing wrong with > this. Of course Maharishi's every message, the TMO's every message > made perfect sense, even if I couldn't find the sense in it. I was a > pod person. > > I have many friends who ran for the Natural Law Party, who follow > every bit of Maharishi Joytish, Maharishi Ayurveda, MVVT, whatever > they can afford, who are expecting me to come in the Spring to IA and > are used to my supporting them on IA. I dare not speak my heresy to > them. It is lonely when you disengage yourself from the Matrix. > Suddenly it's just you and billions of other souls. You no longer > feel a kinship with a few thousand hypnotized people. > May I ask, how did you happen to disengage? I sometimes wonder how likely it is for a long term true believer to give it up and lose faith. And whether it simply is a drifting away or a more sudden "aha" moment.
