Dear Judy, What the hell took you so long :-).

I knew if anyone could objectively see the truth it would be your clear 
intellect free of any projections, pain, fears and insecurities.

Yes I never threatened suicide, I did talk of death and dying. The energy was 
such.

Looking back I can see much was it my body, mind, ego freaking out. But trust 
me 
two times my body went cold, dead yet I was aware.

Once I called my ex told her I was dying and I wished to see the children. Both 
her and my roommate were freaked out. I told them they should cremate my body, 
I 
threatened them that they should not call 911 since I just wanted to die 
peacefully.

Another time was in Boston, I was perfectly aware and I asked brother to check 
my pulse, he confirmed it. Again I asked him not to call 911 or involve anyone. 
Trust me it was very hard on my brother and sister-in-law. I am forever 
indebted 
to them for their trust and love.

So yes plenty of posts on death and dying but none on suicide, or threats of 
suicide, killing or trying to physically harm others.

Love - Ravi.



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From: authfriend <jst...@panix.com>
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sat, December 10, 2011 9:40:46 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Ravi Yogi's unconditional apology to raunchydog

   
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "raunchydog" <raunchydog@...> wrote:
<snip>
> I found the thread for May 2010, by searching Rick's posts.
> I read a few of them just enough to know you even fooled Judy,
> which is really quite an accomplishment. The thread starts
> here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/247869

Excuse me, in what sense did Ravi "fool" me, raunchy?

He's acknowledged that he was *psychotic* during those
few days:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/282658

We were right to be concerned. He wasn't "crying wolf," he
was genuinely freaking out. But he did not, to the best of
my recollection, ever actually threaten suicide.

The worst of those posts are now gone from the archive,
by the way (both Yahoo's and the Mail Archive). Either Ravi
or one of the moderators deleted them at some point.

One of the reasons I'm pretty confident he didn't threaten
suicide was that I emailed Rick privately during that time
to express my concerns, and I called Rick's attention to
Ravi's having mentioned several times the possibility of
dying. *I* said I thought that might indicate he was
thinking of suicide, but it wasn't an explicit threat. He
was in such psychic turmoil it may well have seemed to him
that he was dying.

He wasn't trying to "fool" anybody that he was in a bad
way. He *was* in a bad way. Thank God he came through it.


 

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