Thank you both!
Yes, vashti, you are absolutely correct -- I am supremely happy, in
an ordinary sort of way. Home is where the heart is, all right :-)
And as it happens, OMG/Akasha/Newmorning(samechit?) is also
absolutely correct. When collapsing into the particle-mes I did a
*lot* of weeping with joy in the Dome. While the overall particle-
appreciation of my ordinary/cosmic qualities was utterly
overwhelming, and they/we were most pleased with the beauty of
everyOne, I suspect that to most bysitters the "divine" snot
streaming out of my nose wasn't all that pretty. "Flow, soma, in a
sweet and invigorating stream..." :-)
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "vashtirama" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
>
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, new.morning <no_reply@>
wrote:
> >
> > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "vashtirama" <vashtirama@>
wrote:
> > >
> >
> > > > > Well, I did think it sounded a bit weird, but I
> > > > > didn't want to "pile on" just in case it was
> > > > > one-a-them, you know, deep experiences...
> > > >
> > > > Darn, I thought it was Rory entering the 28th Nakshatra
state of
> > > > consciousness, the hidden one, beyond the 27 he has
enumerated (but
> > > > oddly seems reluctant to reveal this huge uncoveringor
27+Nakshatra
> > > > States of Consciousness to his Guru Deva), and his Solar
angels'
> Solar
> > > > Angel's, Solar Angels -- sort of the parampara Solar Angel --
> who was
> > > > Rory -- was crucified on the cross of Pure Knowledge, as
the 27
> prior
> > > > states exploded in his solar plexus, the fusion of all lower
and
> > > > higher states, in the form of an inverted golden polyhedron,
> with 108
> > > > dancing rudras around its axis, all while his head, which
was a big
> > > > Brahman, craddled in Alex's arms, a lesser Brahman, on the
floor of
> > > > Revelations -- (a particle of Brahman-- not yet realizing
that)
> > > > ("Revelations" -- literally and figuratively), while the
devas
> wept.
> > > >
> > > > Like Judy, I didn't comment, not wanting to "pile on" -- and
be seen
> > > > by the wise and dignified like Turq, as questioning a heavy
> > > > experience. Besides, I had that experience last year, its so
passe.
> > > >
> > >
> > > I kinda thought so too, for reasons very close to what you just
> > > described, except I don't know why you say "Darn", and I'm not
sure
> > > about the devas weeping.
> > >
> >
> > Hi Vashti,
> >
> > Nice to have you back. My post was a flowing humor rift/parody -
- so
> > i am not sure I can explain in full. "Darn" was sort of mock
> > disappointment at Alex saying it was not a "real" death of
> > ego/individuality thing -- and thus mock disappointment at not
having
> > some colorful Rory story of what that paticular death was all
about.
> >
> > As far as "the devas wept" -- I could have gone a number of ways
with
> > that -- but I sort of was trying to get at "wept with joy" at
the
> > evolutionary stroke of it all, yet wept with grief at the loss
off
> > such a shining and stellar soul/individuality.
> >
> > Humor (if thats what one can call my rift -- its what I was
aiming at
> > -- and with the expectation that Rory would get a big belly
laugh from
> > it) just sort of flows out. I write the flow, particularly if it
makes
> > me laugh or smile. But as turq will tell you I am a pissant,
snake,
> > poor excuse for a human being with huge "issues" :) so what
makes me
> > laugh may not coincide with mainstream humor.
> >
> > new.morning (aka akasha / OMG)
> >
>
> new.morning (hi OMG!)--and Rory:
> I forget to watch for the unintended ways emails can sound so I
meant
> that I enjoyed yours, got the lightheartedness you meant, I could
> easily hear a ringing laugh from Rory over it, and responded in the
> same spirit--not from a critical place in case you wondered--that I
> thought it cleverly written and would tweak the devas part; more
> likely singing in marvelous choruses, and the "why 'darn'?"
because it
> must have happened like that on some level as opposed to you being
> mistaken. But of course weeping from joy works just as well, and
adds
> just a touch of poignant ambiguity.
>
> Rory, you sound radiantly happy there! I am glad for you.
> Vashti
>
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