Hi Kris, My name is Wendy. I just finished reading all your posts on little Luna. I teared up reading your words. It brought back fresh memories of losing my precious Cricket. He died from anemia just like your Little Luna. It's been almost a year now. He was my baby. I know just how you feel and you have every right to grieve just how you need to. I had SUCH a hard time getting over losing Cricket. It broke my heart watching him deteriorate from the anemia over a period of a few weeks. I'll never forget the look on his face that last day when I came home from work (I could barely stand to be at work and could not concentrate on anything) when he came out from under our dresser like he had been waiting all day for me to get home and he just looked up at me with that look, and meowed at me, which he never did. I'll never forget it. Once he was gone, I realized what a blessing I had been given by being able to be with him as he passed on. So many here would give just about anything to be able to have been with their kitties when they passed. Some here have come home or woken up to a kitty that passed while they were not with them. Luna was lucky to have you there, just as you were. You did ALL you could do for little Luna. He loved you for the way you loved him, and because you gave him two wonderful years of a loving family.
Allow yourself time to grieve Kris. Be gentle with yourself. Let the wonderful memories you have of Luna to comfort you. It will get better over time. Don't be ashamed for being so upset at losing your beloved little kitty soul. Prayers going out for you Kris and your family, Wendy __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com
