Okey-doke! > 1a) When did first admit to yourself or realise that you were > something other than straight?
I became seriously concerned when I was about 12 years old and found myself in a kind of trance, heading toward kissing a photo Kate Jackson (circa her "Dark Shadows" period) that I had cut out of "16" magazine. And at age 18, in the Air Force, I wrote worried passages in my journal. (I came out at age 21 1/2.) > 1b) When you look back before that time, when *should* you have > realised, based on how you felt, or who you looked at, etc? When I was 6 and was literally knocked on my ass on the playground by Gail Something-or-other, also 6, because I tried to kiss her (facial) cheek. Somehow SHE knew and therefore told me that "girls aren't supposed to kiss other girls," but I had missed out on that information. Lori, who later discovered how to be "cunnilinguistically" adventurous ; P
