chris! what a great way to put it!
-----Mensaje original----- De: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]]En nombre de Chris Marshall Enviado el: Lunes, 27 de Enero de 2003 07:40 p.m. Para: Lori Fye CC: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Asunto: Re: Being Gay, njc 1a) When did first admit to yourself or realise that you were something other than straight? when i was 11. i fell madly in love with my 6th grade math teacher. he was in his late 20's at that time. a few months ago, i tracked him down -- he's in his mid-50's now -- and i can only imagine how glorious he must look -- a lebanese polar bear. he was extremely keen on seeing me again. believe it or not, there was a lot of chemistry between us and i think the only thing that held him back was my age in those times. nowadays, he's the principal at my old school. i might pay him a visit. incidentally, although i remained a virgin -- for philosophical and religious reasons -- until i was 22, i came out to my parents at 15. 1b) When you look back before that time, when *should* you have realised, based on how you felt, or who you looked at, etc? when i was 5. i kept sneaking in and out of the locker room at my club to see older men naked and taking showers. i was very sexually charged from a young age. the first erection i recall i had it when i was 4 and was watching one of those italian movies with some wonderful hunk as hercules or machiste. or maybe it was victor mature as samsom. i can't remember a day in my life that i didn't check out baskets as the guys passed by in the streets. wallyK
