I do have those feelings yes. I don't understand it though because I don't
have feeling in my legs, but I do in those areas. I'm not sure to what extent
because I haven't 'been' with anyone since I got sick. Of course I have
experimented, but don't really have any desire to and I think when or at
this rate if I am with anyone, that is when I will know. I do
have a sore on the bottom of my foot and that hurts me as well. I
don't get it. My doctor said that the nerves to your pelvic area are the
most protected on the spine so if I were to feel anywhere, it would be
there. I do get sporadic sensations on my legs but never in the same
places all the time. My doctor also told me that with my disease, it makes
things very strange. No SCI is the same, but I am very much different
because of the way it happened. I don't know if I ever explained it but my
spine is very atrophied because of the disease and the damage left over from the
inflammation the spine is still very much intact. I still sweat below my
injury level, but the swelling is quite bad and I have more spasticity than most
spinal cord patients.
I'm having a hard time going through the holidays single. Most of my
friends are married and/or have children. I don't have hardly any family
and didn't have them here for Christmas and now alone for New Years. I
find myself very left out because I don’t have anyone. One of my best
friends pretty much only does things with other couples. Like going out to
dinner, playing cards, etc. She helps me through the waiver program, so
the time we spend together is when she is here helping me out with
something. She just got in an accident and her car got totaled plus she
got a broken arm. I can't get into her new car because it's too low and
awkward to transfer out of, so we don't really do anything together
anymore. It's been difficult getting through the holidays and will be glad
when they are over. I'm just not looking forward to the next 6 weeks
while everyone is making their valentines day arrangements.
I am happy that everything is going well for you and Steve. When the
time is right, everything will happen naturally. It's wonderful that he
isn't pushing you into anything you are not ready to do. Keep taking it
slow.
Sorry for the book,
Stacy
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