[FairfieldLife] Re: All Peace and Bliss to this Woman

2005-04-18 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, akasha_108 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 If I had a heros list, she would be on it.
 
 Give her a moment of silence, if possible.
 

Just heard a little piece about her on NPR. She certainly backed up 
her words with action. She is an inspiration for everyone. 




 http://sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?
file=/c/a/2005/04/18/MNGMFCALUC1.DTL
 
 Noted activist for war victims killed in car bomb attack
 Californian Marla Ruzicka championed humanitarian aid in Iraq
 
 Charles Burress, Tanya Schevitz, Chronicle Staff Writers
 
 Monday, April 18, 2005
  
 Marla Ruzicka poses April 15 with an Iraqi family helped ...
 Protesting with Global Exchange at the Commonwealth Club ... 
Counting
 civilian victims of the war in Iraq, Marla Ruzic...
 A car bomb attack near Baghdad has killed a well-known activist 
from
 Northern California who entered war zones to record civilian 
deaths in
 Iraq and Afghanistan and secure aid for those caught in the cross 
fire.
 
 Marla Ruzicka, 28, of Lakeport (Lake County), founder of CIVIC --
 Campaign for Innocent Victims of Conflict -- died with her driver 
on
 the Baghdad Airport road Saturday when a suicide bomber attacked a
 convoy of security contractors that was passing next to her 
vehicle,
 according to her family and news reports quoting U.S. Embassy
 officials in Iraq.
 
 The target of the attack apparently was not Ruzicka's vehicle, said
 her mother, Nancy Ruzicka, who received the account from the U.S.
 Embassy in Baghdad.
 
 She was killed while traveling to visit an Iraqi child injured by 
a
 bomb, part of her daily work of identifying and supporting innocent
 victims of this war, said CIVIC representative April Pedersen in a
 statement on the group's Web site.
 
 Given the U.S. military's policy of not accounting for civilian
 casualties in Afghanistan and Iraq, Ruzicka's work played a key 
role
 in drawing attention to the human tragedy of the war and giving the
 world a well- researched accounting of the cost in innocent lives.
 
 Ruzicka grew up in Lakeport and made New York City her base for her
 frequent trips to the war areas. She continued going into the
 increasingly violent Iraqi conflict areas even after most
 international aid organizations and relief agencies had bailed out.
 
 In Iraq and Afghanistan, she worked 15-hour days going out to 
scenes
 of civilian carnage and painstakingly documenting the toll. She 
also
 struggled to obtain relief for the families of the victims.
 
 The day before she was killed, Ruzicka left a message for her 
parents
 on their cell phone to let them know she was OK after 18 people 
were
 killed by a car bomb in Baghdad.
 
 She said, 'Mom and Dad, I love you. I'm safe,'  said Nancy 
Ruzicka.
 The next day, she wasn't.
 
 Ruzicka was supposed to come home April 4, but she just kept 
finding
 work she wanted to do, her mother said.
 
 Among those calling the distraught family Sunday was U.S. Sen. 
Patrick
 Leahy, D-Vt.
 
 I just feel terrible, Leahy told The Chronicle in a telephone
 interview from his home outside Washington, D.C. I told her father
 that most people in a lifetime would never accomplish what she has.
 She was only 28.
 
 Ruzicka, in an irrepressible one-woman campaign, got Leahy's office
 involved in winning congressional approval of civilian aid worth 
$10
 million in Afghanistan and $20 million in Iraq, said Leahy aide Tim
 Rieser.
 
 Marla was really the inspiration behind these programs, Rieser 
said.
 On the surface, she doesn't seem like someone whom people in 
Congress
 would pay attention to -- vivacious, scatterbrained, losing her 
cell
 phone every 15 minutes, living out of a suitcase, having no money.
 
 Then you listen to her, and you realize she's the only one doing 
it.
 She's out there getting the data. She was doing something that 
really
 needed to be done but was so dangerous many people wouldn't do it.
 
 Her death stunned the activist community in the Bay Area and 
beyond.
 
 Marla seemed to have one speed -- all-ahead-full, Kevin Danaher 
and
 Medea Benjamin, co-founders of San Francisco's Global Exchange, 
said
 in a memorial statement Sunday responding to what they called the
 utter shock of losing this bright, shining light whose work 
focused on
 trying to bring some compassion into the middle of a war zone.
 
 Ruzicka, at a very young age, showed concern for others, her mother
 said. During a trip to Mexico, Nancy Ruzicka said, she wanted to
 spend all of her money buying Chiclets from the poor children to 
help
 them out.
 
 Her parents learned from neighbors just how creative their daughter
 had become in raising money to help the disadvantaged.
 
 When they moved, they said, 'We are going to miss Marla coming to
 sell us rocks,'  Nancy Ruzicka said. She was raising funds by
 selling rocks.
 
 It was at Global Exchange, a human rights advocacy group, that 
Ruzicka
 began her activist career while still in high school.
 
 A dozen years ago, 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Real Advaita, Pseudo-Advaita, and Ramesh Balsekar at Kovalam 2004

2005-04-18 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 http://www.advaita.org.uk/discourses/trad_neo/trad_neo.htm

Here is a snip from that article:

The subtle part of the ego believes itself to be 'enlightened' but 
the vasanas are still active, so the awakening is conceptual, and 
possibly imagined, rather like the 'born again' experience in 
evangelical Christianity. No Jnani ever claims to be Enlightened. It 
remains for others to recognise his qualities. To say 'I am 
enlightened' is a contradiction, as the I which would make such an 
assertion is the 'I' which has to be destroyed before Enlightenment 
can happen. The Neo Advaita teacher is still talking from the mind 
in reflected Consciousness not from the 'no mind'. To claim to have 
awakened others' prematurely in this tentative way then becomes 
further proof of a teacher's ability. This builds up a false sense 
of expectation in the mind of the naive and gullible adherents that 
they may become awakened too, if they are lucky.

Similarly amusing is when someone makes the statement that there is 
no me. There does seem to ultimately be a kind of truth in that 
statement, and arguments about what constitutes a 'me' could go on 
forever, but for it to be even said, requires a me.

Rick Carlstrom









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[FairfieldLife] Re: The 10 Helpers...!!!

2005-04-18 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 on 4/18/05 1:45 PM, akasha_108 at [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
  I agree. People can subscribe to these and other things, like the
  daily jyotish thing that got banned. No need to post it everyday.
  People know its there if they want it.
  
  No auto or canned posts!
 
 You're probably right. Unless I hear an outcry from the Daily 
Inspiration
 fans here, I'll unsubscribe them both. I'll create a link to the 
Daily
 Inspiration site in the links area. We can add other related links 
to that
 as we go along.

Wise decision.





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[FairfieldLife] Re: The Rory Problem Redux

2005-04-18 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 A dissenting view:
 
 Perhaps you should read his endless ti-raid of nonsensical 
 egomaniacal postings more carefully.

I for one tried reading them carefully but at some point, I'm not 
sure maybe it was the third tripentameter level of the fifth sub-
gramatic field of yantric geometries or the life world plane subset 
perpetuating into prime recapitulations of the eternally reproducing 
five point rhombus that I kind of lost track of things. But hey, I 
am he and he are me and we are all together, um..so it shouldn't 
really matter..uh..right? I think I lost track again, maybe God 
didn't do such a good job arranging the pebbles in my head.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: The Pope/The Maharishi

2005-04-08 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 
  In the last days, I've been moved by
  what I've seen at the Vatican as it
  gets a chance to get back to 
  basics. 
 
 
 This only is happening to those with TV and spending a lot of time 
 watching the whole media hype. The media is controlling your 
 emotions.
 

Amen!





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Brain meltdown v. head chakra experience (was: Possessed?)

2005-04-08 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 Sorry, my techniques are like nose blowing for the sinuses. You're 
looking for a specific booger.


Hey you know what?, that's pretty funny 'and' it's a good answer.

Peter K I don't know if you read Patanjali's Yoga sutras but in a 
nutshell it says it's all about the fluctuations of the mind.

Rick Carlstrom


   - Original Message - 
   From: peterklutz 
   To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
   Sent: Friday, April 08, 2005 8:45 AM
   Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Brain meltdown v. head chakra 
experience (was: Possessed?)
 
 
 
 
   Thank you for your answer, Rudra Joe. Reading it I can tell you 
are
   A-class governor material - no knowledge, no experiences, and a
   trainload of bullshit.
 
   I am sure you will be admitted to this now program.
 
 
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
If you can simply follow the mind then you know that these
   experiences are merely the subtle fluctuations of the mind, and
   nothing but the fluctuations of the mind.  It's the mind. The 
Mind, I
   tell you. The mind. So just don't mind!  Easy, foget about it. 
If you
   can't then try a mild tranquilizer for awhile.  The best 
technique for
   subtle mental agitation is to do something which makes one 
forget it
   altogether.  Don't trip out about demon possesion as that's 
merely
   hooking onto a mental agitation and ascribing some additional 
value to
   it. The demons that effect our practice are all merely subtle 
mental
   agitations. Worry not about some 'outer' influence, worry instead
   about the 'inner' cause for the disturbance. And surrender it to 
the
   present. 






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[FairfieldLife] established or waking state memory?

2005-04-07 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 --- crukstrom [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
  (snip)
  
   However, when someone starts talking about
   experinces of CC it is very clear, if you have had
   such experiences, if they are speaking out of
   conceptual belief or direct experince. 
  
  Just curious, but do you think that in order to talk
  about CC (for 
  example) that a person has to be established in that
  state or can they 
  just have had moments where their awareness had
  expanded to that state?
  
  Rick Carlstrom
 
 Establishment, of course would be best, but any
 degree of experience opens the awareness and allows
 the concepts to have an experiential context.
 -Peter(Sri Sri Arrogant-ji)
 
 

Thank you for that distinction. Now in these discussions the 
question becomes; is the speaker established in this state or are 
they just remembering how it was? It would seem that one is 
substantially dirrerent from the other.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: Governor recertification course

2005-04-07 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 Well, of course Billy Smith was doing his own courses in Ireland and 
is prolly doing well with it.  I think he corrected the mantras and 
made them more true to usual Hindu form. I'm not sure he's a mantra 
master though, but nonetheless, you don't have to be to have your own 
courses, and this time we can have them based on love and dance and 
music and singing and bhajans and stuff, we can have meditation and 
massage and bellydancing classes, and sit outdoors and meditate ten 
minutes or ten hours, we can do anything. Who wants to go?


Can you drink whiskey and do your sutras at the same time?





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Does Quantum Soup Cause Paralysis?

2005-04-06 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
(snip)

 So there we have it, Akasha -- using the intellect to discover the 
 intellect. Discriminate not on who is right or who is wrong, but on 
 who is trying to figure out who is right and who is wrong. The ego 
 projects the whole movie, and all the actors in it are just 
 projections of ourself. :-)

But if we did that, there would be no reason for this site to exist or 
for these discussions. We would all just 'know' and that would be it. 
Maybe then people would invent ignorance pills that would be consumed 
at private parties and people would just stand around and talk. 
Hey...wait a minute!








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[FairfieldLife] Re: Does Quantum Soup Cause Paralysis?

2005-04-06 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

(snip)

 However, when someone starts talking about
 experinces of CC it is very clear, if you have had
 such experiences, if they are speaking out of
 conceptual belief or direct experince. 

Just curious, but do you think that in order to talk about CC (for 
example) that a person has to be established in that state or can they 
just have had moments where their awareness had expanded to that state?

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Reminded of April 4th deadline

2005-04-05 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:


 When I look back at the Movement I see myself and my desires, not 
really much more than that. 


Oh yeah baby, the smoke clears and what do we see? 

Yaw cookin wit gas now, sucka!





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Does Quantum Soup Cause Paralysis?

2005-04-05 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 Don't start the celebrations too early. The point
 still holds: if you talk about something with no
 experiential context, the conversation is meaningless
 beyond entertainment.
 -Peter


But, dont we all have the experience of consciousness? In a way, 
just to be alive gives us all the experiential context we need.

Rick Carlstrom

 
 --- akasha_108 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
  
  
  Great. Glad  to hear it. And now the world won't be
  burdened anymore
  with nonesense admonitions about dharmas when there
  are references to
  similtaneous multiple levels of understnding about
  soemthing. Its a
  great day of celebration.
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:.  
   Thank you for setting me straight. I feel much
  better.
   -Peter
  
   
   --- akasha_108 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

To be a bit more specific Peter, your dharma cop
role assumes most
people are fools. It assumes all people are like
woody allen's satire
/ characture of himself as a kid in Annie Hall.
  As
you remember, the
young 10 year old is brought to the psychiatrist
  by
his mother because
Alvie won't do anything other than stare at
  walls.
Alvie explains his
version of existential angst to the shrink, the
universe is
expannding, which means one day it will explode
  and
that 
will be the end of everything. 

Some funny responses: His mother yells, What
business is it of yours
what the Universe is doing??!! And the shrink
explains in
condescending tones, Don't worry Alvie,
  Brooklyn is
not expanding. 

Your fear appears to be that everyone is an
  Alvie,
that they will be
paralyzed into inaction if they dare recognize a
reality that is only
partially, though perhaps not yet eternally
recognized. People, their
associated reactive minds, intellects and
  bodies,
are usually not that
dull as to sink into paralysis when realizing
conceptually, based on
experience -- even if it is not eternal
  experience,
that there is no
doer. Or at a deeper level, there is no action. 

One can learn of how food is assimilated at
chemical, quantum
mechanical or even cosmological levels (it
  doesn't
amout to a hill of
beans to quote another film) and yet still the
  body
contines to eat
on the surface level. It is not shocked into
paralysis knowing its
just quantum soup drinking quantum soup.

So your role playing dharmic high priest,
  telling
people from what and
how they should interpret the world, is ITMBO
  (in
this mind/body's
opinion) more something you are working out
internally, and does not
provide much useful real world guidance for
  others. 

But everyone can and will decide on their own.
Besides, this is just
all quantum soup made from an insignificant hill
  of
beans. 

--- your pal alvie (still crazy, but not
  paralyzed,
after all these
years).







--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, akasha_108
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: 
  
 Yes, I understand Peter. 
 
 As long as you continue to comparmentalize
wholeness into little
 domains, and feel the need to keep tracking
  our
different 
 dharmas blazing in your mind, you will
  continue to
feel the need to
 play dharma cop -- and to continue to cite
  people
for your own
 internal vision of dharmic conflicts of the
  One
Eternal Dharma. 
 
 Cite away. 
 
 As GH said: Beware of darkness. All things
  must
pass.
 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter
Sutphen
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  Watch out Akasha, you're going to get a
  dharma
fine!
  
  --- akasha_108 [EMAIL PROTECTED]
  wrote:
   
   
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com,
  Peter
Sutphen 
   
When I started teaching TM in 1973,
  National
   always
sent the correct percentage back and the
correct
percentage into my ATR account. That
  lasted
for a
   few
years until someone sucked the ATR
  credit
account
   dry.
-Peter
   
   Well, for the mind/body aka Peter,  there
  was
no
   doer of the
   initiations, and thus no thief claiming
ownership of
   the action, and
   thus no thief claiming ownership of the
  ATR
credit. 
   
   And the blazing Brahman mind/body aka MMY,
  was
not a
   thief of the action
   of canceling all ATR credits. 
   
   Thus it appears nature was working on
  nature,
   adjusting karmic account
   consistent with Eternal Dharma. No thief,
  no
victim,
   no foul.
   
   So where in the Brahaman is the 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Geometries of Consciousness: Correction: Lunar Icosahedron, not Dodecahdron

2005-04-04 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 Correction -- the 12 point-selves create the Lunar Icosahedron, not 
 the Dodecahedron. The Icosahedron has 12 vertex-points, with 20 
 triangular faces arranged in a group of 5 (pentangle) around each 
 pole and 10 more zigzagging around the equator. (Corrected also in 
 text below.)


Rory! Go to your room, right now!





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[FairfieldLife] Re: New file uploaded to FairfieldLife

2005-04-02 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 That reminds me, MMY has said that gaining Cosmic Consciousness is 
 like waking up from a bad dream.
 
 
 -And RJ says that CC has gotta be like waking inside a bad dream.

put that in your pipe and smoke it





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Tools

2005-04-02 Thread crukstrom


The higher the voltage the more powerful the battery powered drill 
will be, but they are also heavier. For general work a 9 volt will 
work fine but the battery on a 12 or a 14 volt has more capacity so 
you can do more between charges and they are plenty powerful without 
to much extra weight. $69 is suspiciously cheap for an 18 volt 
cordless, most good ones range from $160 to $260. The hammer drill 
is for drilling into concrete or masonry. It hammers the bit as it 
turns which makes a huge difference if you need to drill into those 
materials.

Makita makes a very good line of cordless tools, you can find some 
really good deals and they last forever. Ryobi puts out an 
impossibly cheap line of cordless drills that aren't anywhere near 
as well made as some of the better and more expensive brands but I 
have one that I've used and abused almost every day for more than a 
year and it still works fine. I have an old 9 volt makita that has 
worked fine for at least 5 years. 

You don't need an 18 volt model, a 12 volt is just fine. I recommend 
Makita, Dewalt or Ryobi. I notice there was quite an exchange 
between you and OWB over this, but haven't read them yet, don't know 
what was said but I never pass up the opportunity to talk about tools
especially with a women who is interested in having some good ones. 
All women should have a good basic set of tools.

T.M. is a tool for greater awareness (lame attempt to keep post on 
topic).


Rick Carlstrom





--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, m2smart4u2000 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 Ok you guys, I am trying to figure out if I bought the right tool. 
I 
 watch homne and garden on TV and these dudes just pull out a drill 
and 
 zzt the screw goes right in without drilling. I have been 
using a 
 really old drill and unlike TV the drill bit falls out etc. I just 
 bought a drill/driver black and decker cordless 18v rechargeable 
for 
 $69. I could have got a mikata (sp) for $199 or a Dewalt for $199. 
 There is something called (i think) an impact drill/driver. so 
does it 
 make a difference which one I bought? should I return the Black 
and 
 decker for the other models? I hate having crappy tools. I just 
 noticed that this new drill requires me to screw in the casing 
that 
 holds the drill. Maybe I should get the better one??? I am a power 
 tools kind of woman and would like to find a guy with a good set 
of 
 tools HAHA! I wish they would have let me take wood shop in jr. 
high 
 school instead of cooking.





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Great advice

2005-04-01 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 'Baked in the fierce 
 flames of rebirth, and tossed between life and death, I have 
somehow 
 obtained the light of Yoga which destroys the darkness of 
afflictions, 
 but this thirstful atmosphere of attachment is antagonistic to 
that 
 light. Having got that light why should I again be deluded by this 
 mirage of pleasure and make myself a fuel of that burning fire of 
the 
 cycle of births? Oh, ye pitiable, dreamy seekers of pleasures, may 
you 
 be happy.'
 
 -Samkhya-yogacharya Sw. Hariharananda Aranya

This is hard core. Deep stony truth. I never dreamt that pleasure 
could be the source of my pain. More and more I am seeing this as 
true. What, no pleasure? Surely that would be a pointless and  
painful existence. But miracle of miracles, no pleasure...no pain. 
No seeking and obstacles disappear. 

...but this thirstful atmosphere of attachment is antagonistic to 
that light.

How long will it take to never forget this?





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Christians obsession with death

2005-03-31 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 
 I was thinking along these lines once and decided that what we 
need 
 is a take Christ down from the cross campaign. Poor guy, being 
 kept symbolically nailed to that cross for all this time, on 
 millions upon millions of those crucifixion idols, being churned 
out 
 in factories and shops on a non-stop basis across the globe. For 
 Christs sake, let him down, he's suffered enough.
 
 Rick Carlstrom
 
 
 The cross is the crossed vajra, the swastika, and the third 
eye when open, it is not about a man crucified, except that we all 
also are always crucified as well between the absolute and relative 
being neither, both, and yet either. Take down that poor guy, his 
symbol is for the reflection of the sun of spirit riding upon the 
waters. When one views the cross they should see the divine 
displayed across the surface of the human mind, not some poor guy. 
That seeing some poor guys pathos is so Christian in itself, take 
that down.

The true symbolism of Christ on the cross, is that the cross 
represents the flesh and blood body, and the conscious Self (Christ) 
is nailed to this cross of earthly existence by the senses of sight, 
hearing, taste and smell. Only when the Self no longer identifies 
with and as the flesh will it be taken down from the cross and 
ascend into heaven.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: Christians obsession with death

2005-03-31 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 Oh come on, the self is nailed down to the relative because that is 
heaven. The cross feels like exstacy after 1,000 years, come push 
those nails deeper little boy. The cross points are the points of the 
all seeing eyes of the soul as it is enlightened within the material 
plane of tamas, One is nailed down in divinity at at least five points 
from crown to hands and feet, and with the secret inner space of the 
heart - side - where the power resides. You're enlightened so don't be 
clowning.Fuck ascension, descension of the spirit. Ascension is 
backwards. You freaking Vedanuts, I swear. You got it all backwards. 


Dammit! Wrong again.

RAC





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Christians obsession with death

2005-03-30 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, m2smart4u2000 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 I remember Mother Olson talking about how off Catholics were in 
 their devotions to the crucifix. With all the beauty of a saints 
 life, why the focus on a gory death? In every Catholic church is a 
 crucifix and good catholics bow as they pass it. 
 The Christians are against choices, against anything that allows 
 one to die. One has to wonder why all this fixation on death if 
the 
 belief is in everlasting life with rewards in heaven. You would 
 think that Christians would be happy for anyone who died and went 
 home to God. I remember reading in autobiography of a yogi that 
if 
 people really knew what was going on, they would celebrate death 
and 
 be saddened by birth (something like that). 
 Everyone is riveted by Schiavo's death. Every moment we get an 
 update. How would you feel to have so much attention when you want 
 to be left alone? If I don't feel well, I don't want someone 
 reporting every gory detail or hanging around watching me. People 
 are dying every minute every day,  why in the world fixate on it? 
 Maybe Christians are really terribly afraid of death so they have 
to 
 reassure themselves that they are the chosen ones and will really 
 really really go to heaven. Those professing so much belief, seem 
to 
 have so little faith.
 PS I was raised a good catholic


I was thinking along these lines once and decided that what we need 
is a take Christ down from the cross campaign. Poor guy, being 
kept symbolically nailed to that cross for all this time, on 
millions upon millions of those crucifixion idols, being churned out 
in factories and shops on a non-stop basis across the globe. For 
Christs sake, let him down, he's suffered enough.

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Brahman, Turiya and Awakening

2005-03-30 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, akasha_108 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com,
 tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
  Brahman 
  Akasha 108 writes: very large snip of content
  Regardless, my primary point, as always, is that there is far 
too much
  emphasis on labeling and clasifying people and experiences. And 
this
  is just the sort of jumbled mess that often results when the 
majority
  of attention is put on such systems and classifications.
  
  Tom T writes:
  Absolutely agree. I didn't start this whole mess I just made an 
off
  hand and general comment as much in jest as in truth. In the 
future,
  Please ignore any comments you may see here and absolutely do not
  respond to them. I have had as much of this as you and don't see
  anything of value in continuing to beat this long dead horse. 
  Tom T


 
 Further obsufcation and diversion.
 

No it's not.



 The horse is dead when people cease to use add their own personal
 mythologies to TMO and classical terms and treat them as if these
 highjacked terms are the thing referred to by the TMO or classic 
texts. 
 
 I have no problem of you referring to TomLand or RoryLand or even
 FantasyLand.





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Fw: Tulku Nyima/21 Tara Empowerment/Lonchenpa Teachings/Amitayus Long Life/April 8-13

2005-03-30 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 - Original Message - 
 From: DDCV 
 To: [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 Sent: Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:53 AM
 Subject: Tulku Nyima/21 Tara Empowerment/Lonchenpa 
Teachings/Amitayus Long Life/April 8-13
 
 
  Tulku Nyima Rinpoche
 
 Liberating the Mind Retreat
 
 April 8-13, 2005
 
 Lincoln, Vermont


 May these teachings benefit all sentient beings.

I knew there was a catch!

RAC
 






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[FairfieldLife] Re: Brahman, Turiya and Awakening

2005-03-29 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
(snip)

 I think the discussion has value not in statically
 labeling and creating a stand-alone conceptual system,
 but in a dynamic conceptual-experiential interaction.
 Often I feel, akasha, that you are seeking some sort
 of completely contradiction-free, coherent conceptual
 system of higher states of consciousness. I see this
 as impossible due to the foundational shift as
 consciousness becomes increasingly aware of itself.
 There is no place to stand to view it other than
 itself. And this itself has no place to stand within
 it!
 -Peter
 
 Not trying to be a nit-picker but shouldn't the phrase;...as 
consciousness becomes increasingly aware of itself. read, as 
consciousness becomes increasingly aware 'as' itself? I think this 
is a very important distinction because a completely unified state 
will never be reached if one is always aware of another.

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Shame on you.

2005-03-29 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 ...You all need to find humility first, before you claim 
enlightenment. 
 I was able to do it,...

Hardeharharhar, heeheehee, hoohooharhar, oh that's rich, bwahahahaha, 
yea that's good, wo boy hoo hoo, ow my stomach is starting to hurt.

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Brahman, Turiya and Awakening

2005-03-29 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 On Mar 28, 2005, at 11:20 PM, tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis 
wrote:
 
  On the other hand
  it seems to be that Akasha and Vaj are definitely working on a
  definition of CC, GC and UC that does not fit what the TMO has 
been
  handing down for years. I am not saying that the TMO has it right
 
 What you get in the TMO is a watered down version, divorced from 
it's 
 source material and rendered almost entirely in English. The 
rendition 
 is via MMY so many *assume* it is from his own experience but 
clearly 
 he is parroting the traditional scriptures and their commentaries 
and 
 as elaborated by his own hired pundits.
 
 So it's a mish-mash really.
 
 What I notice is that people hang on the minutiae of his every 
word as 
 if they represented the details. From my perspective his words are 
very 
 general and not always rendered well. For example, the exposition 
of 3 
 higher states of consciousness strung along in sequential order is 
very 
 misleading. The details are in the texts and commentaries. 
Therefore 
 what should have happened is the general commentary, then textual 
basis 
 alongside elaboration by pundits who know all the 
 interconnections--this done while you are practicing. SCI should 
be 
 restructured to show the source material behind the ideas 
presented--or 
 a next level so they could price-gouge you again g.
 
 The traditional practice of teaching the upanishads in a 
particular 
 order seems to be missing completely. It would be virtually 
impossible 
 to really grok the seven states of consciousness a la the 
badarayana 
 sutras without really understanding what they are referring to!
 
 In others words, while touting the purity of the tradition they 
have 
 instead created a bastardization of a tradition: a puritanical 
 Neo-Vedic, Neo-Hindu fundamentalist money making machine.

All you need to do is transcend the intellect on a regular basis and 
take care of business. Do your duty, life serves up to you in a 
perfectly orderly manner the chores that need to be addressed and in 
the end it is the unfinished business that is the anchor keeping one 
tied to birth and death, not a lack cellestial experiences. All the 
techniques in the universe will not help unless your desire for 
fulfillment has changed from that which is outside to that which is 
inside. Transcend to be aware of the difference between 'this' 
and 'that' and then surrender. God will not deny you access because 
you don't have a degree.

I think.

Rick Carlstrom

Rick Carlstrom 





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Ayurvedic Daily food intake

2005-03-29 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, HENRY ALZAMORA 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 THANKS for your all inclusive, good oriented, detailed and kind 
help, helpful people like you are needed in this group and the world.
  
 Hari Om
  
 Henry
 
 rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 This is like some cracker walking into the bodycount. 
 - Original Message - 
 From: HENRY ALZAMORA 
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 1:48 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Ayurvedic Daily food intake
 

Henry, you just recieved a rudra joe tattoo. Don't worry, it helps 
to strengthen your immune system. If your lucky maybe you'll get an 
easyone200 inocculation, those are good for ten years.

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Brahman, Turiya and Awakening

2005-03-29 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 On Mar 29, 2005, at 12:26 PM, crukstrom wrote:
 
  I think.
 
 Yeah, I see ;-)

Well, I guess that makes you a seer. :=]





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Deceiving ourselves

2005-03-28 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Patrick Gillam 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 A while back, Akasha and I kicked around 
 the topic of whether people who have deceived 
 themselves into believing bullshit are actually 
 liars, or if their belief in their position changes 
 the case. Well, yesterday the Boston Globe ran 
 a profile of evolutionary biologist Robert Trivers, 
 whose work addresses self-deception from the 
 point of view of its value in propagating genes. 
 So I thought this post might interest Akasha and 
 L B and maybe a few others.
 
 A sidebar worded the thesis this way:
 
 Whether it's convincing a predator that you're a leaf or fooling 
another bird into 
 raising your young, deceit is an evolutionary strategy with a long 
and innovative 
 history. But as evolution selects for better and better cheaters, 
it should also select 
 for better and better cheating detectors. For example, Trivers 
argues, humans 
 might have evolved to detect the sort of nervous tics that betray 
a lie. But there's a 
 counter-strategy: self-deception. If we don't know we're lying, 
then we won't act 
 like we're lying, and are more likely to get away with it.
 
 More, from the article:
 
 The book on deceit and self-deception that he's now starting 
grows out of a brief 
 but widely cited passage from his introduction to Dawkins's ''The 
Selfish Gene.'' If 
 deceit, he wrote, ''is fundamental to animal communication, then 
there must be 
 strong selection to spot deception and this ought, in turn, to 
select for a degree of 
 self-deception, rendering some facts and motives unconscious so as 
not to betray-
 by the subtle signs of self-knowledge-the deception being 
practiced.''


Well then, this hypothesis may be an explanation of the George W. 
Bush phenomena.


Rick Carlstrom










 Thus, the 
 idea that the brain evolved to produce ''ever more accurate images 
of the world 
 must be a very naive view of mental evolution.'' We've evolved, in 
other words, to 
 delude ourselves so as better to fool others-all in the service of 
the great game of 
 propagating our genes.
 
 Trivers speaks: ''It's a critical topic. How many pretenders to 
the throne have there 
 been? Marx had a theory of self-deception, Freud thought he had 
the topic 
 knocked. So there've been a lot of major-domos in there. None of 
that [expletive] 
 survived the test of time, so it's a huge opportunity.''
 
 The full article is The evolutionary revolutionary: In the 1970s, 
Robert Trivers 
 wrote a series of papers that transformed evolutionary biology. 
Then he all but 
 disappeared. Now he's back—and ready to rumble.
 
 By Drake Bennett  |  March 27, 2005
 
 http://tinyurl.com/457kj
 
  - Patrick Gillam





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Deceiving ourselves

2005-03-28 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, crukstrom [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
(snip)

 Well then, this hypothesis may be an explanation of the George W. 
 Bush phenomena.
 
 
 Rick Carlstrom


(for any of you teachers out there, yes it should be phenomenon)  





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[FairfieldLife] Re: THE PRICE OF TM.

2005-03-25 Thread crukstrom


--- In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 Akasha 108 writes:
 Rick initiated Peter, who proclaims jivanmukti has arrived. Does 
Rick
 gain GREAT merit for that? But Rick also initiated Haiglin, hmmm,
 mixed bag of karma for that ?
 
 Tom T:
 He also gave me my intro and got me addicted. So, can we all say. 
It's
 all his fault Tom makes outlandish claims.
 
 Tom

Rick Archer: Evil moderator and innocent gateway to higher and 
higher levels of enlightenment. Dammit! This guy is hard to 
pigeonhole.

RAC





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[FairfieldLife] Re: In or out redux

2005-03-23 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rgjcm [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 Little knowledge, as they say, is dangerous, so is little 
 informationironic
 
 Q. Many ladies who want to teach are hoping they will not be 
leftout.
 A. Ladies will also teach full-time. We will have Peace Palaces 
 forladies. In the same way for men and for ladies.
 
 Q. The ladies wanted to know if they would also be able to undergo 
 some form of training like Raja Training.
 A. They will have equal kind of training. We will design a good 
name 
 for them. Not Rajas but something like that.

Here's an idea for a name that the ladies can have. Women.

RAC





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Practical effects of enlightenment

2005-03-23 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Patrick Gillam 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 Tom T wrote:
 
  One night Walter Day asked all
  those who are Awake if they go to the Dome. The answer was none 
do. He
  thought we would be so much more powerful if we did. The 
consensus
  answer was. We are the Dome. Everything we do is the Dome. We 
don't
  need to go somewhere to be that which we are 24/7.  
 
 But you do need to go somewhere --satsang -- to 
 share that experience. And the suggestion to go to 
 the dome wasn't meant as a means to ramp up your 
 own experience. It's meant as a means to share your 
 experience more broadly with others.
 
  - Patrick Gillam

I agree, it seems that the real purpose of gathering in the dome is 
to be a service for humankind.

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Tom Delay and Teri Shaivo

2005-03-23 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, easyone200 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
 I have a hypothetical question for tom delayhow would he 
vote if stem cell research 
 would not only save but restore terry schiavo?

Diabolical!





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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-22 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 --- crukstrom [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter Sutphen 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
   
   --- crukstrom [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 On Mar 21, 2005, at 1:40 PM, Paul Mason wrote:
 
  And then, as the years passed, MMY's tongue
became completely
  unbridled. Which is why it is becoming more
  and
more evident 
that he
  doesn't really realise that much.
 
 The only evidence I ever heard of MMY, which
seemed to verify that 
he 
 was in CC, was John Gray's testimony that he
  would
dictate to MMY 
while 
 his body was asleep and snoring. This would
  seem
to verify the 
 classical description of CC. In this sense,
  CC, is
very verifiable 
 (e.g. the Menninger Institute).


That would be pretty convincing.
   
   Why? The mind stops working in sleep.
  Consciousness
   and the mind are to separate things entirely.
   -Peter
   
  
  That's right. When the body goes to sleep the body
  mind stops 
  working, but when awareness of or as being is not
  overshadowed by 
  identification as the body, then, when the body
  sleeps...awareness 
  continues. For those who may ask what it is that is
  aware, just 
  substitute knowing for awareness and Being for 'it'.
  Being knows. 
  When the body awakes then thinking with the body
  mind can continue.
 
 If people think that pure consciousness has anything
 to do with awareness of specific objects,they are
 completely wrong. To think that witnessing of sleep
 means that you have consciousness, through the gross
 senses, of what is occuring around the body when you
 sleep means you don't understand sleep and witnessing.
 -Peter 

Didn't say that one has consciousness through the gross senses while 
asleep. I said that when awareness as or of Being is not 
overshadowed by identification with the body, then when the body 
sleeps, awareness continues. I did not say that in sleep the 
personality is saying hey!, look at this I'm sleeping and I am 
aware of it. I said awareness continues.

Isn't the progression or evolution or growth of the body bound 
experience of awareness the expansion of this awareness? 

If everything is Being, if everything truly is just a manifestation 
of Being then the individual is also Being. So individual growth of 
awareness is Being waking up to it's true nature.

In the beginning Being expressed as an individual is aware 
only 'as' an individual, awareness expanding becomes aware 'of' 
Being and this awareness of Being progresses until ultimately 
individual Being is only aware as Being and the return to wholeness 
is complete. 

P. 151 MMY Gita Commentary

The word 'when' is very important. It indicates that one is said to 
be of 'steady intellect' only when one has gained transcendental 
consciousness, the state of separation from activity; or when one 
has gained cosmic consciousness, the state where one naturally 
maintains Self-consciousness even together with consciousness of the 
waking, dreaming or sleeping states, and where the Self, or Being, 
remains unshadowed by any experience whatsoever.

So I say that if ones most simple awareness, that I would say is 
present in everyone reading this, seems to be turned off 
throughout the period when the body is asleep, then the ability to 
maintain Self-consciousness or Being has been overshadowed by the 
body sleeping. It wasn't continuous through waking, dreaming or 
sleeping states. Is Being not omnipresent? Isn't waking up, the 
process of never losing awareness of Being until absolutely nothing 
can overshadow Self?

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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 Fresh comments below:
 Tom Traynor wrote:
  [Brahman consciousness] is not an experience, 
  it is an understanding that needs no Master. 
  The understanding is complete in an of itself. 
  No Master needed as the knowledge in the 
  understanding is complete in and of itself. 
  Absolute self-verification which is the hallmark 
  of this understanding, as it is beyond experience.
 Patrick Gilliam Writes:
 Tom, I understood the awakening you describe to be 
 disorienting, necessitating a mahavakya or confirmation 
 from a master. Are you saying (a) Brahman never 
 requires a master's confirmation, (b) Brahmin only 
 requires a master's confirmation sometimes, or (c) 
 some other thing?
 
 Tom T again:
 Hanging around awake people seems to help get the understanding
 cooking but bottom line they will get it by themselves anyway. One
 lady in our group described it as follows: I was infinite mind and 
I
 was looking at my finite mind and I knew that my finite mind was 
never
 going to understand what had happened in a million years.  That is 
the
 paradox that is the hallmark of this understanding. Nothing has
 changed and yet everything has changed. It is a one degree shift 
but
 it is now an understanding from the vantage point of Self
 understanding Self and little self is still where it has always 
been
 wondering What Happened?.  Having a Master around is going to 
help
 this understanding flower easier but I don't view it as absolutely
 essential. On the other hand for some that may be the only way it 
is
 going to happen. There are no hard rules in a world of 6 billion
 possibilities. Go find some awake people and hang out with them and
 see what happens. Tom

Now if we only had some way of determining, while not awake to/in 
Brahmin consciousness, whether another is awake to/in Brahmin 
consciousness. So many people on this list at one time thought MMY 
was awake and now they see him as a crook and a swindler. It's all 
so hilarious, isn't it?

Rick Carlstrom





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[FairfieldLife] Re: in or out

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 Westerners who convert to Hinduism are automatically of Brahmin 
caste, whereas Hindus cannot convert to Hinduism and therefore are 
barred from Vedic punditry.

You are born into a caste not because of your family but because of 
what you are, inside at a fundamental level. Your caste changes as 
your awareness changes. God and your Self know exactly who you are 
and put you exactly where you should be. The present day caste 
system is a distorted and feeble shadow of how it operates in a pure 
form. In a society operating as a pure caste system people are born 
into a field of Dharma that perfectly fits and supports their needs 
for growth into greater awareness. Dharma over ego is the real caste 
system.

Rick Carlstrom









 If being of pure caste means anything then we Americans are one 
step removed whereas the flesh named Sri Maharishi Bala Bramachari 
Mahesh Yogi Maharaj OM, is a vaisya or worker bee. That's why he was 
GD's secretary and not his peer. One wonders how the photos of MMY 
and GD came to be. Who took them and why?  And how did MMY get them? 
Sure he prolly orchestrated them himself, see cousin Varma how cool 
I look?  
 
 People think it's MMY who has the juice behind the mantras but I 
keep maintaining that it's Mahaparashakti Herowndivineself. 
   - Original Message - 
   From: Vaj 
   To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
   Sent: Monday, March 21, 2005 9:47 AM
   Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: in or out
 
 
 
   On Mar 21, 2005, at 10:38 AM, Paul Mason wrote:
 
I don't see MMY as a 'master' in a 'holy tradition'.
 
   And he's not; only brahmins may apply ;-)
 
   He's just a gatekeeper.
 
   Has MMY ever *claimed* to be enlightened?
 
   Virtually all of his descriptions are textual.
 
 
 
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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 On Mar 21, 2005, at 12:52 PM, tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis 
wrote:
 
  I was infinite mind and I
  was looking at my finite mind and I knew that my finite mind was 
never
  going to understand what had happened in a million years.  That 
is the
  paradox that is the hallmark of this understanding. Nothing has
  changed and yet everything has changed.
 
 Perfect description of turiyatita/CC !

When do they become one?

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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 On Mar 21, 2005, at 1:40 PM, Paul Mason wrote:
 
  And then, as the years passed, MMY's tongue became completely
  unbridled. Which is why it is becoming more and more evident 
that he
  doesn't really realise that much.
 
 The only evidence I ever heard of MMY, which seemed to verify that 
he 
 was in CC, was John Gray's testimony that he would dictate to MMY 
while 
 his body was asleep and snoring. This would seem to verify the 
 classical description of CC. In this sense, CC, is very verifiable 
 (e.g. the Menninger Institute).


That would be pretty convincing.

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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Paul Mason 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 When the kid observed that king had no clothes on, were you there 
 asking 'And you are an authority?'

To determine whether the emperor was wearing clothes or not, the kid 
only needed the sense of sight provided by eyes. To determine MMY's 
state of awareness one needs to be able to see into his 
consciousness. Can you do that?

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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 Much more comments below:
 Tom T
  I was infinite mind and I
  was looking at my finite mind and I knew that my finite mind was
 never going to understand what had happened in a million years.  
That
 is the paradox that is the hallmark of this understanding. Nothing
 has changed and yet everything has changed.
 
 Vaj
 Perfect description of turiyatita/CC !
 
 crukstrom wrote:
  When do they become one?
 Vaj:
 In the Vedantic model, in Brahmi chetana.
 
 Tom T:
 It appears we have a slight communication problem so I will try and
 make myself clearer. In my comment above when the lady commented on
 her experience of Infinite Mind, she never said she witnessed that 
she
 was Infinite mind. To my understanding witnessing is the primary 
means
 of knowing one is in CC. One witnesses all things happening from an
 undisturbed state. She did not say she witnessed, she said quite
 clearly and maybe I didn't make it clear that she knew she was
 infinite mind. Knowing is not witnessing. Knowing is having them 
one
 in her understanding which seems to fulfill your definition of 
Brahman
 above. She was Infinite mind in which finite mind also existed as 
part
 of her wholeness both being available and both making up the entire
 wholeness she is. The understanding this experience is wholeness 
is a
 major criteria of the reality of Brahman.  Inside this wholeness
 resides all creation. Tom T

This is a good distinction. Knowing is different than thinking. 
Minds think, something else knows.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: Brahma Sutras, Sankara, Brahman -- a Vaishnava View

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, akasha_108 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
(snip)

 It is almost a meaningless question since what is the they when 
no
 individuality is there. So they refers to some faint remains of
 lashavidya, some collection of desireless abilities, that either by
 choice -- whatever that means at that stage, or assignment
 (another not well fitting concept), the VM takes rebirth. Or Not.
 
 Clarifications?

Read Thinking and Destiny by Harold Waldwin Percival it goes into  
detail about all these things in a very clear manner that is 
not cloaked in the garb of mysticism.

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[FairfieldLife] Sense perception (was Re: soma New Vedic

2005-03-21 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Paul Mason 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, crukstrom [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Paul Mason 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
   
   When the kid observed that king had no clothes on, were you 
there 
   asking 'And you are an authority?'
  
  To determine whether the emperor was wearing clothes or not, the 
 kid 
  only needed the sense of sight provided by eyes. To determine 
MMY's 
  state of awareness one needs to be able to see into his 
  consciousness. Can you do that?
  
  Rick Carlstrom
 
 My experience shows me the bij mantras seem to bring light! 
 Expressing my opinion about MMY doesn't diminish the light I find 
 inside.

Well that's brilliant but it doesn't explain how it is that you know 
what Maharishi is thinking.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: The relative is the clearest mirror of truth

2005-03-20 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
  So the relative is the clearest mirror of truth. Truth hits one 
right between the eyes pretty much constantly. While poverty and 
suffering occurs on Earth there cannot be Heaven. The small and weak 
must be pulled into the heavenly by sheer force and not asked.  What 
about personal will you ask?  I am talking about empowering people 
presently and for the future where when heaven comes it will come 
with spaceships and light travel and exotic merriments that last for 
lifetimes from planets named things like Planet Deadwood, or the 
happy small ocean world, Planet Gallagher where the water has an 
extra oxygen covalence and energy is free. People would have 
forceably taken from a small ignorant planet in the middle of 
nowhere, and made Earth instead the center of the galaxy and myth of 
all time stature.  Then heavenly people would visit and think of 
earth as the birthright and birthplace of heaven. Yes, in this 
fantasy heaven is a place right here on earth. The Shulgen thing 
said that exponentially hallucinogens will increase, and so one 
would expect some better ones, as if. Maybe they'll be a fragrant 
chysanthemum liquer from a sweet pollen from planet Maharishi where 
the vedas play to pink bees which burst from contact with the 
flowers and leave behind complex polysaccharide dust. But not while 
people on Earth are suffering. That has to stop for heaven. Or in my 
eyes your in a fantasy world.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: I would like to try an experiment in compassion

2005-03-18 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 I come off as a loose cannon. I have been trying to give up drugs 
for a long time. I could use your help in the form of prayers. I 
can't really be the person I want to be until I stop but it's really 
really hard for me to give up smoking, and pot, and booze. So could 
you people place me in your prayers for giving up drugs and gaining 
more self control?  I would really appreciate whatever help I might 
get. I dedicate all such efforts to the liberation of all beings.


I have been thinking about what you posted earlier, explaning some 
very intimate details about your inner landscape and how alkaloids 
make you feel better. Self medication, yes, why not, perhaps you do 
have a volatile bio-chemical soup simmering in your brain that is 
somewhat relieved by introducing another chemical into the mix. I 
know what that is like, even a cup of coffee is an attempt to self 
medicate. In the words of Brian Wilson, sometimes we just want to 
turn it down a little (or up).

You come off as real, unmoderated and alive, that is always 
appreciated. Sometimes the drug thing can lull one into the 
comfortable feeling that they have finally arrived somewhere and 
then just stay there. Never want to see you stagnate, your one of my 
hero's. Yesterday while doing my program I quietly mentioned your 
name, I'll do it again, for you, for me and for anyone else who is 
making an effort.

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[FairfieldLife] Re: I would like to try an experiment in compassion

2005-03-18 Thread crukstrom


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Alex Stanley 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rudra_joe [EMAIL PROTECTED]
 wrote:
  My lungs can't put up with these Kool Milds forever. 
 
 Years ago, I could not quit smoking Marlboro reds. On the advice 
of a
 friend, I switched to an additive free brand (American Spirit, 
etc.)
 for a few weeks and then quit cold turkey. I was only miserable 
for a
 day and a half. I suggest you free yourself from the addictiveness
 enhancing additives first. Then, quit tobacco.
 
 Alex

I smoked for twenty years and tried to quit for 15 of them. Finally 
when I was around 40 I decided that I did not want to wake up 50 
years old and addicted to cigarettes, so I stopped smoking. After a 
day I felt nothing, no withdrawal, no real craving, I was astounded 
and felt like I had been duped all those years into believing that 
it was extremely difficult. I finally realized that the problem had 
been that every time I had tried to stop smoking I had'nt also quit 
smoking, so I was just supressing a desire and a desire supressed is 
a desire that is still alive and kicking. You are not able to quit 
because you don't want to, when you want to it's not all that hard.

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