[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-12 Thread TurquoiseB
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 I remember a Humboldt tape where M was talking about drug
 experiences and he said something like *Taking drugs is like 
 smashing your head through the wall and seeing the room of
 enlightenment, but you always get yanked back out.  Meditation
 is like walking through the door into the room of enlightenment.*

Except that there is no room, and no wall.







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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-12 Thread sparaig
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Cliff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  I remember a Humboldt tape where M was talking about drug
  experiences and he said something like *Taking drugs is like 
  smashing your head through the wall and seeing the room of
  enlightenment, but you always get yanked back out.  Meditation
  is like walking through the door into the room of enlightenment.*
 
 Except that there is no room, and no wall.

No dust, either...





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Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-12 Thread Vaj
So are you saying that this experience which is being touted as a TM
enlightenment experience, was actually an experience from a heroin trip?


On 9/10/05 8:24 PM, off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking and
 shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip).
 Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and
 continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew
 Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude,
 for the unbearable problems he encountered later).




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-12 Thread akasha_108
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Cliff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  I remember a Humboldt tape where M was talking about drug
  experiences and he said something like *Taking drugs is like 
  smashing your head through the wall and seeing the room of
  enlightenment, but you always get yanked back out.  Meditation
  is like walking through the door into the room of enlightenment.*
 
 Except that there is no room, and no wall.

Thats a given. Similes (per like), as well as metaphors, are not
literal. Thats their point. Its a comparison, not an equality that is
being posed.

Your response is like the observations of a blind man in a dark room.
And don't go saying but, duude, there is no blind man, there is no
dark room! :)







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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-12 Thread off_world_beings
No, you misread the whole thing (as it a was miselading extract). It 
was Jay Lathom telling Maharishi (in the 1970's) about an experience 
he had on heroin 5 years before (even before he took up TM). He 
didn't tell Maharishi it was a heroin trip but MMY probably 
suspected enough. That does not invalidate Jay's experience but 
heroin is no way to go about it. Maharishi was just taking it at 
face value. No-one ever 'touted it as a TM enlightenment 
experience'. The original extract that was posted is misleading 
without backgroound info.

OffWorld


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 So are you saying that this experience which is being touted as a 
TM
 enlightenment experience, was actually an experience from a heroin 
trip?
 
 
 On 9/10/05 8:24 PM, off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 
  The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking 
and
  shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip).
  Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and
  continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew
  Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude,
  for the unbearable problems he encountered later).




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread TurquoiseB
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
 believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
 literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
 shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
 ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long time 
 after. 
 Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
 awakening to me, even though there is truth to the description. 
 A heroine trip doesn't count.

The word is heroin.  A heroine is what Judy 
thinks she is.

Me, I don't know Jay and don't care.  But I
have to disagree about the experience not
counting if it was experienced while on drugs.
A realization is a realization.  If it is true,
it is as true on drugs as it is not on drugs.

The issue that involves drugs is, Will the
realization *last*.  The answer to that seems
pretty clear, in my experience -- drug exper-
iences don't last.  But that doesn't necessarily
mean that they are illusory.







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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Cliff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 *gate-crash the Kingdom of Heaven* - nice turn of phrase...
 
 I remember one particularly vivid experience, where during one of 
the very
 early *flying* sessions in Europe, Jay leaped to his feet, bent 
over and picked
 up a mutual friend like he was a barbell weight, held the guy up 
horizontally
 over Jay's head, and began yelling in his Southern Preacher Voice:
 *Lord!!! Heal this Sinner!!!*
 
 The whole room went beserk.  I can't imagine how we were allowed 
to stay
 in the little town - it was truly like an insane asylum of the 
Middle Ages where
 anything (verbal) went.  And we were allowed out on walk-and-
talks!  I've never really
 considered how bizarre that must have been for the French and 
Swiss people - 
 to hear utterly dangerously insane people screaming for hours from 
within the
 hotel, and then have these smiling (albeit somewhat pale and pasty 
looking)
 faces emerge briefly after lunch...   :-)



Lol, a real southerner nutter




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
  believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
  literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
  shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
  ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long 
time 
  after. 
  Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
  awakening to me, even though there is truth to the description. 
  A heroine trip doesn't count.
 
 The word is heroin.  A heroine is what Judy 
 thinks she is.
 
 Me, I don't know Jay and don't care.  But I
 have to disagree about the experience not
 counting if it was experienced while on drugs.
 A realization is a realization.  If it is true,
 it is as true on drugs as it is not on drugs.
 
 The issue that involves drugs is, Will the
 realization *last*.  The answer to that seems
 pretty clear, in my experience -- drug exper-
 iences don't last.  But that doesn't necessarily
 mean that they are illusory.

Right.Now your gettin' there.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Rory Goff
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
 believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
 literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
 shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
 ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long time 
 after. 
 Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like awakening 
 to me, 

Why would your opinion one way or another burst our bubble? :-)

even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
 doesn't count. snip

I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
  believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
  literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
  shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
  ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long 
time 
  after. 
  Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
awakening 
  to me, 
 
 Why would your opinion one way or another burst our bubble? :-)

To late. It's already busted.

 
 even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
  doesn't count. snip
 
 I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)


Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were all 
enlightened..yeah right.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Rory Goff
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
  wrote:
   Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
   believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
   literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
   shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
   ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long 
 time 
   after. 
   Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
 awakening 
   to me, 
  
  Why would your opinion one way or another burst our bubble? :-)
 
 To late. It's already busted.


*lol* We do have a high opinion of ourselves, don't we :-)


  even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
   doesn't count. snip
  
  I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)
 
 
 Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were all 
 enlightened..yeah right.

Could be; I have no idea. I was speaking of Jay's understanding, 
which is correct, as MMY points out :-)




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] 
  wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
   wrote:
Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. 
I 
believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, 
and 
shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he 
called 'the 
ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a 
long 
  time 
after. 
Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
  awakening 
to me, 
   
   Why would your opinion one way or another burst our 
bubble? :-)
  
  To late. It's already busted.
 
 
 *lol* We do have a high opinion of ourselves, don't we :-)
 
 
   even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
doesn't count. snip
   
   I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)
  
  
  Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were all 
  enlightened..yeah right.
 
 Could be; I have no idea. I was speaking of Jay's understanding, 
 which is correct, as MMY points out :-)

Yes , as I already pointed out in a previous post. Sorry I should 
have just said that.





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Rory Goff
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
   wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
   [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in 
detail. 
 I 
 believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and 
was 
 literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, 
 and 
 shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he 
 called 'the 
 ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a 
 long 
   time 
 after. 
 Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
   awakening 
 to me, 

Why would your opinion one way or another burst our 
 bubble? :-)
   
   To late. It's already busted.
  
  
  *lol* We do have a high opinion of ourselves, don't we :-)
  
  
even though there is truth to the description. A heroine 
trip 
 doesn't count. snip

I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)
   
   
   Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were all 
   enlightened..yeah right.
  
  Could be; I have no idea. I was speaking of Jay's understanding, 
  which is correct, as MMY points out :-)
 
 Yes , as I already pointed out in a previous post. Sorry I should 
 have just said that.

You seemed to be implying somehow -- because Jay's undertanding 
appears to have been precipitated by drugs -- that I believed that 
all drug-users were enlightened. I am saying only that wholeness 
recognizes itself. I don't particularly care whether the 
preciptating factor is bus-fumes, a tomato, heroin(e), Jesus, the 
Buddha, MMY, TM, or quitting TM :-)




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Rory Goff
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
snip

I don't particularly care whether the 
 preciptating factor is bus-fumes, a tomato, heroin(e), Jesus, the 
 Buddha, MMY, TM, or quitting TM :-)

*lol* preciptating is missing the central (i) :-)

awakening is everywhere





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] 
  wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
   [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in 
 detail. 
  I 
  believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and 
 was 
  literally lying in bed puking all over himself all 
night, 
  and 
  shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he 
  called 'the 
  ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for 
a 
  long 
time 
  after. 
  Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound 
like 
awakening 
  to me, 
 
 Why would your opinion one way or another burst our 
  bubble? :-)

To late. It's already busted.
   
   
   *lol* We do have a high opinion of ourselves, don't we :-)
   
   
 even though there is truth to the description. A heroine 
 trip 
  doesn't count. snip
 
 I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)



Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were 
all 
enlightened..yeah right.
   
   Could be; I have no idea. I was speaking of Jay's 
understanding, 
   which is correct, as MMY points out :-)
  
  Yes , as I already pointed out in a previous post. Sorry I 
should 
  have just said that.
 
 You seemed to be implying somehow -- because Jay's undertanding 
 appears to have been precipitated by drugs -- that I believed that 
 all drug-users were enlightened. I am saying only that wholeness 
 recognizes itself. I don't particularly care whether the 
 preciptating factor is bus-fumes, a tomato, heroin(e), Jesus, the 
 Buddha, MMY, TM, or quitting TM :-).

Dude, we are going round in circles here. I already pointed this out 
in a previous post last night, before you pointed it out, and agree 
with it. Let us not disagree about our agreement.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Rory Goff
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 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
   wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
   [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
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  wrote:
   Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in 
  detail. 
   I 
   believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, 
and 
  was 
   literally lying in bed puking all over himself all 
 night, 
   and 
   shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he 
   called 'the 
   ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell 
for 
 a 
   long 
 time 
   after. 
   Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound 
 like 
 awakening 
   to me, 
  
  Why would your opinion one way or another burst our 
   bubble? :-)
 
 To late. It's already busted.


*lol* We do have a high opinion of ourselves, don't we :-)


  even though there is truth to the description. A 
heroine 
  trip 
   doesn't count. snip
  
  I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-
)
 
 
 
 Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were 
 all 
 enlightened..yeah right.

Could be; I have no idea. I was speaking of Jay's 
 understanding, 
which is correct, as MMY points out :-)
   
   Yes , as I already pointed out in a previous post. Sorry I 
 should 
   have just said that.
  
  You seemed to be implying somehow -- because Jay's undertanding 
  appears to have been precipitated by drugs -- that I believed 
that 
  all drug-users were enlightened. I am saying only that wholeness 
  recognizes itself. I don't particularly care whether the 
  preciptating factor is bus-fumes, a tomato, heroin(e), Jesus, 
the 
  Buddha, MMY, TM, or quitting TM :-).
 
 Dude, we are going round in circles here. I already pointed this 
out 
 in a previous post last night, before you pointed it out, and 
agree 
 with it. Let us not disagree about our agreement.

Who am I to disagree :-)




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread authfriend
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wrote:
 No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which was
 quite some time before the course where he related the experience to
 Maharishi.
 
 I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on long
 rounding courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-depressive
 people I've ever known.

Had he been diagnosed as manic-depressive, and if so,
was he under treatment for it, do you know?  (Just
curious.)

snip
 I don't doubt his experience of realization.  I also don't doubt 
 that he fell into a totally black pit shortly after that.  I think 
 he threw himself into the TM technique and TMO in a desperate 
 attempt to stabilize himself - to literally save himself from 
 himself.  Turns out that we're the only ones who can save 
 ourselves.  That must have been a very tough realization 
 for Jay.

What do you think he could have done to save himself?





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread shempmcgurk
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[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
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  wrote:
   Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
   believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
   literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
   shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
   ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long 
 time 
   after. 
   Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
 awakening 
   to me, 
  
  Why would your opinion one way or another burst our bubble? :-)
 
 To late. It's already busted.
 
  
  even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
   doesn't count. snip
  
  I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)
 
 
 Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were all 
 enlightened..yeah right.

Janis and Cobain certainly not...but Moon and Hendrix?  Of course!




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread cardemaister
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 not...but Moon and Hendrix?  Of course!

Just ask the Axis! He knows Everything!





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, shempmcgurk 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rory Goff 
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  wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
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   wrote:
Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. 
I 
believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, 
and 
shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he 
called 'the 
ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a 
long 
  time 
after. 
Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like 
  awakening 
to me, 
   
   Why would your opinion one way or another burst our 
bubble? :-)
  
  To late. It's already busted.
  
   
   even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
doesn't count. snip
   
   I agree with MMY on this one -- wholeness knows itself :-)
  
  
  Kieth Moon, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Kurt Cobain were all 
  enlightened..yeah right.
 
 Janis and Cobain certainly not...but Moon and Hendrix?  Of course! 


I'd put Cobain on top. He found his love of the world and people in 
general hard to bear. Excrutiating when it cannot be assimilated in 
a greater silence.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread authfriend
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[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
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   No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which 
was
   quite some time before the course where he related the 
 experience to
   Maharishi.
   
   I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on long
   rounding courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-
 depressive
   people I've ever known.
  
  Had he been diagnosed as manic-depressive, and if so,
  was he under treatment for it, do you know?  (Just
  curious.)
  
  snip
   I don't doubt his experience of realization.  I also don't 
doubt 
   that he fell into a totally black pit shortly after that.  I 
 think 
   he threw himself into the TM technique and TMO in a desperate 
   attempt to stabilize himself - to literally save himself from 
   himself.  Turns out that we're the only ones who can save 
   ourselves.  That must have been a very tough realization 
   for Jay.
  
  What do you think he could have done to save himself?
 
 Calming down and taking it easy and getting off alcahol and drugs

Without knowing anything about him but what's been
said here, I'd wonder if the drugs and alcohol 
weren't an attempt to self-medicate.





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread sparaig
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 The issue that involves drugs is, Will the
 realization *last*.  The answer to that seems
 pretty clear, in my experience -- drug exper-
 iences don't last.  But that doesn't necessarily
 mean that they are illusory.

That has been MMY's pointonthe subject as well, I understand.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Cliff
No question they were self-medication.  But a personality that
strong has a very hard time resisting the slippery slope to addiction.
He could never do anything part-way, whether it was TM, journeys
to India, or drugs.  

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
  wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Cliff 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
   wrote:
No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which 
 was
quite some time before the course where he related the 
  experience to
Maharishi.

I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on long
rounding courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-
  depressive
people I've ever known.
   
   Had he been diagnosed as manic-depressive, and if so,
   was he under treatment for it, do you know?  (Just
   curious.)
   
   snip
I don't doubt his experience of realization.  I also don't 
 doubt 
that he fell into a totally black pit shortly after that.  I 
  think 
he threw himself into the TM technique and TMO in a desperate 
attempt to stabilize himself - to literally save himself from 
himself.  Turns out that we're the only ones who can save 
ourselves.  That must have been a very tough realization 
for Jay.
   
   What do you think he could have done to save himself?
  
  Calming down and taking it easy and getting off alcahol and drugs
 
 Without knowing anything about him but what's been
 said here, I'd wonder if the drugs and alcohol 
 weren't an attempt to self-medicate.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread Cliff
I remember a Humboldt tape where M was talking about drug
experiences and he said something like *Taking drugs is like 
smashing your head through the wall and seeing the room of
enlightenment, but you always get yanked back out.  Meditation
is like walking through the door into the room of enlightenment.*

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 
  The issue that involves drugs is, Will the
  realization *last*.  The answer to that seems
  pretty clear, in my experience -- drug exper-
  iences don't last.  But that doesn't necessarily
  mean that they are illusory.
 
 That has been MMY's pointonthe subject as well, I understand.





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-11 Thread sparaig
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
  wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Cliff 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
   wrote:
No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which 
 was
quite some time before the course where he related the 
  experience to
Maharishi.

I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on 
long
rounding courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-
  depressive
people I've ever known.
   
   Had he been diagnosed as manic-depressive, and if so,
   was he under treatment for it, do you know?  (Just
   curious.)
   
   snip
I don't doubt his experience of realization.  I also don't 
 doubt 
that he fell into a totally black pit shortly after that.  I 
  think 
he threw himself into the TM technique and TMO in a desperate 
attempt to stabilize himself - to literally save himself from 
himself.  Turns out that we're the only ones who can save 
ourselves.  That must have been a very tough realization 
for Jay.
   
   What do you think he could have done to save himself?
  
  Calming down and taking it easy and getting off alcahol and drugs
 
 Without knowing anything about him but what's been
 said here, I'd wonder if the drugs and alcohol 
 weren't an attempt to self-medicate.

A life-long long, dark night of the soul, perhaps?




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread off_world_beings
Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in detail. I 
believe it is the experience when he was on heroine, and was 
literally lying in bed puking all over himself all night, and 
shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he called 'the 
ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell for a long time 
after. 
Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't sound like awakening 
to me, even though there is truth to the description. A heroine trip 
doesn't count.
By the wayI never found out how Jay died? Anybody know?


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ron F [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 Newsgroups: alt.meditation.transcendental
 Subject: AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
 From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] (Williams)
 AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
 By Jay Latham
 
 Never had I seen him respond so powerfully. It was as if 
the Hammer of 
 God was slamming that table. He then exclaimed loudly, This is 
real 
 wholeness!
 
 Jay Latham:
 
 Maharishi, these experiences I've had over the past six months 
have been 
 glimpses of enlightenment for me. I had a tremendous awakening 
experience 
 before I started TM, but due to the circumstances, I feel a little 
shy about 
 telling it in the group. I then sent him a thought message that I 
would 
 relate my experience and not the circumstances.
 
 Maharishi paused for a moment to think about what I'd just said.
 
 It'll be all right to tell it, he said finally, in a thoughtful 
sort of 
 way.
 
 Maharishi, you've said that for every state of consciousness 
there is a 
 separate, corresponding state of reality. Waking state has its 
reality, 
 dream state has its reality, and deep sleep is another reality.
 
 Yes.
 
 You've taught us that transcendental consciousness is a fourth 
state of 
 consciousness?a fourth reality that is the underlying reality of 
all life.
 
 Yes.
 
 And you've taught that cosmic consciousness is a higher state of 
reality, 
 because one never loses consciousness of the transcendent even 
during 
 waking, dreaming and sleeping.
 
 Yes.
 
 You've also said that God consciousness and unity consciousness 
are even 
 deeper states of reality; so we have all these states of 
consciousness and 
 all these states of corresponding realities.
 
 Maharishi said yes this time in a somewhat impatient way, as if 
to convey, 
 Get to the point, where are you going with this?
 
 I'd been feeling an almighty power rise up inside of me as I asked 
Maharishi 
 each one of these questions, because I was consciously setting him 
up to 
 refute all that he had just said. I knew he knew the truth, but I 
wanted him 
 to come out with it in a way he had never done before. It was time 
for
 us to stop playing around like little children at his feet, and 
elicit from 
 him the real truth. A great rage suddenly ripped through my chest, 
burning 
 the lie in my heart. I wanted Maharishi to kill it right then and 
there, for 
 all time.
 
 Maharishi, in the experience of wholeness I had before I started 
TM, what 
 you've just said that basically reality is different in different 
states of 
 consciousness, is a total lie! What I experienced one night five 
years ago, 
 is that there is only one reality, has always been one reality, 
and will 
 forever be one reality! EVERYTHING ELSE IS A COMPLETE AND TOTAL 
LIE!
 
 YES! YES! YES! Maharishi loudly proclaimed. With each YES, his 
fist came 
 down on the table, Bang, Bang, Bang! Never had I seen him 
respond so 
 powerfully. It was as if the Hammer of God was slamming that 
table. He 
 then exclaimed loudly, This is real wholeness! I don't want to 
hear 
 anything but experiences of real wholeness! Continue with your 
experience.
 
 What I discovered in my experience, Maharishi, was that the 
personality I 
 know as Jay Latharn is a complete, fictitious lie. There is only 
one Being, 
 God. Everything else, even the 'reality' of God consciousness, is 
an 
 illusion. It's just like Shankara said.
 
 Now this is the real experience of wholeness! Maharishi 
proclaimed 
 excitedly.
 
 What happened is that I had an experience in which I went through 
all of 
 the states of consciousness. When I hit cosmic consciousness I 
closed my 
 eyes to meditate and witnessed creation in the flow of soma out of 
the bindu 
 point between my eyes. Everything shot out of that point, in 
stereo?whatever 
 came out on the left came out on the right. I saw the mechanics of 
creation. 
 It was the most amazing sight I ever saw. After that I started 
having 
 celestial perception with my eyes open.
 
 I then briefly explained the major points of my experiencethe 
jewels I'd 
 seen in the ceiling and how things were constructed of light rays 
created 
 from God's mind?how I walked and moved through a cosmic plasma 
that erased 
 the force of gravity, etc. Maharishi was paying close attention to 
what I   
   
 was saying, and having his attention on me like this was like 
having God 
 Almighty bum the lie right out of my heart. The 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread Peter
What specifically doesn't sound like enlightenment to
you. I'm curious.

--- off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in
 detail. I 
 believe it is the experience when he was on heroine,
 and was 
 literally lying in bed puking all over himself all
 night, and 
 shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he
 called 'the 
 ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell
 for a long time 
 after. 
 Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't
 sound like awakening 
 to me, even though there is truth to the
 description. A heroine trip 
 doesn't count.
 By the wayI never found out how Jay died?
 Anybody know?
 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ron F
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  Newsgroups: alt.meditation.transcendental
  Subject: AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
  From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] (Williams)
  AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
  By Jay Latham
  
  Never had I seen him respond so powerfully. It was
 as if 
 the Hammer of 
  God was slamming that table. He then exclaimed
 loudly, This is 
 real 
  wholeness!
  
  Jay Latham:
  
  Maharishi, these experiences I've had over the
 past six months 
 have been 
  glimpses of enlightenment for me. I had a
 tremendous awakening 
 experience 
  before I started TM, but due to the circumstances,
 I feel a little 
 shy about 
  telling it in the group. I then sent him a
 thought message that I 
 would 
  relate my experience and not the
 circumstances.
  
  Maharishi paused for a moment to think about what
 I'd just said.
  
  It'll be all right to tell it, he said finally,
 in a thoughtful 
 sort of 
  way.
  
  Maharishi, you've said that for every state of
 consciousness 
 there is a 
  separate, corresponding state of reality. Waking
 state has its 
 reality, 
  dream state has its reality, and deep sleep is
 another reality.
  
  Yes.
  
  You've taught us that transcendental
 consciousness is a fourth 
 state of 
  consciousness?a fourth reality that is the
 underlying reality of 
 all life.
  
  Yes.
  
  And you've taught that cosmic consciousness is a
 higher state of 
 reality, 
  because one never loses consciousness of the
 transcendent even 
 during 
  waking, dreaming and sleeping.
  
  Yes.
  
  You've also said that God consciousness and unity
 consciousness 
 are even 
  deeper states of reality; so we have all these
 states of 
 consciousness and 
  all these states of corresponding realities.
  
  Maharishi said yes this time in a somewhat
 impatient way, as if 
 to convey, 
  Get to the point, where are you going with this?
  
  I'd been feeling an almighty power rise up inside
 of me as I asked 
 Maharishi 
  each one of these questions, because I was
 consciously setting him 
 up to 
  refute all that he had just said. I knew he knew
 the truth, but I 
 wanted him 
  to come out with it in a way he had never done
 before. It was time 
 for
  us to stop playing around like little children at
 his feet, and 
 elicit from 
  him the real truth. A great rage suddenly ripped
 through my chest, 
 burning 
  the lie in my heart. I wanted Maharishi to kill it
 right then and 
 there, for 
  all time.
  
  Maharishi, in the experience of wholeness I had
 before I started 
 TM, what 
  you've just said that basically reality is
 different in different 
 states of 
  consciousness, is a total lie! What I experienced
 one night five 
 years ago, 
  is that there is only one reality, has always been
 one reality, 
 and will 
  forever be one reality! EVERYTHING ELSE IS A
 COMPLETE AND TOTAL 
 LIE!
  
  YES! YES! YES! Maharishi loudly proclaimed. With
 each YES, his 
 fist came 
  down on the table, Bang, Bang, Bang! Never had I
 seen him 
 respond so 
  powerfully. It was as if the Hammer of God was
 slamming that 
 table. He 
  then exclaimed loudly, This is real wholeness! I
 don't want to 
 hear 
  anything but experiences of real wholeness!
 Continue with your 
 experience.
  
  What I discovered in my experience, Maharishi,
 was that the 
 personality I 
  know as Jay Latharn is a complete, fictitious lie.
 There is only 
 one Being, 
  God. Everything else, even the 'reality' of God
 consciousness, is 
 an 
  illusion. It's just like Shankara said.
  
  Now this is the real experience of wholeness!
 Maharishi 
 proclaimed 
  excitedly.
  
  What happened is that I had an experience in
 which I went through 
 all of 
  the states of consciousness. When I hit cosmic
 consciousness I 
 closed my 
  eyes to meditate and witnessed creation in the
 flow of soma out of 
 the bindu 
  point between my eyes. Everything shot out of that
 point, in 
 stereo?whatever 
  came out on the left came out on the right. I saw
 the mechanics of 
 creation. 
  It was the most amazing sight I ever saw. After
 that I started 
 having 
  celestial perception with my eyes open.
  
  I then briefly explained the major points of my
 experiencethe 
 jewels I'd 
  seen in the ceiling and how things were
 constructed of 

[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread off_world_beings
The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking and 
shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip). 
Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and 
continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude, 
for the unbearable problems he encountered later).

Off-World


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
 What specifically doesn't sound like enlightenment to
 you. I'm curious.
 
 --- off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
  Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in
  detail. I 
  believe it is the experience when he was on heroine,
  and was 
  literally lying in bed puking all over himself all
  night, and 
  shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he
  called 'the 
  ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell
  for a long time 
  after. 
  Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't
  sound like awakening 
  to me, even though there is truth to the
  description. A heroine trip 
  doesn't count.
  By the wayI never found out how Jay died?
  Anybody know?
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ron F
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
   Newsgroups: alt.meditation.transcendental
   Subject: AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
   From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] (Williams)
   AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
   By Jay Latham
   
   Never had I seen him respond so powerfully. It was
  as if 
  the Hammer of 
   God was slamming that table. He then exclaimed
  loudly, This is 
  real 
   wholeness!
   
   Jay Latham:
   
   Maharishi, these experiences I've had over the
  past six months 
  have been 
   glimpses of enlightenment for me. I had a
  tremendous awakening 
  experience 
   before I started TM, but due to the circumstances,
  I feel a little 
  shy about 
   telling it in the group. I then sent him a
  thought message that I 
  would 
   relate my experience and not the
  circumstances.
   
   Maharishi paused for a moment to think about what
  I'd just said.
   
   It'll be all right to tell it, he said finally,
  in a thoughtful 
  sort of 
   way.
   
   Maharishi, you've said that for every state of
  consciousness 
  there is a 
   separate, corresponding state of reality. Waking
  state has its 
  reality, 
   dream state has its reality, and deep sleep is
  another reality.
   
   Yes.
   
   You've taught us that transcendental
  consciousness is a fourth 
  state of 
   consciousness?a fourth reality that is the
  underlying reality of 
  all life.
   
   Yes.
   
   And you've taught that cosmic consciousness is a
  higher state of 
  reality, 
   because one never loses consciousness of the
  transcendent even 
  during 
   waking, dreaming and sleeping.
   
   Yes.
   
   You've also said that God consciousness and unity
  consciousness 
  are even 
   deeper states of reality; so we have all these
  states of 
  consciousness and 
   all these states of corresponding realities.
   
   Maharishi said yes this time in a somewhat
  impatient way, as if 
  to convey, 
   Get to the point, where are you going with this?
   
   I'd been feeling an almighty power rise up inside
  of me as I asked 
  Maharishi 
   each one of these questions, because I was
  consciously setting him 
  up to 
   refute all that he had just said. I knew he knew
  the truth, but I 
  wanted him 
   to come out with it in a way he had never done
  before. It was time 
  for
   us to stop playing around like little children at
  his feet, and 
  elicit from 
   him the real truth. A great rage suddenly ripped
  through my chest, 
  burning 
   the lie in my heart. I wanted Maharishi to kill it
  right then and 
  there, for 
   all time.
   
   Maharishi, in the experience of wholeness I had
  before I started 
  TM, what 
   you've just said that basically reality is
  different in different 
  states of 
   consciousness, is a total lie! What I experienced
  one night five 
  years ago, 
   is that there is only one reality, has always been
  one reality, 
  and will 
   forever be one reality! EVERYTHING ELSE IS A
  COMPLETE AND TOTAL 
  LIE!
   
   YES! YES! YES! Maharishi loudly proclaimed. With
  each YES, his 
  fist came 
   down on the table, Bang, Bang, Bang! Never had I
  seen him 
  respond so 
   powerfully. It was as if the Hammer of God was
  slamming that 
  table. He 
   then exclaimed loudly, This is real wholeness! I
  don't want to 
  hear 
   anything but experiences of real wholeness!
  Continue with your 
  experience.
   
   What I discovered in my experience, Maharishi,
  was that the 
  personality I 
   know as Jay Latharn is a complete, fictitious lie.
  There is only 
  one Being, 
   God. Everything else, even the 'reality' of God
  consciousness, is 
  an 
   illusion. It's just like Shankara said.
   
   Now this is the real experience of wholeness!
  Maharishi 
  proclaimed 
   excitedly.
   
   What happened is that I had 

[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread shempmcgurk
I read his book.  I thought the first half -- about his experiences 
becoming a Marine on Paris Island -- was the best account of boot 
camp I've ever read or seen (even outdid both An officer and a 
gentlemen and Full metal jacket in that regard).



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking and 
 shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip). 
 Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and 
 continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
 Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude, 
 for the unbearable problems he encountered later).
 
 Off-World
 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  What specifically doesn't sound like enlightenment to
  you. I'm curious.
  
  --- off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
   Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in
   detail. I 
   believe it is the experience when he was on heroine,
   and was 
   literally lying in bed puking all over himself all
   night, and 
   shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he
   called 'the 
   ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell
   for a long time 
   after. 
   Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't
   sound like awakening 
   to me, even though there is truth to the
   description. A heroine trip 
   doesn't count.
   By the wayI never found out how Jay died?
   Anybody know?
   
   
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ron F
   [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
Newsgroups: alt.meditation.transcendental
Subject: AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] (Williams)
AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
By Jay Latham

Never had I seen him respond so powerfully. It was
   as if 
   the Hammer of 
God was slamming that table. He then exclaimed
   loudly, This is 
   real 
wholeness!

Jay Latham:

Maharishi, these experiences I've had over the
   past six months 
   have been 
glimpses of enlightenment for me. I had a
   tremendous awakening 
   experience 
before I started TM, but due to the circumstances,
   I feel a little 
   shy about 
telling it in the group. I then sent him a
   thought message that I 
   would 
relate my experience and not the
   circumstances.

Maharishi paused for a moment to think about what
   I'd just said.

It'll be all right to tell it, he said finally,
   in a thoughtful 
   sort of 
way.

Maharishi, you've said that for every state of
   consciousness 
   there is a 
separate, corresponding state of reality. Waking
   state has its 
   reality, 
dream state has its reality, and deep sleep is
   another reality.

Yes.

You've taught us that transcendental
   consciousness is a fourth 
   state of 
consciousness?a fourth reality that is the
   underlying reality of 
   all life.

Yes.

And you've taught that cosmic consciousness is a
   higher state of 
   reality, 
because one never loses consciousness of the
   transcendent even 
   during 
waking, dreaming and sleeping.

Yes.

You've also said that God consciousness and unity
   consciousness 
   are even 
deeper states of reality; so we have all these
   states of 
   consciousness and 
all these states of corresponding realities.

Maharishi said yes this time in a somewhat
   impatient way, as if 
   to convey, 
Get to the point, where are you going with this?

I'd been feeling an almighty power rise up inside
   of me as I asked 
   Maharishi 
each one of these questions, because I was
   consciously setting him 
   up to 
refute all that he had just said. I knew he knew
   the truth, but I 
   wanted him 
to come out with it in a way he had never done
   before. It was time 
   for
us to stop playing around like little children at
   his feet, and 
   elicit from 
him the real truth. A great rage suddenly ripped
   through my chest, 
   burning 
the lie in my heart. I wanted Maharishi to kill it
   right then and 
   there, for 
all time.

Maharishi, in the experience of wholeness I had
   before I started 
   TM, what 
you've just said that basically reality is
   different in different 
   states of 
consciousness, is a total lie! What I experienced
   one night five 
   years ago, 
is that there is only one reality, has always been
   one reality, 
   and will 
forever be one reality! EVERYTHING ELSE IS A
   COMPLETE AND TOTAL 
   LIE!

YES! YES! YES! Maharishi loudly proclaimed. With
   each YES, his 
   fist came 
down on the table, Bang, Bang, Bang! Never had I
   seen him 
   respond so 
powerfully. It was as if the Hammer of God was
   slamming that 
   table. He 
then exclaimed loudly, This is real wholeness! I
   don't want to 
   hear 

[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread lurkernomore20002000
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, shempmcgurk 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 I read his book.  I thought the first half -- about his 
experiences 
 becoming a Marine on Paris Island -- was the best account of boot 
 camp I've ever read or seen (even outdid both An officer and a 
 gentlemen and Full metal jacket in that regard).

I'll give you Officer and a Gentleman, but no way Full Metal 
Jacket.  (then again, I didn't read Jay's book)

lurk
 

   
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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread shempmcgurk
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, lurkernomore20002000 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, shempmcgurk 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  I read his book.  I thought the first half -- about his 
 experiences 
  becoming a Marine on Paris Island -- was the best account of 
boot 
  camp I've ever read or seen (even outdid both An officer and a 
  gentlemen and Full metal jacket in that regard).
 
 I'll give you Officer and a Gentleman, but no way Full Metal 
 Jacket.  (then again, I didn't read Jay's book)



Give it a try...I think you'll be impressed!



 
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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking and 
 shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip). 
 Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and 
 continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
 Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude, 
 for the unbearable problems he encountered later).

I'm confused.  He was on heroin when he was on the course
where he related this experience to Maharishi?

 
 Off-World
 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  What specifically doesn't sound like enlightenment to
  you. I'm curious.
  
  --- off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  
   Jay told me this experience of his in person, and in
   detail. I 
   believe it is the experience when he was on heroine,
   and was 
   literally lying in bed puking all over himself all
   night, and 
   shitting in his pants, while experiencing what he
   called 'the 
   ancient watcher'...(ie God/Self). He felt like hell
   for a long time 
   after. 
   Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but it doesn't
   sound like awakening 
   to me, even though there is truth to the
   description. A heroine trip 
   doesn't count.
   By the wayI never found out how Jay died?
   Anybody know?
   
   
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ron F
   [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
Newsgroups: alt.meditation.transcendental
Subject: AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] (Williams)
AEGTC, Switzerland 1976
By Jay Latham

Never had I seen him respond so powerfully. It was
   as if 
   the Hammer of 
God was slamming that table. He then exclaimed
   loudly, This is 
   real 
wholeness!

Jay Latham:

Maharishi, these experiences I've had over the
   past six months 
   have been 
glimpses of enlightenment for me. I had a
   tremendous awakening 
   experience 
before I started TM, but due to the circumstances,
   I feel a little 
   shy about 
telling it in the group. I then sent him a
   thought message that I 
   would 
relate my experience and not the
   circumstances.

Maharishi paused for a moment to think about what
   I'd just said.

It'll be all right to tell it, he said finally,
   in a thoughtful 
   sort of 
way.

Maharishi, you've said that for every state of
   consciousness 
   there is a 
separate, corresponding state of reality. Waking
   state has its 
   reality, 
dream state has its reality, and deep sleep is
   another reality.

Yes.

You've taught us that transcendental
   consciousness is a fourth 
   state of 
consciousness?a fourth reality that is the
   underlying reality of 
   all life.

Yes.

And you've taught that cosmic consciousness is a
   higher state of 
   reality, 
because one never loses consciousness of the
   transcendent even 
   during 
waking, dreaming and sleeping.

Yes.

You've also said that God consciousness and unity
   consciousness 
   are even 
deeper states of reality; so we have all these
   states of 
   consciousness and 
all these states of corresponding realities.

Maharishi said yes this time in a somewhat
   impatient way, as if 
   to convey, 
Get to the point, where are you going with this?

I'd been feeling an almighty power rise up inside
   of me as I asked 
   Maharishi 
each one of these questions, because I was
   consciously setting him 
   up to 
refute all that he had just said. I knew he knew
   the truth, but I 
   wanted him 
to come out with it in a way he had never done
   before. It was time 
   for
us to stop playing around like little children at
   his feet, and 
   elicit from 
him the real truth. A great rage suddenly ripped
   through my chest, 
   burning 
the lie in my heart. I wanted Maharishi to kill it
   right then and 
   there, for 
all time.

Maharishi, in the experience of wholeness I had
   before I started 
   TM, what 
you've just said that basically reality is
   different in different 
   states of 
consciousness, is a total lie! What I experienced
   one night five 
   years ago, 
is that there is only one reality, has always been
   one reality, 
   and will 
forever be one reality! EVERYTHING ELSE IS A
   COMPLETE AND TOTAL 
   LIE!

YES! YES! YES! Maharishi loudly proclaimed. With
   each YES, his 
   fist came 
down on the table, Bang, Bang, Bang! Never had I
   seen him 
   respond so 
powerfully. It was as if the Hammer of God was
   slamming that 
   table. He 
then exclaimed loudly, This is real wholeness! I
   don't want to 
   hear 
anything but experiences of real wholeness!
   Continue with your 
   experience.

What I discovered in my experience, Maharishi,
   

[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread off_world_beings
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking and 
  shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip). 
  Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and 
  continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
  Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude, 
  for the unbearable problems he encountered later).
 
 I'm confused.  He was on heroin when he was on the course
 where he related this experience to Maharishi?
 


No. If it the experience he related to me , he was on heroin when he 
had the experience , which he related this experience to Maharishi 
years later.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread Cliff
No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which was
quite some time before the course where he related the experience to
Maharishi.

I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on long rounding
courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-depressive
people I've ever known.  The force of his personality was remarkable, in
both its upswings and its downs.  He would preach the absolute horrible
evils of associating with women and sex to a whole course one month, and
then six months get married.  Poor woman - my now ex-wife and I spent
a few days consoling her when they showed up on our doorstep on their
wedding night with Jay asking for his own room so he could lock her out
to protect himself from his *horrible, sinful weakness*.

I don't doubt his experience of realization.  I also don't doubt that he
fell into a totally black pit shortly after that.  I think he threw himself into
the TM technique and TMO in a desperate attempt to stabilize himself - 
to literally save himself from himself.  Turns out that we're the only ones
who can save ourselves.  That must have been a very tough realization 
for Jay.

I wish his soul well, and, in particular, wish his soul peace.



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
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  The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking and 
  shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip). 
  Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain and 
  continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
  Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his attitude, 
  for the unbearable problems he encountered later).
 
 I'm confused.  He was on heroin when he was on the course
 where he related this experience to Maharishi?




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
  [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
   The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip (puking 
and 
   shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the trip). 
   Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain 
and 
   continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
   Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his 
attitude, 
   for the unbearable problems he encountered later).
  
  I'm confused.  He was on heroin when he was on the course
  where he related this experience to Maharishi?
 
 No. If it the experience he related to me , he was on heroin when
 he had the experience , which he related this experience to 
 Maharishi years later.

But in the account that was posted here, he refers
to the experiences he describes as having occurred
over the past six months.






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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
snip
  No. If it the experience he related to me , he was on heroin when
  he had the experience , which he related this experience to 
  Maharishi years later.
 
 But in the account that was posted here, he refers
 to the experiences he describes as having occurred
 over the past six months.

Never mind...I went back and read it again, and he
does talk about having had good experiences over the
past six months, but the biggie he described to MMY
had occurred five years before that.

As you were...  Sorry!





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread off_world_beings
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 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings 
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The transitory and non-useful nature of a heroine trip 
(puking 
 and 
shitting on yourself all night and almost dying for the 
trip). 
Losing the experience the next day, only to damage the brain 
 and 
continue in life in precarious and addictive way. (I knew 
Jaythough I loved him, he was destined, through his 
 attitude, 
for the unbearable problems he encountered later).
   
   I'm confused.  He was on heroin when he was on the course
   where he related this experience to Maharishi?
  
  No. If it the experience he related to me , he was on heroin when
  he had the experience , which he related this experience to 
  Maharishi years later.
 
 But in the account that was posted here, he refers
 to the experiences he describes as having occurred
 over the past six months.

Then I am pretty sure that this six months timeframe is innacurate 
as his experience was the most powerful that he described to me that 
was a heroin trip, before he took up TM I think. Not to invalidate 
the knowledge gained from the trip, but it is no valuable way to 
gain it .





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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread off_world_beings
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 snip
   No. If it the experience he related to me , he was on heroin 
when
   he had the experience , which he related this experience to 
   Maharishi years later.
  
  But in the account that was posted here, he refers
  to the experiences he describes as having occurred
  over the past six months.
 
 Never mind...I went back and read it again, and he
 does talk about having had good experiences over the
 past six months, but the biggie he described to MMY
 had occurred five years before that.
 
 As you were...  Sorry!

Oh ok, that makes sense to what he described to me.




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread off_world_beings
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 No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which was
 quite some time before the course where he related the experience to
 Maharishi.
 
 I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on long 
rounding
 courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-depressive
 people I've ever known.  The force of his personality was 
remarkable, in
 both its upswings and its downs. 

This last sentance described Jay very well, but he needed to kill his 
ego and not his life. He was remarkable, and some of his stories from 
the Himalayas and other experiences were some of the most electrifying 
and evocative I have ever heard from a seeker. He tried to gate-crash 
the Kingdom of Heaven and almost succeeded.

Off_world




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[FairfieldLife] Re: From Jay Lathom Book, .......uh......jya

2005-09-10 Thread Cliff
*gate-crash the Kingdom of Heaven* - nice turn of phrase...

I remember one particularly vivid experience, where during one of the very
early *flying* sessions in Europe, Jay leaped to his feet, bent over and picked
up a mutual friend like he was a barbell weight, held the guy up horizontally
over Jay's head, and began yelling in his Southern Preacher Voice:
*Lord!!! Heal this Sinner!!!*

The whole room went beserk.  I can't imagine how we were allowed to stay
in the little town - it was truly like an insane asylum of the Middle Ages where
anything (verbal) went.  And we were allowed out on walk-and-talks!  I've never 
really
considered how bizarre that must have been for the French and Swiss people - 
to hear utterly dangerously insane people screaming for hours from within the
hotel, and then have these smiling (albeit somewhat pale and pasty looking)
faces emerge briefly after lunch...   :-)

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, off_world_beings [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
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 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Cliff [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
 wrote:
  No, Judy.  He was on heroin when he had the experience, which was
  quite some time before the course where he related the experience to
  Maharishi.
  
  I knew Jay quite well for many years - spent a few years on long 
 rounding
  courses with him.  He was one of the most manic-depressive
  people I've ever known.  The force of his personality was 
 remarkable, in
  both its upswings and its downs. 
 
 This last sentance described Jay very well, but he needed to kill his 
 ego and not his life. He was remarkable, and some of his stories from 
 the Himalayas and other experiences were some of the most electrifying 
 and evocative I have ever heard from a seeker. He tried to gate-crash 
 the Kingdom of Heaven and almost succeeded.
 
 Off_world





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