Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space So one thing I'm noticing is that I don't really have any reserves, and it doesn't take much to just bring me down right now, which isn't like me. I might get frustrated easily, but that's always been a thing. But now

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space i understand.Maybe China’s thinking model can be used for reference URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/597593/#p597593 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space @36 Better... eh, maybe a little. Certainly less immediate, but I don't think I'll feel right until this is over, no matter how long it takes.@37 No they don't, and I intend on keeping it that way. It's just too hard  to

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I am using Google Translate.So that's it!In fact, life is like a mirror, when your psychological state is good, then you will try to focus on the bright side, life will also feedback to you the bright side, whether by discrimination or

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space So that's it!In fact, life is like a mirror, when your psychological state is good, then you will try to focus on the bright side, life will also feedback to you the bright side, whether by discrimination or what, are only a few, ca

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space @Granny: This year has been a really shitty one for all of us, some more than others. Do not do drugs. The positives are very few compared to the negatives. Try some of the ideas in this thread. Do any of your other family members/friends

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space @GrannyCheeseWheelSeems like you feel better and that's good. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/597550/#p597550 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.co

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I don't think they're using a translator, it's not mangled enough. As an example, I've tried this and let our Chinese speakers say how good it is:我想知道， 随着世界上发生的所有事情， 一个人应该如何保持对自我意识的依恋。我们成长成的身份就是在这些时代受到攻击的东西。我们的社交生活处于危险之中，网

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Man, posts like @33 really show me that maybe this comunity isn't all bad.If I'm not mistaken, this guy runs all the posts he reads and writes through a translator. So the fact that he bothered to do that for this is just... more

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Really can't take drugs, it really is a way of no return.It will ruin a life.This is really not alarmist.You may be too worried.I have had a long period of worries, always thinking about what people live for, whether they live to wai

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space You may be too worried.I have had a long period of worries, always thinking about what people live for, whether they live to wait for death.At that time, my life was terrible, all night long was commonplace, and I felt that my future seemed

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I wouldn't say that I'm a depressive type of person, but this year has just sucked. Even on better days, it's just floating in my mind. It's like a pack of wolves circling around you but they're too scared to c

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space i admit i'm a depresed person myself. many failed attempts. i'm thinking on a way to die without pain, but without firearms because i dont have one to shhoot me in the neck URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/59733

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space When my grandfather passed away, I went back to listening to r Kelly. I no, he has a bad record, but some of his music is ok if your depressed. Listen to songs like I wish, I'm your angel, looking for love, the storm is over, and heven I

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I'm not a psychologist. I'm a social services worker. Basically I'm part counsellor, part facilitator, part on-the-ground community activist. Social service workers dabble a little bit in a lot of stuff. I am not a psychiat

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Hi,@15: What's damaging about Taylor Swift? The only music that might be extremely harmful for your brain and ears might be K-pop.@Jayde: Are you a psychologist or something? Because you sound like one. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Nah, just smoke a fat blunt, and you'll be fine for quite a while.One thing i've noted is that with different stranes of weed, deppending on how much you smoked, you might feel a bit depressed the following day.But you can't

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space What you said was unexpected just based on your generally forceful personality and mannerisms. You don't seem the type of guy to just... lay down and take abuse... pun intended. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/597039/#p5

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space @12 Oh god no, I would just be perpetuating the stereo type of broken ass people in that type of practice.@13 That's entirely missing the point, the food isn't the issue, it's seeing family that I don't see much more than

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Yeah I might have to check into that when things are less restrictive. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/596962/#p596962 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space @21Honestly, if that's the kind of stuff you're into, then A: Go for it, and B: Without an outlet for that kind of craving, it's no wonder you're feeling suppressed / repressed / depressed.There's plenty of peop

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Huh, the people you least expect. If you think it'd help, man, you do you, or rather... Well... URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/596920/#p596920 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukogl

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Funny I was thinking along those same lines and yes, masturbation does definitely help some. I've been looking into a lot of BDSM lately, researching it and so on. I think I'd like to be strapped down to a table while a girl beat

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space i was going to suggest some meditation that mite help you out releave some stress, or doing something creative, got nno idea on that cide though, but i wouldn't even suggest going for drugs, that can really get you in a dark path, addi

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Here here, good sir. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/596865/#p596865 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin/mailman/listinfo/audiogames

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Let's not forget the power of sex or mastobation for releasing some good positive andorphins. Best of all: it doesn't cost anything. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/596857/#p596857 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space But getting back to the topic: why doing something is better than just observing/consuming what others have done, is because escaping to fantasy world helps only while you're in it and getting out of it makes previously already bad state

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Regarding music and it's ability to harm/damage, I just recently had a nasty experience I haven't really had in years. Yes, that's down to my unusual sensitivity towards all kind of strange vocals in electronic music, but stil

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I would just like to second Defender's point about music. Really if you just need to disappear from the world for a while, their is nothing more effective. Plus, no negative health consequences, unless you play it super loud perhap

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Unfortunately drugs won't be of much helt here. Rather pick up some activity you really like, no matter how others may rate it to be funny/stupid/pointless/..., just find something and go deep into it - spit on everything else for a whil

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space You could order a takeaway/takeout for christmas dinner, is that really important to you? If so, ask yourself why. me? I don't care either way, sure our family is going to have a christmas dinner. But I can take it or leave it, it&#

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I hear you. I'm getting to that point too, until I look at the state of my bank account, then I am there.I stopped watching the news, talking about the news, and the only facebook posts I read are from my D&D dm's group. Th

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Maybe you should test out those new headphones on the freesound catalog, that should provide some distraction given there are so many interesting things to hear...Sometimes I use slow, bass heavy techno like a drug, if you allow your self to

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Maybe you should test out those new headphones on the freesound catalog, that should provide some distraction given there are so many interesting things to hear...Sometimes I use slow, bass heavy techno like a drug, if you allow your self to

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Maybe you should test out those new headphones on the freesound catalog, that should provide some distraction given there are so many interesting things to hear...Sometimes I use slow, bass heavy techno like a drug, if you allow your self to

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Maybe you should test out those new headphones on the freesound catalog, that should provide some distraction given there are so many interesting things to hear...Sometimes I use slow, bass heavy techno like a drug, if you allow your self to

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I've said before and will say again here: If I can help, I'll try.First good sign though: you could've just taken drugs or gone and done something else self-destructive. You didn't. You came here because you wanted help or

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Oh god no birds, they live too long and my grandparents already have one that they've willed ot my dad and step mom. Plus, I find the act of clipping birds' wings to be highly offensive and unnatural, it's a crime against na

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space i'd say try a bird, maybe?its sometimes so fun to try and teach a bird talking, especially parrots or parakeets though, are very good and funny timewastersbut you have to be careful with that if you have a dog and a kittycat URL:

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space If you ever get another dog, you can optimize for "wants to be loved".  Also, dogs in general will have a much higher tolerance for attention if you get on the floor with them instead of trying to get them in your lap and stuff

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I have things to do, and I have a dog and cat, and they both have fairly limited tolerance for being held and picked up. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/596624/#p596624 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space For what it's worth, not having experience with such things, I understand and support your decision and were my situation much worse and I had acess to such things, I would probably follow you. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/5

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Find a project is my advice.  Maybe adopt a dog as well.Also, as far as I know there's basically zero evidence that you can overdose on weed so, if you're really going to do this and none of us pointing out that it's terrible a

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space

Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space oh yeah, I know, but my rational side has been gagged and shoved into a closet and locked inside for the time being. URL: https://forum.audiogames.net/post/596612/#p596612 -- Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space If you take the plunge you might never come back though.  This current situation will pass, but addiction will follow you for the rest of your life and you'll be hating your self for making that decision not long from now.But I get it.

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Re: I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space Hi,I of course do not know your specific situation but the route you wanna take is not thee best. Drinking and drugs will make you fall into an infinite, unbreakable and fucking loop. It's just like taking depts. You take another one t

I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space

I just wanna do drugs and get lost in space I'm not OK, and it's been a long time, a very long time since that was true. Oh sure, there were hints of it in the background, they they were far off. The world, these times, it's just too much for me right now. I can't ta