Hi Regina, So sorry your surgery was so disappointing. Don't give up hope. I have a cousin who for yrs could barely walk and had terrible pains. He used a scooter. He had had several back operations and most of them only made things worse. I saw him last week for the first time in many yrs and he is now walking and able to do lots of things. He walked up a huge flight of stairs, can carry things, work on ceiling fixtures. He has lots of stamina. It is amazing. The medical doctors had given up on him. He told me a chiropractor and acupuncture have brought about his recovery. Guess there is hope. He was a real basket case. Hopefully someday we may all find an answer like he did. Natalie B
On 9/10/07, Regina Rummel <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > I'm so disapointed that the AVM surgery made no difference in my > condition. > Five difficult weeks in the hospital... and what for? For nothing. I'm > sorry I said yes when the surgeon asked if I were willing to let him get > into my spinal cord and... I think it meant untwisting tangled up spagetti > like or something like that. I don't know. He was so happy with the > result! I'm just as bad as before if not worse. > I can't bring myself to see the neurologist. It's all so useless and > hopeless. > I read your emails and you seem so brave. I'm not. I think about those > of us who are at the hospital as I write this, who may or may not do well. > I hope to hear that they are doing well. > Anyway, I think it would be a good idea if I started to write a story. A > children's story. I have an idea. Are any of you writers and writing > something currently? > It's obious that I'm thinking and babbling aloud, not talking to you, > thinking to you, babbling to you. I feel better already. So kind of you to > lend me your ear. I hope you're enjoying yourselves, vacationing or what > not. I'm going to bed. > Stay as well as you can. I'll try to do the same. > In friendship. > R > > > > > > >