Jeron I agree completely with Barbara. Just remember we are here for you. I will be praying for you too.
Patti From: Barbara H. [mailto:barbara...@gmail.com] Sent: Sunday, June 19, 2011 9:07 PM To: Jeron Rampersad Cc: tmic-list@eskimo.com Subject: Re: [TMIC] I need you guys.... I'm so sorry, Jeron. No offense to your wife -- I know it is hard to watch someone suffer, but I just can't understand leaving. I know it is not quite the same, but we're here for you. I'll be praying for you, I know others are as well. Barbara H. On Fri, Jun 17, 2011 at 4:24 PM, Jeron Rampersad <rumc...@hotmail.com> wrote: Hi guys, Sorry I have been away for so long. I've been through hell since January 1st this year with my complications with TM. I started having really bad spasms then and I just thought they were normal, but here was our little friend TM acting up again through an infection I managed to pick up in Brazil. I was treated and got better and my wife and I were relocated to the Caribbean, where we are from, by her company just after that. We moved and things settled nicely for a while, but with TM a while is all you have. I got another attack. I've been hospitalised on 7 separate occasions since then just to deal with pain, because sadly neurology is not a practised science in the caribbean. My wife endured all the while at my side. At least she did for a while..... She finally got fed up of it all, seeing me spasm out of control in loads of pain must have been hard. She left me in mid April and I have been trying to cope since, but it's really hard. I love my wife and hate that I put her through so much, but I never thought she would have left. We haven't spoken in a month now and I have medical bills piling up and it's getting scary now. I just need to catch a break. It's more challenging now than when I was first hit by TM, because for the first time in my life I'm truly alone. I know my faith is being tested; I wish I knew what God wanted from me. I need you guys..... Jeron
