Jim,

'Hearing the bell before it rings' is what I described in my previous post 
vis-a-vis the taste of the lemon.  Buddha Nature experiences reality (tastes, 
hears, etc..) before your discriminating mind PERCEIVES the taste and starts 
labeling and judging it as sweet/sour, bell/horn, etc...

...Bill! 

--- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, "jfnewell7" <jfnewell7@...> wrote:
>
> Yes, certainly, technically, if one is meditating and then thinks of the past 
> or future, it tends to add some chaos to the meditation. 
> 
> However, I wonder if this as an absolute. In Stryke, Lucien and Takashi 
> Ikemoto, (1965), ZEN: POEMS, PRAYERS, SSERMONS, ANECDOTES, INTERVIEWS, Garden 
> City: Doubleday Anchor
> 
> page 87: "BANKEI: The bell rings, but you hear the sound before it rings. The 
> mind that is aware of the bell before it rings is the Buddha-mind. If however 
> you hear the bell and then say it is a bell, you are merely naming what's 
> been born, a thing of no importance."
> 
> I haven't experienced hearing things before they happen, so I don't 
> understand very well what Bankei was saying. However, if we can see the 
> future in the NOW, that changes things.
> 
> This could tie in with some modern physics, or perhaps not. Some physicists 
> are postulating that there is more then one time dimension. Nobody knows if 
> it will turn out that they are right or wrong.
> 
> There is one philosophical consideration. If we could not be directly aware 
> of two or more different moments in time, it looks like we would be unable to 
> detect motion, melodies, etc. which extend over time. 
> 
> But this whole thing is something I don't really understand.
> 
> Jim 
> 
> --- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, "Bill!" <BillSmart@> wrote:
> >
> > Merle,
> > 
> > There is only NOW!  The past is a memory and the future is a projection - 
> > all illusory.
> > 
> > Only NOW!  Just THIS!
> > 
> > ...Bill!
> > 
> > --- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, Merle Lester <merlewiitpom@> wrote:
> > >
> > > 
> > > 
> > > Â jesus bill..you sound like your building up to something big!
> > > 
> > > Â woh !..an orgasm?..sorry couldn't resist.
> > > 
> > > ..take it easy.
> > > 
> > > .you just might fall off your perch
> > > 
> > > " NOW"... when is "NOW"?
> > > 
> > > Â "NOW" where are you?.
> > > 
> > > .I Â AM calling you" NOW"
> > > 
> > > who are you" NOW"?
> > > 
> > > what about "NOW" and "THEN"?
> > > "BEFORE" and "AFTER"?
> > > 
> > > Â i'm off to do a NOW
> > > toilet break!
> > > 
> > > Â enjoy your weekend with gusto Bill!
> > > 
> > > .marmalade is a british invention i believe.
> > > .correct me if i am wrong.
> > > .english breakfast tea and seville orange marmalade" WOH!
> > > merle
> > > 
> > > 
> > > Â  
> > > Merle,
> > > 
> > > PLEASE READ THIS POST CAREFULLY!!!!
> > > 
> > > Don't take everything I say too seriously.  I don't control the Zen 
> > > Forum.  I play in the Zen Forum.
> > > 
> > > I did NOT watch the video of the waterbed.
> > > 
> > > You should continue to do whatever you want to do.  I appreciate your 
> > > participation in the Zen Forum, as do I know a lot of others.
> > > 
> > > And yes!  Some people will like some posts and some won't.  So what?  I'm 
> > > sure that's true of you too.  You don't particularly like ALL the posts, 
> > > do you?  Its not a big deal.
> > > 
> > > And yes!  Do open ALL YOUR PRESENTS NOW!  There might not be a later.  
> > > What does it make a difference if you're SURPRISED NOW, or on Christmas?  
> > > Make EVERY DAY Christmas!
> > > 
> > > And yes!  IMO you should get joy out of GROWING the oranges, and TENDING 
> > > the trees, and PICKING the oranges, and SLICING them up, and COOKING 
> > > them, and MAKING the marmalade, and BOTTLING (canning) it, and PUTTING 
> > > THEM UP on the shelf, and KNOCKING ONE OVER, and CLEANING up the mess it 
> > > made, and TAKING THEM DOWN, and OPENING the lids, and SPOONING OUT the 
> > > marmalade, and SPREADING it on the bread, and EATING it, and CLEANING the 
> > > dishes.  You should get joy out of each and every one of these things as 
> > > you do them NOW!
> > > 
> > > I never watched the Germans jump on the waterbed and I never have tasted 
> > > Seville orange marmalade, but I have read posts from Merle and am the 
> > > better for it.
> > > 
> > > That's good enough for me.
> > > 
> > > ...Bill!
> > > 
> > > --- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, Merle Lester <merlewiitpom@> wrote:
> > > >
> > > > 
> > > > 
> > > >  
> > > >  Bill!..then i mis- understood your posts and am truly sorry,..you 
> > > > did watch the germans jumping on the waterbed...  eh?
> > > > 
> > > > what am i to do Bill!?
> > > > .send stuff like that or not?..
> > > > .one member of the group wants this stuff  another does not.
> > > > .i like to share.
> > > > ..i get lots of of stuff from all over the world
> > > > ..i do not give 2 hoots if folk do not want it.
> > > > .some are delighted and tell me so...
> > > > 
> > > >  so the marmalade story?
> > > > 
> > > >  do i open my christmas presents NOW?
> > > >  honestly Bill!.
> > > > ..you remind me of when i was a kid.
> > > > .mother was out of the house and i'd look in every nook and cranny till 
> > > > i found the presents for christmas and hence Bill!.
> > > > .i spoilt my treat and had to play act the christmas surprise
> > > > 
> > > >  the marmalade i have made only 7 jars there are more seville 
> > > > oranges on the tree.
> > > > ..i will be making 32 pots of marmalade
> > > > 
> > > >  i await till all the pots are made
> > > >  now you are thinking where's the zen in this?
> > > > 
> > > >  as the old saying goes.".what goes round comes around"
> > > > the coming and going is irrelevant
> > > > 
> > > >  when is not the question
> > > >  NOW is not the answer
> > > > 
> > > >  what is 
> > > >  is the taste
> > > >  and the joy of preparing the 32 pots of marmalade
> > > >  then seeing them all beautiful  lined up in a row upon the shelf 
> > > > of satisfaction of a job well done
> > > > 
> > > >  you know the old song.?
> > > > ."there were 10 green bottles sitting on the wall
> > > >  what would happen if one should accidentally fall?"
> > > > 
> > > >  i rest my weary head upon the shoulder of tomorrow
> > > >  and pray that those gossamer wings however light by chance do not
> > > >  knock one green bottle
> > > >  and it would  fall
> > > > 
> > > > i have faith in awaiting for that very unique moment
> > > >  
> > > > a truly earth shattering  zen marmalade!
> > > > 
> > > > if you like seville marmalade you'll know what i mean!
> > > > 
> > > >  merle
> > > > 
> > > > 
> > > > 
> > > >   
> > > > Merle,
> > > > 
> > > > READ THIS POST CAREFULLY!!!!
> > > > 
> > > > I NEVER said you posted 'crap' and I NEVER said you were 'off course' 
> > > > and I NEVER said you are not 'zen enough' - whatever that means.
> > > > 
> > > > You continue to read my posts and then spit them back at me while 
> > > > interjecting some kind of personal references or inferences which I DID 
> > > > NOT MAKE. 
> > > > 
> > > > I said I was not interested in your recent posts because....and then 
> > > > told you.  I didn't say it was CRAP.  I just said it didn't interest 
> > > > me.  There are a lot of non-crap, very good things that don't interest 
> > > > me or at least prompt me to post on them.
> > > > 
> > > > I asked you that if you thought you had a 'course' I'd like to know 
> > > > what your destination was.
> > > > 
> > > > As for 'not zen enough', I NEVER said that either although even your 
> > > > post below implies you are living your life in the future, not NOW!
> > > > 
> > > > My advise is don't wait for 20 days until the marmalade is ready.  
> > > > Spread your 'gossamer wings' NOW.
> > > > 
> > > > ...Bill!
> > > > 
> > > > I didn't say you 'were not zen enough'.  From you post below I see some 
> > > > of your goals and plans, but I do not see what YOU ARE DOING NOW.
> > > > 
> > > > --- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, Merle Lester <merlewiitpom@> wrote:
> > > > >
> > > > > 
> > > > > 
> > > > >  you said i was not zen enough ..as if you are an expert?????
> > > > > 
> > > > >  my target at this moment is to bottle the seville marmalade 
> > > > > i am in the process of making 
> > > > > 
> > > > >  and 20 days down the track have it on toast in the morning
> > > > >  
> > > > > when i can zen through the day
> > > > > 
> > > > > with my gossamer wings praying
> > > > > 
> > > > >  merle
> > > > > 
> > > > > 
> > > > > 
> > > > >  youMerle,
> > > > > 
> > > > > Jim was asking for advice.  I gave him a little peek at 'my way'.
> > > > > 
> > > > > I don't think you're 'off course', but then having a course implies 
> > > > > you have a destination, a target.  Do you?  If so what is it?
> > > > > 
> > > > > ...Bill!
> > > > > 
> > > > > --- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, Merle Lester <merlewiitpom@> wrote:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > ÃÆ'‚ we all have our own ways bill!..you who seem to 
> > > > > > think i'm off course
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > ...as the old ÃÆ'‚ song goes... ÃÆ'‚ 
> > > > > > "what ever gets you there go for it"
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > ÃÆ'‚ merle...
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > ÃÆ'‚  
> > > > > > Jim,
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > Caveat:  Everything I tell you is only my opinion.
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > You've read a lot of books on what a lemon tastes like but now you 
> > > > > > need to bite into the lemon and find out for yourself.  The books 
> > > > > > can't do that for you.  They can encourage you and lead you up to 
> > > > > > that point, but their usefulness ends there - and in fact I'd even 
> > > > > > say much of what you've learned could be a hindrance to you in 
> > > > > > taking that final step.
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > The taste of the lemon (and ONLY that)is what I call Buddha Nature, 
> > > > > > and it is non-dualistic (no taster/lemon distintion - no 
> > > > > > subject/object).  It is what I often call 'Just THIS!'  When 
> > > > > > experienced it has no name, no description - it is Just THIS!  
> > > > > > Later we put names on it and give it a description - but then it is 
> > > > > > not the thing itself (Just THIS!), it is our description of it.  It 
> > > > > > is what all the books you have read are trying to do. 
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > IMO the image you described below as called 
> > > > > > "mental-integration-itself" is illusory - samsara.  As soon as you 
> > > > > > become aware of it as something that seems to be an "...image 
> > > > > > inside my head, I can see all parts of the image simultaneously 
> > > > > > because something in me is integrating the parts of the image in 
> > > > > > some way."  What you are describing here is still dualistic - there 
> > > > > > is a you, you have a head, your head has an inside, this image is 
> > > > > > located there, the image has parts, etc...
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > The second description starts to move a little farther away from 
> > > > > > dualism:  "In a way, this transparent mental-integration-itself 
> > > > > > seems to be in front of the image. I then de-emphasize the image so 
> > > > > > it slips partly from awareness, while becoming more aware of the 
> > > > > > clear empty mental-integration-itself."  A lot would depend on just 
> > > > > > what you meant by the phrase "clear empty 
> > > > > > mental-integration-itself."  If you are still clinging to a 
> > > > > > dualistic view of this, something like, 'I am sitting, and I 
> > > > > > experience an image, and that image has parts and then another 
> > > > > > image appears that I call the 'mental-integration' of that first 
> > > > > > image, and then the first image disappears from my awareness (or at 
> > > > > > least recedes into the background)- and this new image is EMPTY'.'  
> > > > > > I'd have to again ask, what do you mean by 'empty'?
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > If you mean this new image that you are now aware of that exists 
> > > > > > inside you has no form, that's one thing.  If you mean 'all is 
> > > > > > empty', no me, no image, Just EMPTINESS!, then that is another 
> > > > > > thing entirely.
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > Again, all this is just IMO. 
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > Before I could really offer you any advice I'd have to know what 
> > > > > > you mean by 'mediation'.  How do you do about that?  If you could 
> > > > > > explain that a little more it would help.  Here's an example of how 
> > > > > > I sit (zazen):
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > I start sitting by counting my breathes, then following my breathes 
> > > > > > and then I drop the following and there is Just THIS!.  In Japanese 
> > > > > > this is called 'shikantaza' which literally means 'just sit' or is 
> > > > > > sometimes translated as 'no mind'. What I do NOT do is try to 
> > > > > > visualize anything or think of anything (like a 'safe place' or a 
> > > > > > mantra), although I know these are styles of meditation.
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > Thanks, and WELCOME TO THE ZEN FORUM!
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > ...Bill!
> > > > > > 
> > > > > > --- In Zen_Forum@yahoogroups.com, "jfnewell7" <jfnewell7@> wrote:
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I need some practice advice. In my meditation, I have become 
> > > > > > > aware of something I will call "mental-integration-itself" 
> > > > > > > although those words are only an approximation. I will therefore 
> > > > > > > report some background and details, below, to see if I can get 
> > > > > > > this across. What I need is advice on whether or not 
> > > > > > > mental-integration-itself is enough on the path that I should 
> > > > > > > spend a lot of time noticing it. Also, of course, if anyone sees 
> > > > > > > a way I can improve on the mental-integration-itself awareness I 
> > > > > > > have so far, I would be grateful.
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Both Dzogchen and Zen say that somehow, satori and samsara are 
> > > > > > > the same. I have tried for years to understand what that would 
> > > > > > > feel like. Here are a several examples from a vast number of 
> > > > > > > comments:
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Cleary, Thomas, trans. (2002) SECRETS OF THE BLUE CLIFF RECORD, 
> > > > > > > ZEN COMMENTS BY HAKUIN AND TENKEI, Boston& London: Shambhala
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Page 76, "If potential does not leave a static position, it falls 
> > > > > > > into a sea of poison ...
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > "[Hakuin] The entirety of this introduction applies to the 
> > > > > > > example. `Potential' is what appears before being expressed in 
> > > > > > > words; the `static position' is the cave of satori...
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > "[Tenkei] If you realize an awakening but do not eliminate 
> > > > > > > leaking of views, you stick to the absolute stasis of 
> > > > > > > transcendence in the realm of satori, which is to `fall into a 
> > > > > > > sea of poison' ... "
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Rabjam, Longchen, Richard Barron, trans., Padma Translation 
> > > > > > > Committee (2001) THE PRECIOUS TREASURY OF THE BASIC SPACE OF 
> > > > > > > PHENOMENA, Junction City" Padma Publishing.
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Page 7, "However things appear or sound, within the vast realm of 
> > > > > > >  basic space they do not stray from the spontaneous equalness as 
> > > > > > > dharmakaya, awakened mind...
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Page 15, "On this infinite foundation, extending everywhere 
> > > > > > > impartially, the stronghold of awakened mind does not distinguish 
> > > > > > > between samsara and nirvana..."
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Norbu, Chogyal Namkhui, Adriano Clemente, and Andrew Lukianowicz 
> > > > > > > (1999) THE SUPREME SOURCE, THE KUNJED GYALPO, THE FUNDAMENTAL 
> > > > > > > TANTRA OF DZOGCHEN SEMDE, Ithaca: Snow Lion Publications
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Page 150, "I am the essence of all phenomena; nothing exists that 
> > > > > > > is not my essence. The teachers of the three dimensions {I'm 
> > > > > > > unclear about what "dimensions"  means here, Jim} are my essence. 
> > > > > > > The Buddhas of the three times are my essence. The four types of 
> > > > > > > yogins are my essence. The three worlds, of desire, of form, and 
> > > > > > > without form, too, are my manifestations. The five great elements 
> > > > > > > are my essence. The six classes of beings are my essence. All the 
> > > > > > > habitats and the beings living therein are my essence. Nothing 
> > > > > > > exists that is not my essence because I am the universal root: 
> > > > > > > there is nothing that is not contained in me ..."
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > OK. Now when I am meditating while there is an image inside my 
> > > > > > > head, I can see all parts of the image simultaneously because 
> > > > > > > something in me is integrating the parts of the image in some 
> > > > > > > way. If I try to see this mental-integration-itself, the 
> > > > > > > mental-integration-itself is like transparent space yet active. I 
> > > > > > > can barely detect this transparent and it doesn't look like any 
> > > > > > > of the shapes or colors of the image. In a way, this transparent 
> > > > > > > mental-integration-itself seems to be in front of the image. I 
> > > > > > > then de-emphasize the image so it slips partly from awareness, 
> > > > > > > while becoming more aware of the clear empty 
> > > > > > > mental-integration-itself. 
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Intellectually, the mental-integration itself which I experience 
> > > > > > > isn't any of the shapes or colors, yet it connects all the shapes 
> > > > > > > and colors together. So it has a little bit of form, from the 
> > > > > > > connecting, plus it is empty. Does the fact that it looks like it 
> > > > > > > fits Buddhist definitions mean that what I am experiencing 
> > > > > > > actually does fit those definitions? Therefore, would it be right 
> > > > > > > to continue to become aware of the mental-integration-itself with 
> > > > > > > all kinds of perceptions, experiences, and situations?
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > So that I what I need some advice on.
> > > > > > > 
> > > > > > > Jim
> > > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > >
> > > >
> > >
> >
>




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