On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
> > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: > >> >> >> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>> >>>> >>>> >>>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>>> Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>> >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>>>> of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>>>>> of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>>>>>> Victim of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >>>>>>>> <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>>>>>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>>>>>>> Victim of >>>>>>>> > Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>>>>>> > >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 - i started logging >>>>>>>> publicly to the >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> list >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> again. >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> i >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> started >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> by just logging time spent on >>>>>>>> planning and >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> thinking about >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it. >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> after >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> two attempts i was able to do it >>>>>>>> rather than >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> think >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> about >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it, with >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> effort. >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds >>>>>>>> cold water >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> after warm >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> water, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> hard >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds >>>>>>>> warm, 10 >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> seconds cold. >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> easy. >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> food after. >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold >>>>>>>> with food >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >>>>>>>> medium-easy >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >>>>>>>> medium-easy >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> medium-easy >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after >>>>>>>> medium-hard >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >>>>>>>> medium-hard >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >>>>>>>> medium-easy >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, >>>>>>>> medium-easy, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> outdoors >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, >>>>>>>> irrational state >>>>>>>> >> of >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> mind, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>> indoors >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, >>>>>>>> easy, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> indoors >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >>>>>>>> medium-easy, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> indoors >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food >>>>>>>> after, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> medium, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> indoors >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food >>>>>>>> medium-hard >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with >>>>>>>> warm food, >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> medium-hard >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar >>>>>>>> cookie, hard to >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> start, medium to do >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>>>> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, >>>>>>>> medium-hard >>>>>>>> >> >>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>>> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, >>>>>>>> and >>>>>>>> >> >>>> nutritional yeast, medium >>>>>>>> >> >>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, >>>>>>>> food after >>>>>>>> >> >>> >>>>>>>> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food >>>>>>>> after >>>>>>>> >> >> >>>>>>>> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >>>>>>>> >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard >>>>>>>> > >>>>>>>> > >>>>>>>> > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-28 1028 warm then a little cool for total of 3 mins >>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-28 1710 2/0:07 cool, food after, held pee >>>>> >>>> 2022-06-29 1350 2/0:05 cool, food after, hard >>>> >>> 2022-06-29 1950 2/0:07 cool, food after, medium >>> >> 2022-06-30 1019 2/0:11 cool, medium-easy, food after >> > 2022-06-30 11;10 2/10.7 cool, medium-easy, no food, nap after > 2022-06-30 1541 2/0:09 cool, medium, food after It seemed pretty easy, so I briefly imagined I was trying really hard to do it and this restimulated the inhibitions >_> . I can kind of feel them developing. The trying hard thing, I value, because it's kind of near planning and other basic parts of doing stuff. >