Hi everyone...Some masochistic impulse made me join FFL again..go figure...I must have had something transit rahu, whatever.
What I find amazing about MMY and all the ladies is that I believe that it is all true and it doesn't bother me the way it might in the distant past. I can't conceptually resolve it by dismissing MMY because of the amazing transformations his body of techniques and his darshan itself have had on me. I can't figure out why he'd be interested in sex, especially the kind of "bust-a-nut" sex these ladies seem to be describing. It's a mystery. I wish one of these women had asked MMY, what's up with all this sex, Maharishi? I don't get it. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Rick Archer" <r...@...> wrote: > > Anonymously: > > > > Dear Rick > > > > Of course please keep my name and position private. > > > > I have been reading, almost obsessively-compulsively, the sequential > > discussions re: Judith's book on FFL. At first it was with a sigh of > > relief, that one lady had opened up, and was so well received. Now the dirt > > is rolling in--people doing their best to cast doubt on her experiences, to > > besmirch her integrity, to ridicule what she has to say just so they will > > feel better. And people wonder why the other ladies don't come forward. > > > > I remember Judith from Squaw Valley days. She had been put in charge of > > cleaning M's rooms and silks. She had the most beautiful saris. I asked > > her where she bought them and she explained that M had given them to her. > > Immediately my radar went up; she had done something personal with him that > pleased him, > > I surmised, and he gave her something beautiful in exchange. Having been > propositioned by M > > myself but turning him down, I had not received anything for that one night. > > Even way back then with Judith, I thought, maybe if I had said yes......my > life would have > > turned out better. I would be allowed to be closer. Now it's easy to see > that isn't always the case. > > It helps to know that. > > > > Judith probably has done more for the other ladies who went through similar > > experiences than any one else. Remember also that she left the Movement and > > went off on her own path. She has had the freedom to speak the truth. > > My psychology is better now for what she has written. Truth, sweet truth > > helps. And Judith sees the good that M has done for the world. It is the > > technique of meditation that counts. Does THAT work? That is what he > > marketed to the world and hopefully today the world is a better place--not > > perfect, just a little better. No one likes everything about something or > someone; > > that is the nature of the relative--it's not perfect. I guess we forget > > that in our quest for absolute anything. > > > > But shouldn't we focus on what does work, > > what is good? That's what Scriptures keep telling us to do and there must > be a reason. > > That instruction is not guru-based; it is evolutionary based. > > > > What FFLfers are now doing is not helping us heal. Rather the fear is > > returning, the sense of persecution is coming back to life. If these people > > ever find out......runs through my mind constantly. This probably will be > > the closest I will ever come to going really public. This tiny missive that > > hardly says anything. > > > > I guess I am asking FFlfers to please, please, please, give us ladies a > > chance to heal. It may be lies to you, it may be fantasy to you, but it's > > not to those of us who went through it. Keep that in mind. > > > > If anything, have compassion in your hearts and give us the space we so > > desperately need to heal. > > > > thank you > > Yours Truly >
