Dear Denise, Well mine is shock therapy too. I don't know how else to penetrate the layers and layers of deception the intellect creates. The only way you can is to use the very language, the very words that the intellect so loves, use the words that intellect says are not morally appropriate, not suited to White man's sensibilities and subtleties.
Use the words to shock the intellect fascinated and swimming in a fantasy world of words, philosophies. Create stories and try to confuse others so at least they step out of their intellectual fantasies for even a few seconds, that's all is needed to see the whole stupidity. So intellect says a spiritual man like Ravi can't use crude prison style words, it imposes limitations on freedom. Look at the irony, if it's limited can be it true freedom? Anyway I think laughing at oneself is really good. It let's us know not to take life seriously, because life existed before we were born and will continue to exist after we leave. If you perhaps spent a day with me, you will see how silly I am, how I mock, laugh at myself and others. Love, Ravi On Jan 1, 2012, at 3:10 PM, Emily Reyn <emilymae.r...@yahoo.com> wrote: > Good, well you trigger many of mine too. Of course, shock therapy works for > me so far and I use it as an opportunity to heal, because if not now, then > when? And, I can't explain why I usually end up laughing (not at others) for > my poor sad self...almost always, in fact, which turns out, is also quite > healing. Who knew? > > From: Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.r...@gmail.com> > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > Sent: Sunday, January 1, 2012 3:03 PM > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Happy new year to everyone !!! (And more love > bombing..) > > > Dear Denise - I did have 3 shots of Tequila. Contrary to the opinion and > scare tactics of Curtis and Susan Waybackwards of this list - I'm pretty > mundane. May be that's what threatens them so much, that I can be as mundane > as them yet so spiritual, genuinely humble yet supremely arrogant.Really I > trigger all their fears and insecurities, I get such a kick out of it :-) > > Love, > Ravi. > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn <emilymae.reyn@...> wrote: > > > > And thank you also Obba for the music.  > > > > After my foray out to the neighbors last night and an evening of poisoning > > myself with their team offerings of shots of butterscotch liqueur, cinnamon > > whiskey, apple liqueur mixed with crown royal, and a bottle champagne which > > is truly a fully toxic mixture I know you can't even imagine (nor could > > have I before last night as I hadn't even heard of these liqueurs), I need > > some chants.  I drank it all consciously feeling it poison me as it went > > down. So, this morning I started my readings on karma, actually meditated, > > made an appointment with someone who can help me sort through my shit, and > > started drinking hot water and lemon.  It's O.K.  Change is here - I can > > feel it.  Ravi, I wish to God I had been drinking tequila (if I was, in > > fact going to drink), because whether you did or not, at least your story > > leaves you in good shape.  Now, I'm going to go take a nap, but I was > > glad to log on and see that the evidence for UFO's seems irrefutable and > > that Curtis replied to Robin and that Steve vacationed in Colorado and that > > FFL remains fully dependable :)  > > > > ________________________________ > > From: obbajeeba no_re...@yahoogroups.com > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > Sent: Sunday, January 1, 2012 5:23 AM > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Happy new year to everyone !!! (And more love > > bombing..) > > > > > >  > > Happy New Year to all! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5p_U8J0iRQ > > This is the New Year for the Gregorian Calendar, so appropriate songs are a > > must! > > > > May this year bring bliss to each and everyone of you and your families! > > > > Ravi, you are celebrating the way the west does! Good for you! > > Good for You! > > > > Oh, one more.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lT_b_MWrJQU&feature=related > > > > Love you all! > > > > Obbajeeba > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Ravi Chivukula" chivukula.ravi@ > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > My very first drunk message, what the fuck took me so long..LOL.. > > > > > > http://www.flickr.com/photos/73243621@N07/6611441415 > > > > > > I miss my beloved and she's off projecting fantasies outside of herself > > > and here I am no "isms", nothing outside of myself, totally having fun, > > > totally aurhentic, the music fucking rocks...:-) > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@> > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > LOL..Jim. > > > > > > > > I'm drunk totally celebrating the New Year !!! > > > > > > > > Why the fuck did Bob make fun of your fiction again? Once you are full > > > > of love fiction flows.. > > > > > > > > Love ya Jim. > > > > > > > > This ain't no love bombing, just a very drunk self styled enlightened > > > > yogi from the Mist Club in San Francisco..:-). Missing his beloved, And > > > > the music's fucking rocking.. > > > > > > > > Love, > > > > Ravi. > > > > > > > > > > > > On Dec 31, 2011, at 8:50 PM, "futur.musik" <futur.musik@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > Cue intro and video: It is evening in LA, you step off the elevator > > > > > at the fortieth floor, walk down a short hallway, and open double > > > > > doors onto an expanse of hand distressed birch board flooring and > > > > > Berber-style carpets, anchored with Scandinavian white leather > > > > > seating in a sunken living room, the soundless sights of Los Angeles > > > > > moving far below through nearly floor to ceiling windows, the slight > > > > > scent of incense is on the air (sandalwood?), and the sound of Sufi > > > > > music heard, attracting all women magnetically to...Ravi's Ravine, as > > > > > his pad has quickly come to be known. You take a seat. > > > > > > > > > > Ravi appears, wearing his sunglasses, the complete gentleman, with a > > > > > slight hint of "divine" vodka on his breath...his shoulder holster > > > > > almost completely concealed under his jacket (worn legally after a > > > > > nutcase on an internet forum tried to harm him). He smiles huge and > > > > > exclaims, "Namaste, Yo!!" > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn <emilymae.reyn@> > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Ravi, wait, I forgot to emphasize...this picture of you IS "HOT" - > > > > > > try and stay objective in your review :) Â I'm sure that Obba > > > > > > would give you a wet KISS KISS on this one. Â Judy might pile > > > > > > on with a "kiss-kiss" if you are really lucky. Â If Bob wasn't > > > > > > vacationing somewhere on a remote romantic island with "the wife", > > > > > > he could probably send you the appropriate movie clip to seal the > > > > > > deal. Â Now, for me the word "hot" is a new one, so I'm using > > > > > > my intuition on this one. > > > > > > > > > > > > I have to collect my stomach muscles stuck in a giggle again and go > > > > > > to the neighbor's party and try and act like a "normal" person. > > > > > > Â "Normal" is the goal, right? > > > > > > > > > > > > Did you happen to see Yifu's picture of Darthsayer. Â That is a > > > > > > perfect representation of what is after me right now. Â Very > > > > > > scary and not at all "normal", which is why I appreciated Rory's > > > > > > autobiography. Â But, I have surrounded myself with a force > > > > > > field of love and will figure it out. Â I'll let you know on > > > > > > this later in January. Â > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't let me bring you down...Love Always, Em > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ________________________________ > > > > > > From: Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@> > > > > > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > > > > > Sent: Saturday, December 31, 2011 6:54 PM > > > > > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Happy new year to everyone !!! (And > > > > > > more love bombing..) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Â > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just to clarify a couple of points. > > > > > > > > > > > > I don't think I'm photogenic - I was probably lucky there. I find > > > > > > posing for pictures excruciating since I'm always authentic, true > > > > > > to myself. > > > > > > > > > > > > I never had an Amma doll, shudder, I find the whole concept very > > > > > > idiotic, though I have to say its cute. > > > > > > > > > > > > My problem was with the members of cult having pseudo relationships > > > > > > with dolls in order to numb pain, insulate themselves from pain - > > > > > > instead of welcoming the opportunity to grow with conflict, pain in > > > > > > a relationship. > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm against anything that avoids pain, conflict, discomfort because > > > > > > you are shutting the doors to growth. I never avoided it. > > > > > > > > > > > > Look at our own Barry !!! He's in a closet in Holland, still > > > > > > trapped in cults !!! > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, RaviA Chivukula > > > > > > <chivukula.ravi@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Emily thank you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm giving up on all Gurus, projection of Divine Mother, Divine > > > > > > > Father, avatars on the celibacy worshipping, sexually repressed, > > > > > > > perverted Gurus. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > All "isms" - pacifism, socialism, communism, christianism, > > > > > > > Buddhism, Hinduism. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Fuck God, fuck all Gurus, fuck anyone who projects perfection > > > > > > > outside of themselves, worships poverty worshipping, life > > > > > > > abnegating messiahs such as Gandhi, Teresa, Ramana. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Let 2012 be the year of Krishna, of love, of sex, of celebration > > > > > > > !!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Love, > > > > > > > Ravi. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Dec 31, 2011, at 6:33 PM, Emily Reyn <emilymae.reyn@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Damn Ravi...you are sooo photogenic! Well, I might end up > > > > > > > > laughing my way through my fear, like I did with the shame. > > > > > > > > Unless, I can get the angels to assist me....we'll see. Sounds > > > > > > > > like you are giving up on the Amma doll. That's O.K. I gave up > > > > > > > > on the doll as well. Thanks for the great post. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > From: Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@> > > > > > > > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > > > > > > > Sent: Saturday, December 31, 2011 5:36 PM > > > > > > > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Happy new year to everyone !!! > > > > > > > > (And more love bombing..) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Fuck the picture didn't make it, help me merudanda. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Here's the link to the picture. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > http://flic.kr/p/b55Hsv > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Me 'n 'em Mayans are tight. I'm so down with the Mayan Calendar. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My predictions for 2012 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > 1) All Love's renamed to Hate's > > > > > > > > 2) All lovers hounded, harassed and humiliated > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Let's leverage the deadly, provocative, seductive power of the > > > > > > > > troika to hound, harass and humiliate the lovers. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The first of the troika, the power and might of law > > > > > > > > enforcement, judiciary armed with the laws very generously > > > > > > > > sponsored and underwritten by Prozac Inc and the Big Pharma. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > BTW I so love my Mayan Calendar that I can't sleep without one > > > > > > > > under my pillow !!! OTOH I think a Mayan doll would be very > > > > > > > > cute. Oh on that Mayan doll I see lot of cult worship of Guru > > > > > > > > based dolls, so I thought what a wonderful idea !!! Look, now I > > > > > > > > would love to have a real woman but till then I plan to sleep > > > > > > > > with a doll..LOL..God, how disgusting scratch that idea, I'm > > > > > > > > not that desperate to substitute real relationships with dolls. > > > > > > > > (P.S. Making a pun on people at cults, includingmy own Guru's > > > > > > > > cult, worshipping Guru dolls). > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The second of the troika, my liberal intellectuals, the > > > > > > > > therapists, the psychologists with their myriad pain numbing > > > > > > > > therapies generously sponsored and underwritten by, surprise, > > > > > > > > yep - Prozac Inc and the Big Pharma. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I love my liberal intellectuals, they are so smart they > > > > > > > > actually become therapists so they can dump their shit on > > > > > > > > others and make them pay for it as well !!! Wow, amazing isn't > > > > > > > > it folks !!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dr. Ravi Chivukula, Psy.D, UCLA has done amazing work here, his > > > > > > > > research paper "The Anatomy of Hopeless Romantics, Case Files > > > > > > > > of Pervasive Romantic Disorder" was well acclaimed by all > > > > > > > > liberal intellectuals, therapists, psychologists, > > > > > > > > psychiatrists, Prozac Inc and Big Pharma. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So we already have the label "Pervasive Romantic Disorder" to > > > > > > > > take down all stupid, clueless, idiotic, hopelessly romantic, > > > > > > > > obsessed loser lovers. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > OK- finally the third of the troika - the psychiatrists, armed > > > > > > > > with their DSM Manuals > > > > > > > > (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diagnostic_and_Statistical_Manual_of_Mental_Disorders), > > > > > > > > heavily edited and co-authored by surprise, surprise, Prozac > > > > > > > > Inc and the Big Pharma. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The third of the troika - the psychiatrists also have heavy > > > > > > > > duty ammunition in the form of cocktail drugs, surprise, > > > > > > > > surprise, surprise, developed, funded by taxpayers for the sole > > > > > > > > purpose of filling their coffers, the coffers of Prozac Inc and > > > > > > > > the Big pharma. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > May be troika is the wrong word, I guess this whole business of > > > > > > > > controlling politicians, our clueless liberal intellectuals, > > > > > > > > therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists is done just by Prozac > > > > > > > > Inc and the Big pharma. 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