Great thread, you guys.  All of you, thank you.

For this discussion, you may want to read along in your hymnal.  The lyrics
for "Electricity" are at:
http://www.jmdl.com/lyrics/electricity.cfm

In "Electricity", Joni said,
>>
the song that he sang her
to soothe her to sleep
runs all through her circuits
like a heartbeat
>>

I can't even convey what these lines mean to me today.  They are incredibly
moving but I can speak their meaning.  Now that I read them in isolation,
the text says something different from the emotion that the *sound* has
always brought up.

For me, in the context, she's looking back over a breakdown, a failure, and
finding that it was profoundly valuable anyway.  In fact, his voice is now
her mantra, her heartbeat, even though it resulted in an overload, the
potential danger of loose wires, and darkness.  His lullaby is within her
head.

The context of the song (breakup) conveys shadows, a setting, for the text.
She's expressing her confusion to a female expert on darkness, (a therapist
most likely, eh?).  It's not simple, but she's working the problem within a
structured environment.  I think she's taken a hejira to the country and is
doing a post-mortem.

She recalls the Light and Sound that was in her life but now it's the most
troubling part.  Why would you break up with someone who brought Light into
your life?  It's non-sensical.  It's a paradox.  How can one fix that?  How
can you break from your own "heartbeat"?  Well, you can't fix it easily
that's for sure.

For me, I find these lines moving because she's filled with a mantra yet
supremely disappointed.  She's singing a bitter & sweet duality that is a
huge part of my life.  No one gets duality right like Joni.

Lama,
on day two of the headache from Hell
(no offense to my esteemed colleague in NZ.)

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