Ah, yes. Finally, cerebral tranquility!
Alright, maybe that's a little premature, but I think the issue is
resolved for me.
Maybe not everyone else and I'd still love to hear the debate rage on,
but it seems everyone's pointing at the same thing. And to be
honest, yesterday, before I even redefined the question, I kinda' found
the answer I figured would appear: DQ is the pre-intellectual cutting
edge of reality.
It's what everyone is telling me and, yep, I think you're all
right. In particular, I really like John's
response/"argument". Because he's right. And
Pirsig's right. And we probably all know it, but continue to forget
it sometimes:
This is a game.
This discussion, debate, argue and defend, dialectical back and forth is
a game, a game that cannot be won. But it's a game that I like to
play from time to time, a game we must all like to play, else we wouldn't
read the posts or even take any part in moq.org.
More specifically, it's a game I have to play while I toil in the
academic establishment. It's a game we all play when we try and
explain to someone about Pirsig or Quality or the MOQ. It's a game,
as Pirsig says, that's a part of life, just as are eating, pissing,
shitting, fucking, getting drunk, picking up bar-ladies and writing
metaphysics. It's a game where the only sure-fire way to win and
lose is not to play it. The people who don't play it say you
win. The people who do say you lose. And right now, the
people who do play the game are grading my essays and giving me my
teaching certificate. And I have to do this for 4 more years.
So, what John did was beautiful (and eloquently put, I might add, a great
piece of rhetoric). He retreated. I say "retreated"
because that's what the game-player in me calls it. It was a
retreat to indivdualistic mysticism. And it's a move that the other
half of me (the part that sees the whole picture, the part that can tell
the gamer part to shut the hell up) whole-heartedly agrees with.
Because it's good. Even a retreat needs to be a defensible retreat
and that is exactly what it was. It needs to be defensible because
the gaming parts of us wouldn't have it any other way.
And so, I think that's it for me (besides whatever clarification and
wrap-up stuff that may be needed). I'm going back to lurking.
I've found what I lost. And I'm tired. Every time I do this,
every time I enter into the arena of debate, it takes a little out of
me. Every argument I write, I also see a counter-argument. I
try to defend my exposed flank and I expose myself somewhere else.
No argument is perfect, just as there are no perfect chess
openings. After a while I'll come back,
rejuvenated and fresh. Usually
sooner, if I smell weakness.
I do wonder, though, if I'll ever get tired of the game. I can only
assume I will, based on the fact that it tires me so already at the
tender age of 21. I think a lot of it has to do with the struggles
that I read in Pirsig. The greatest metaphysics I have ever seen,
and no one that should listen is listening. If Pirsig couldn't do
it, how can I do it. I ain't no Pirsig. That's ultimately why
I left Philosophy as an academic career choice. It's just a shark
orgy of blood. And I have the scent for blood, but not quite the
taste for it that others have. I'll stick to teaching, so I can
brain-wash impressionable little minds. Or, at least brain-wash
them not to be brain-washed by evil brain-washing non-thinking
rhetoric that almost got me.
And that leaves me with this:
I think the greatest influence that Pirsig has had on me is as a
writer. It's almost as if Pirsig did write a book teaching
Rhetoric. Except there's two of them. And the second one is
even better than the first.
Always in the background,
Matt
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