Rob, I've wondered how you could possibly be driving that distance and working full time! I know that when I overdo, my residuals are worse and in my mind, your scedule would be WAY TOO MUCH for me!! Of course, I'm older than you, but my symptoms have progressed as the years have passed. I'll be celebrating 12 years this month and I know I couldn't do what you do. If I were you, I'd ask about the possibility of SS Disability . In my opinion, there's no sense in working until what health you have is gone!! Just my 2¢, janh In a message dated 4/3/2008 9:32:45 AM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: I am obviously on a letter writing campaignâ¦this is due to what I perceive as a worsening of my conditionâ¦ok here is my questionâ¦.I have been working full time for the past 10 years after contacting TM (obviously this was after the hospital and rehab)â¦I drive more than 2 hours a day (welcome to New York City) and for the first time I am really wondering how much longer I will be able to keep this upâ¦it just keeps getting harder. On the one hand if I stop working I will have all the time in the world to think of my condition (bad!), on the other hand work just keeps getting harder and harder both physically and mentally(bad too!). Please don't tell me to just cut down..that cannot workâ¦..therefore what I have done mentally is say to myself that if I can just work 2 more years then I can retireâ¦only problem is that 2 years seems like a very very long time! I am going for a spinal MRI next week and Dr Kerr hooked me up with an excellent Dr. in New Jersey whom I will be seeing in a couple of weeksâ¦so I am trying to be proactiveâ¦just not sure how much longer my "positive attitude" will be enough to get me by! Sorry about this I truly hate complaining when I know so many of you are so much worse than I am! Thanks for everything! Rob in New Jersey
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