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Hi Mike
 Very nicely stated.

Keep On TROMing

Pete


-----Original Message-----
From: trom-boun...@lists.newciv.org [mailto:trom-boun...@lists.newciv.org]on
Behalf Of Mickel
Sent: Thursday, August 27, 2009 3:39 AM
To: The Resolution of Mind list
Subject: [TROM1] Importances!

Hi Everyone
Here are some wins and realisations from the last few days.

As you know Level One is the repair of importances and in the processes
given I could understand "Create something" or "Bring something into
Existence", I had no problem with those, that is easy, but "Create an
Importance", just seemed odd to me, Do the creations I mock up have to be
important I thought? I couldn't seem to understand why they had to have an
importance.

Next I came across RI by perception where it is explained that physical
universe objects have a degree of importance in them, Do they? I thought,
that had never occurred to me before, that all these things around me have
an importance but observing things about me I started to see that indeed
they do, my latest computer for instance took me a long time before I could
aquire it and it is important to me and as I looked around the room at
various objects, where I lived, people and so on I started to see how this
was true.

Now onto things in the mind:
The other day I wrote about how this toy, a blue dog I used to carry about
with me all the time as a young child, I knew I was close to it and it had a
meaning in my life at the time but I couldn't see any more than that and I
lost interest in it, the penny hadn't dropped yet, meaning I didn't have a
full understanding of why that item had come into my mind.

The next item that came up was in a dream, I was dreaming I was back living
with my first real girlfriend, when I woke up I could feel the loss, the
heartache, how I wished to be back there, how I have always wanted to freeze
time, never wanting things to change.
The emotion and feeling from this dream pervaded my whole day and still the
penny hadn't dopped.

The next day my mind was flooded with all these so called Spiritual
experiences I have had in my life, OBEs, strange alien pictures, energy
flows in millions of colours, odd phenomena like this, days when I felt this
Oneness with the Universe and all this little life became as nothing.

And then the penny dropped, Importances, I am holding it all there in my
mind, refusing to let it all go, all those people, happy times, bad times,
experiences, I am holding onto it all, never wanting to forget it, it's all
so precious to me.

And that was my big realisation my so called past is actually a long series
of things that were important to me that I won't let go of.

Have I had any change from this realisation? all I can report is that I feel
more stable, things look a little brighter and clearer, I feel more at cause
instead of just feeling hopeless and having an attitude that nothing works
for me, that I have actually got a tool in TROM that will work for me, the
long search is over.
Best
Mike


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